Chapter 14

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It was getting very close to the day we'd have to leave and go on tour with the guys. It'll be the last keg of their tour, meaning we will be traveling Europe and Asia.

You would think I'd be excited.

Wrong.

Jinyoung texted me, pretty much begging me to meet up with him since he hadn't seen me in forever. I agreed, because I missed him. But I also was going to have to do one of the hardest things in my life.

He liked me, that I knew. And truth be told, if I wasn't Jins soulmate I would gladly date Jinyoung. However, the stars were not aligned that way.

I was sitting on the park bench, waiting for him. This is the spot he first took me to. My nerves were so shot hoping that he'd still want to be my friend.

Hearing someone whistling, I glanced down the walkway to see him heading towards me. I stood up to greet him.

"Hey stranger" he said with a smile, pulling me into a hug. I rested my head on his chest for a minute. When we pulled apart we sat back down on the bench.

"So, what was it you wanted to talk to me about?" He asked, breaking the silence. I sighed and figured I'd just get it over with. Without even looking at him, I began spilling it all out.

"I want to start by saying I value our friendship more than anything. You were one of the first real friends I've had in Korea. And because of you, I also made six other friends with the Got7 guys.

I know you like me. And truthfully, I have some sort of feelings for you. But, the fact is, we could never be together. I was never fullt honest with you. I came here because, well, Jin is my soulmate. Now, we aren't in a relationship. Hell, we just pieced together our friendship again. But this means I could nevee freely love another.

If he wasn't my soulmate, I sure as hell would be dating you. You mean so much to me. I know this may hurt you, but please, please don't tell me I've lost my friend."

A single tear rolled down my cheek. Jinyoung cleared his throat. I still didn't have the guts to look at him yet.

He placed his fingers under my chin, slowly turning my head to face him. He, too, was crying.

"You're never ever gonna loose me. Or my friends. I'm not going to lie, this hurts like hell, but you will never loose me. If Jin hurts you, I'll kill him."

I chuckled while wiping my tears. "Can I just do one thing?" He asked. I nodded. He cupped my cheek, pulling me in. I closed my eyes as I felt his warm lips press into mine in a soft, sweet kiss. Butterflies burst through my belly yet I couldn't hold back the tears.

When we pulled apart, I saw him crying again. "We may not have been meant to be in this life, but maybe in another we will be together."

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When I got back to the dorm, I was glad not to have met anyone. I was such a crying mess. I climbed upstairs and immediately went into Jungkooks room. I quietly opened the door to see him sitting at his computer with his headset half on. "Jungkook" I whispered. He turned around. That's when I broke down again. I slid down his wall onto the floor in a crying mess.

He immediately rushed over to me and pulled me into a hug. He texted someone and within minutes Taehyung came running in. He got on the other side of me and held me too. They sat there on the floor with me and just let me cry.

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Aftee probably an hour, Jungkook gsve me some of his clothes to wear. I changed into them and washed my face then returned to his room. Him and Tae were on his bed talking. "So noona, are you going to tell us what happened?" Tae asked.

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