If this means a lot to you {jeremy mckinnon fanfic}

Part 29

Ughh the pic above makes me so happy, and it breaks my heart.

I just want to let you all know that if anyone of you beautiful people are going through anything or having hard time, even if it's just a bad day y'all can talk to me! Message me I'm here to help and I know what it fells like to feel alone! You're not though you have me!
Anyways I hope you enjoy, I've got surprises coming up!
Warning writing this chapter made me want to cry so I hope it breaks your guys hearts!! FEELS FEELS FEELS!! And then smut so beware!!!
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Later that night on the bus.

June's POV

"It was amazing!" I yelled still not over getting on stage with them.

"I know baby, I've done it a million times. The rush never goes away." Jeremy laughed and sat on the couch next to me.

I crossed my legs and faced him. "Even I didn't know I could sing that well."

He laughed and kept staring at my face, he was enjoying how hyper and crazy I was being.

"Okay I'll calm down now." I said taking a deep breath.

"No you can be as energetic as you want, I kind of adore it." he chuckled pulling me closer to him.

I blushed and laid my head on him.

"I think we should play that song more often." he said his deep voice made his chest rumble under my ear.

I smiled up at him, I really couldn't sit still. He held my face in his hands. "Stop squirming I just want to stare at you."

My face heated up and I pulled away.

"Hey come here." he said bringing my face back to his. He stared into my eyes and I got that feeling in my chest that's always there when he's around.

"June I am so in love with you its crazy." he smiled running his thumbs across my cheeks.

I grinned. "You're the best thing that has ever happened to me." I whispered putting my hands on his.

He kissed me softy holding my lips to his for a few seconds. I felt him take a deep breath, and he pulled away.

"I know I want to be with you forever." His eyes started tearing up, my heart stopped and I started to panic. "When Amillia told me what happened that night I hoped I was having a bad dream, that I'd wake up with you next to me."

A tear rolled down his cheek and I hugged him. He held me tight.

"I was so angry at myself..., I was angry with God. I thought how could he try taking you away from me? He sent you to me and he tried to take you back. I didn't know what to do. I could barley even stand. It's the worst thing that has ever happened to me."

I pulled away and held his face.

"When I saw you laying there in that hospital bed bruised and broken I couldn't breathe. I needed to see your eyes, I wanted to see you smile. And when you didn't remember me,... when you didn't remember us, I'll never forget that feeling it was like someone ripped open my chest and had a death grip on my heart, seeing how hard they could squeeze until it popped."

I was crying silently as he kept wiping the tears from my face, his eyes were red and tears streamed down his face.

"I remember when I saw you standing there in the corner crying, my heart broke and I didn't even know why. I guess my heart remembered what my brain didn't." I said and kissed him quickly.

He ran his hand through my hair and played with it. "You make me the happiest person in the world, I can't do it without you baby. I need you."

We stayed there on the couch just hugging like if we let go we'd never see each other again.

After five minutes Jeremy pulled away and kissed me. Our lips a little salty from the tears but neither of us cared.

The kiss deepened and he ran his tongue along my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and he pulled me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let out a small moan making his grip on my hips tighten.

I pulled away. "I love you." we said at the same time. He brought his lips back to mine and kissed me with a smile.

I pulled away and stood up. "Bunk now, let's go." I was smiling so wide he stood up behind me and I started to walk all of a sudden my feet weren't touching the floor.

He had picked me up. He carried me bridal style to the back and gently set me on my feet in front of our bunk. He pulled my shirt up and over my head kissing me as he dropped it to the floor.

"I love you." He kissed me again.
"I love you." He kissed a third time.
"I love you." He whispered looking into my eyes unbuttoning my shorts and pulling them down to my knees.

I kicked them off quickly as he took of his shirt. He wrapped his arms around me and put me in his bunk.

I laid there propped up on my elbow looking at him as he took off his pants. He smiled at me when he was done.

"Yes I was staring." I said and he chuckled and got in next to me. I rolled on top of him kissing all over his face as he laughed. He held my face inert and kissed me passionately, slowly.

I felt his bulge against my thigh and my underwear get wet. He kissed down my neck giving me goosebumps.

I moaned, unable to control it. I moved myself over him and felt him get harder. He pulled off my bra and left dark hickeys on my chest as I moaned and pulled his hair.

He rolled me over with a frustrated grunt and pulled off my underwear. He got on top of me and kissed me, lightly biting my lip. i whimpered as he pressed himself between my thighs.

"Jeremy." I moaned.

"I love it when you moan my name." he smiled.

"I know." I laughed and pushed him off of me. I straddled him my hands on his chest. I grinding up against his excitement, the only thing between us was the thin fabric of his boxers.

He let out a loud growl grabbing my thighs and pulling me up to his chest. He let go and pulled his boxers off throwing them to the end of the bunk.

He guided himself inside me with his hand. I couldn't help but bite my bottom lip and shut my eyes.

"Fuck Jeremy!" I moaned, he felt amazing.

He grabbed my hips moving my up and down. I leaned forward kissing him. His hands moved up my sides and he stopped at my face. He held my lips on his as I moved my hips and rode him.

I couldn't help to let out moans and whimpers into his mouth. He started thrusting up into me.

The feeling in the pit of my stomach grew bigger and my entire body heated up.

I orgasmed around him, he rolled me to the side getting on top of me and continued thrusting.

He slipped a hand down between my legs and played with my clit making my orgasm build up again. He grunted in my ear with each thrust.

I orgasmed again loudly moaning his name as he pulled out and came between my thighs near my entrance.

He collapsed on the bed next to me breathing heavily. "Fuck." he whispered and I couldn't help but grin.

After he caught his breath he used his boxers to clean his seed from my thighs.

He moved up kissing my stomach all the way up to my neck and finally planting a kiss on my lips.

"I love you my June bug." he whispered and laid next to me pulling my closer to him.

"I love you too Jeremy." I giggled as he snuggled up to my neck. We fell asleep quickly naked and cuddled up to each other.