The Runt & The Alpha

Chapter 69- My Angel.

It was blowing in the the wind, sticking out against the big boulder. The air was filled with silence and sadness all across the pack. Once I had it buried perfectly and you couldn't see the little blue box anymore.

Layla's sobs had broke through which made me instantly turn to grab her in my arms. I held her shaking body against me, trying to soothe the pain but, it was inevitable. We had lost one of our pups and like my mom said, it will always hurt. She had her face buried in my chest and I placed my hand on the back of her head to run through her hair. My wolf cried inside for her and Mia.

"It's okay, I've got you." I whispered, kissing her head quickly and tightening my hold on her, "I've got you love." she had a tight grip against my shirt and I shut my eyes feeling my own tears slip out.

I wish that I could take all of her pain away but, I knew for now all I could do is be here for her and I will be, I will be for every step of the way.

•••

"Thank you for being here." I smiled tightly as Zach patted my shoulder.

"Of course alpha." he stated knowingly with a hint of a joke behind it.

I sighed and shook my head while loosening my collar, "I told you to call me Landon, you never learn." I laughed lightly, moving over to the opposite side of my desk.

"My bad." he muttered sarcastically, pouring bourbon into both of our glasses.

When I sat down in my office chair he had handed mine to me. Before we clinked our glasses together he met my eyes.

"To your little angel." his words had almost made me break right then and there but, I held it in.

I repeated his words, "To my little angel." I mumbled, putting the glass to my lips and allowing the liquid to go down my throat.

After the small funeral for him the pack had gave condolences to Layla and I. Who went home with my mom and Jacobs family. Her brother had also been of help too. He made her laugh at times I couldn't and now that I was more than grateful for. I decided that I needed a drink and a talk with my friend.

It felt like Zach and I have drifted apart since his small crush on Layla. But, ever since he found his mate it's like he's forgotten he even had one on her. Yet I know he still thinks very highly of her and that she most likely doesn't come that far after his mate to him. It used to bother me so much but, I've come to realize who wouldn't like Layla, mate or not she's incredible. Anyone with functioning eyes could see that, except I was the one lucky enough to be the one mated to her.

"So how are you and Olivia?" I questioned, pouring me another glass.

He smiled at the mention of his mate, "We're good, I'm really glad I found her, she's amazing." he gushed.

"I'm happy for you." I said, before drinking the bourbon again.

"Thank you." he replied, drawing his eyebrows together, "So hey, I know I never got to properly tell you this but, I'm sorry about my crush on your mate I now see how wrong that was." he admitted and I smiled at his small confession that was certainly taking my mind off of other things.

"It's okay." I glanced down at my now empty glass, "I can see why she caught your eye but, why did she?" I questioned curiously, he's one of my closest friends and him liking my mate certainly surprised me at first.

He blew out a breath, "For starters she's beautiful." I could only grin because, she sure fucking is, "And when you first told me certain things about what happened to her I admired how strong she was and how she could be so caring even after all of that." he answered.

Jake had quickly become agitated by his words. And I was wondering when he might pop up during this interesting conversation.

"You've just perfectly described how I see her and more, Layla is the best person that I know." I stated, moving my glass towards Zach who had a small smile on his lips.

"I really am sorry though about the pup Layla and you didn't deserve that." he shook his head with hurt in his eyes as he poured us another round.

"Thank you Zach." I smiled gratefully and nodded my head, "I'm just glad that we didn't lose all of them, now I think that would have been such a different story."

"One that shall not be thought of then." he pushed my full glass back over to me, "Not if bourbon has anything to say about it." he chuckled lightly and so did I as we raised our glasses.

To my little angel.

•••

"Layla?" I called out as I walked up the stairs in the silent house.

"Up here." she called and I followed her voice from where it came from.

She was in the nursery we have for the pups standing in front of his crib. Her hand was touching the wood and I slowly walked into the room. I slid my hand on her hip, placing my nose against her neck to get a whiff of her intoxicating scent.

"What are you doing?" I whispered, against her neck which made her shiver.

"What are we supposed to do with his crib?" she asked.

I frowned at the sad question pulling away to meet her emerald glossy eyes, "We can do whatever you want with it." she nodded and I cupped her cheeks, "Whatever you want." I whispered, leaning down to connect our lips in a soft somber kiss.

She kissed me back slowly in need of comfort and my heart was already speeding up at the mere thought of her lips on mine. When she pulled away and opened her eyes, her tears had slipped down her cheeks. While our foreheads came together and I wiped them away with the pads of my thumbs.

"I want to keep it." she whispered, I nodded.

"Whatever you want my love." she wrapped her arms around me and moved her head to bury in my shoulder.

I wrapped my arms around her to hold her small frame against me in a tight hold, whatever she wants.

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Hey everyone I hope you enjoyed this chapter in Landon's pov. I wanted to show you all how he's feeling and what he's going through as well. This one was definitely another sad one that made me cry while writing. The burial for the pup was just so sad to write and the song absolutely broke me. I've been so spot on with my songs on sad parts lately I'm proud of myself for that.

I also brought back Zach I felt like he needed to still be included because, he was Landon's best friend at one point. I also addressed how he felt about Layla for the first time. I felt like that was long over due and needed to properly be addressed. Overall I'm quite proud of this chapter and I do want to share something with you all.

Sadly, this book will be coming to an end soon. I'm not sure when but, I do know there's only a handful maybe of chapters left.

What were your thoughts on the funeral?

Favorite scene?

How do you feel about finally hearing how Zach felt about Layla?

I love you all and I hope you all have a good day/afternoon/night <3