That Girl's Mines ( Urban Lesbian Love Story )

Chapter 19

Jassy P.O.V ***

" What you mean what am I doing here? Im still your child. I dont get a hi...A how am I? " I asked looking at her crazily.

But then Again I should have expected this.

" You should have called first and gave me some type of notice you were coming over " She says.

" I dont know why I try " I say shaking my head. I know as much as I say I don't care what my family is up to or what their thinking...I do, Thats my family. I love them no matter what.

" Come in " I step inside the house and looked around.

" How has everybody been? " I ask.

" Their fine, Working, Mario has a baby on the way " She tells me.

" Thats good to hear " I say. I felt Awkward being in here..the vibe wasn't good.

" Who was at the door? " My dad comes into the livingroom. " Jassy "

" Hey, Dad " I say.

" How you been? " He hugged me.

" Good. Im working and taking care of myself "

" What about School? " My mama asked sitting down.

" Ita going good " I say sitting down. I dropped out a long time ago. But If I say that im never going to hear the end of that shit.

I dont know how much of this shit I can take.

" Good to hear " He says. They just sat for a minute looking at me.

" What do you wanna ask? " I asked

" Are you seeing somebody? "

" I do got a girlfriend " I say.

" Jassy I thought this would be a stage for you " 

" Im gay, Mama! Its not just a stage..Its not curable. I didn't wake up one morning and say...Oh shit ima like girls just to make my family mad. Its not like something I picked. Its my life, I cant change it. I dont want to cause its me " I say.

Im not gon change myself for any fucking body. Not my family, not my church, Not my fucking friends. Nobody at all.

"  Jassy You weren't raised this way. And you know this,.It was put in your head early on " She stress.

" Oh my god " I shake my head.

" No, Not your god. It is supposed to be man and woman! Not woman and woman how you expect to have a baby? This is a sin Jasserae! "

" You know what else is a sin lying? I can lie and say im straight...but then im still sinning because im still gay...either way im going to sin " I say.

Cant nobody tell me what to like. I like girls. I want a pssy. Nothing can change that.

" Say something to your daughter "

" Say what to me? " I asked. I picked up my phone cause it was vibrating crazy. " Hello "

" Jassy ! J.J got rushed into surgrey. Hes in the hospital " Jay yells through the phone crying hysterically.

" I gotta go " I jumpped up. I headed out the door and jumpped into my car. " Im on my way. What happened? "

" Khalia! She hurt my son, Jas. I wanted to kill her. She put me out and he was crying for me and she threw him into a table and knocked him out. His head was bleeding and its a mess "