Nightmare

Chapter 12

..Ruth's POV..

It's been a month now my parents are gone, I don't know if they'll come back I hope they don't. It's almost Christmas, im not really excited because I won't have my other half with me. I miss Amelia so much, but I know she's up there watching me.

As me and and Blake lay on my bed watching a movie, we've been closer, we've hung out more often, I sometimes stay over at his house and hang out with Alex and Carmen.

There like a little family, I don't know what me and Blake are. But I hope we're more than friends because I like him. I really really like him.

The movie has finally finished, as I stand up Blake pulls me back down. He wraps his arms around me and flips us around. He's now ontop of me, "where do you think your going?" He asks with a grin "to get something to eat" I say he smiles and kisses my lips softly. "Alright let's go, I'm coming with you" he says.

I smile and we both rush downstairs, "I won you loser" I say while laughing. "I let you" he says with a grin"mmh sure" I say.

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"It's almost Christmas are you gonna do anything?" He asks me "no, my aunt is coming so maybe just me and her here. Unless you wanna come" I say "actually my aunt she told me to ask you if you wanted to spend Christmas with us? On Christmas Eve we have this whole big dinner with me,Diego,Owen,Carmen,and Alex." He says "I would love to go but I don't want to leave my aunt" I say "she can come, you can also invite Nora and Lucy" he says "really?" I ask "yes Gray" he says.

"Then okay we'll be there. Thank you Carter " I say he smiles and kisses my head.

"Ugh I don't wanna get up" I say while covering myself with a blanket. "Come on, I wanna take you somewhere" Blake says "okay fine" I say and stand up, he smiles and picks me up spinning me around.

"Carter stop I'm gonna get dizzy" I say laughing he chuckles and places me down on the bed. He kisses my lips softly and then he pulls away my cheeks burning red. He saw and smirked.

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"Can I put a song?" I ask "yeah" Blake says while driving, I plug in my phone and pick a song. "Star shopping by lil peep" starts playing. About 10 minutes later I feel the car stop. "Okay we're here love" Blake says. We're in-front of a big building. He opens my car door and I get out, as we're in front of a gate, there's a sign "no trespassing". "Carter I don't t-" but he's already on the other side of the fence.

I roll my eyes and go through the cut open whole on them bottom, "what is this place?" I ask him. "This is my safe place" he says I look at him and he's smiling at me. "The view is great from right here" he says leading me to a big window. "Wow..." I say you could see the whole city. The lights were like little dots, and the people down there looked so small.

"It's so fucking beautiful.." I say "just like you my love.." Blake says. I blush and he wraps his arms around my waist. Sending butterflies down my stomach. We spend all day there, talking and laughing together. I found out many new stuff about him.

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As Im in the kitchen making some pancakes there's a knock on my door. I open it and see my aunt Jenna. "Jenna!" I shout she smiles so big and so do I. I rush up to her and wrap her in a big hug.

"Your here finally!" I say "I missed you sweetie" she says kissing my forehead. "Mommy iws thwis auntie Ruwth.." I look down and see a little girl around 4 years old. She looked so cute, she had brown eyes just like Jenna, dirty blond hair, and freckle on her face.

"OH MY GOSH WHO IS THIS CUTE PRINCESS!?" I say picking her up. "This is Amber" Jenna says, "Hii Amber I'm Ruth" I say she smiles and hugs my neck. "She's so pretty" I say while kissing her cheek.

As Amber is watching TV Jenna and I are in the kitchen making something for dinner, there's a knock on the door. "I'll get it" Jenna says, I smile and she leaves to open the door. "Ruth someone's here to see you" I walk out the kitchen and see Blake "Heyy Carter" I say he smiles "hey love" he says I bring him inside.

He kisses my forehead I feel my cheeks heat up, "ooh whos this??" My aunt asks "Jenna this is Blake, Blake this is my aunt Jenna" I say she smiles at him and shakes his hand, he smiles back at her. "Ooh iws this yourws bowyfriend??" Amber asks while running up to us.

"Umm no this is Blake my friend.." I say, I looked at Blake and he seemed a bit sad. Why? "Hiii" she says with a big smile "Heyy Im Blake" Blake says "I'm Ambwer" she says with a little smile.

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As I'm in the kitchen with my aunt making some food to eat, aunt Jenna starts talking. "So Blake are you guys friend or??" She says "I don't know to be honest, I mean it seems like we're more than friends but we're not together or anything" I say, "he seems like a great guy Ruth" she says "he is" I say. "Just be careful okay I don't want you getting hurt sweetie." She says "he won't hurt me, I trust him" I say she smiles and kisses my forehead.

We all sat down, ate and then we all went into the living room to watch a movie. We were watching The Polar Express since it's almost Christmas, Little Amber was asleep on Blake's lap, and I was next to him while my aunt was on the other couch asleep.

The both of them must be tired from the flight, I get up and shake my aunt awake. "Jenna there's a guest room you and little Amber can stay in, come on let's go" I say she gets up and she's about to pick up Amber from Blake's lap when he says.

"I can take her, don't worry you go get yourself ready to rest" she smiles and thanks him. As I cleaned up the living room, picking up all the junk food trash, Blake and I went upstairs. We took Amber with her mom, and then I went to my room.

Blake's following right behind me, as were in my room I sit down and lay on my bed. I feel the bed next to my dip done, I feel Blake's hand on mine, we intertwined our fingers, butterflies erupt in my stomach. "Do you wanna stay?" I ask him "do you want me to?" He asks I look at him and he's smirking.

"Nah" I say playing "okay then bye" he says getting up, "I'm just kidding I don't mind" I say he smiles and lays back down. "I'll stay if it's okay with you" he says "it's okay" I say. "I'll be back" I say getting some sweats and a hoodie. I walk into my restroom and change my clothes.

As I walk out I see Blake, he has not shirt on you can see his perfectly shaped abs, I didn't know how long I was starring until Blake said "take a picture it will last longer" with a smirk. I roll my eyes and hit him with a pillow.

He grins and smacks me with a pillow, as were both smacking each other I get lift up and thrown onto the bed. Blake gets on top of me, I open my eyes to see our face centimeters apart. He smirks and starts tickling me. "NO! Stop please!" I say while laughing and squirming.

"Carter! S-Stop it" I say while laughing so hard, he stops but he's still hovering over me. As I'm catching my breath, he smiles and puts a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"Your so fucking beautiful.." he whispers in my ear, his lips close to my neck, I feel myself getting nervous. He starts placing small kisses on my neck, making me blush. As he continues he goes up to my lips. I smile and pull him close connecting our lips. His lips fit perfectly with mine.

I feel him bite my bottom lip making me let out a small moan. I can feel his smirk, I kiss him harder bitting his lip making him groan. We made out for about 5 minutes when we both pulled back.

He smirks and kisses my forehead, as we both lay next to each other. His hands around my waist and mine in his chest. I loved this, I love the way his touch made me feel safe. I wish we could stay like this forever.

"Goodnight my love.." he says "goodnight Carter.." I say, he pulls me closer making me smile. As I close my eyes I think to myself. We might not be boyfriend or girlfriend but we're obviously more than friends. Cause friends don't make out, and they don't kiss randomly.

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