After my impulsive decision to keep the child after all, I went home again.
I had to tell Mason tonight.
Otherwise he would hate me.
He would find out sooner or later anyway.
And who knows, maybe he won't react as badly as I make it out to be, but will support me and even be happy.
Oh that would be nice.
I know myself that it won't be like that, but I wanted to stay in my dream bubble, which would soon be destroyed.
I parked the car and then went to the door.
The whole apartment smelled of garlic and chicken.
I loved it when Mason cooked.
I was a terrible cook myself, but Mason never seemed to mind.
,,Hey Britt " he said, coming up to me.
"Hey," I breathed against his chest as I snuggled up to him.
One tiny touch from him and I feel safe right away.
As if everything in my life was going well and I was safe and secure.
,,How was it at the hairdresser? Let me see your hair," he said.
Fuck.
I had told him that I was at the hairdresser.
,,Oh yes, that, I was not at the hairdresser," I said.
,,Then where were you all day?" he asked.
,,Um, walking." I lied.
,,You're lying," he said and broke away from me.
,,What, no I'm not," I said in a squeaky voice.
,,But whenever you lie to me, your eyes widen," he said.
,,That's not true," I hissed.
,,Look, there you go again," he said, pointing at my eyes.
I urgently have to get rid of this characteristic.
,,Where were you?" he asked me, clearly tense.
,,Nowhere." I lied for the fourth time that day.
,,Britney don't provoke me."
,,I'm not, Mason, but I just can't tell you." I admitted.
He winced at my words, as if I had hit him.
,,Are you cheating on me?" he asked, hurt.
How could he even ask that?
He knows there is no one else but him.
,,What? No!" I said.
,,Yes, that's why you've been so distant lately! Fuck Britney who is it?" he yelled.
,,Mason I'm not fucking cheating on you!" I hissed.
,,Then what is it that you can't tell me?" He asked.
,,It's nothing!" I hissed with tears in my eyes.
,,Tell Britney!" he ordered.
,,I-I...I'm pregnant!" I said, and I watched his face
and I watched him go pale in the face.
I stared at him with tears in my eyes and waited for his reaction.
,,Please say something," I begged.
He stared at me with his mouth open.
,,I-I know we're both still young, but I want to keep this child, Mason, even if you leave me for it," I said, sobbing.
He looked at me blankly.
,,Say something, anything!" I pleaded.
He silently approached me and looked me in the eyes.
He walked out the door without another word.
No.
That couldn't really happen.
He wouldn't dare leave me alone.
I collapsed on the floor and cried.
,,Why? Why me!" I cried out to the world.
I knew Mason wouldn't react well, but I didn't know he would say nothing and just walk out the door.
Where did he even go?
Would he come back?
No, he wouldn't.
Why would he? I just destroyed his life.
I thought I knew Mason, but I was wrong.
He had left me alone without even batting an eye.
I was on my own now.
I would still raise the child, even if Mason was no longer by my side.
I thought our forever would last forever.
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Infinity (ENGLISH VERSION)
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