I'm so very sorry about the late update. I've just been really busy but hopefully you won't have to wait that long again.
So here it is! (finally)
Finn’s Pov
Walking out of the JFK airport I take a deep breath, this is it. I’m going to make Rachel mine forever, we’ll sort out all of our issues and we will live happily ever after. My phone starts ringing for the 100th time today, I didn’t answer it before because the airport was so busy I could barely hear myself think. Looking down at my phone i see that it’s an unknown number, pressing the answer button and bringing my phone to my ear.
“Hello?” I answer, there is a sound of faint breathing on the other line
“Hello, anyone there?” I ask again
I was about to hang up when I her a familiar voice scream my name in the phone
“Spencer? Is that you” I question surprised
“Yes Finn it’s me” she says and now I’m even more surprised, this is probably the first time she has called me by my name.
“How did you get my number?” how did she?
“I’m using Rachel’s phone, but that doesn’t matter right now! I shouldn’t be doing this but I need your help!” at the start of her sentence I couldn’t help a smile appear on my face at the mention of Rachel’s name but once she finished talking my smile faded
“What’s wrong? Is Rachel ok?” I can hear her panic through the phone
“I’ll send you the address of the hospital, just please meet me there” she was about to hang up before I stopped her
“Hospital? How did you know I was in New York?” I wonder
“Kurt told me that you were thinking of finding Rach, so I thought you should now. Kurt's stuck at work, bye Finn” the last thing I can hear on the other line is ambulance sirens.
I need to go to the hospital and I need to go now! I wait for spencer to text me the address and once she does I run to find a taxi. You think because there’s so many taxis in New York that it would be easy to find one, well you thought wrong. It was impossible to find a one.
Once I finally got one I give the driver the directions and we were off. The driver must have seen the panicked look on my face because he told me so many times to relax, we’ll be there soon. Trying to steady my breathing, I turn my gaze to outside the window. I find myself thinking about the New York Giants, I miss my team, I’ve grown to like everyone. Yes, they once in a while joke about Quinn and sometimes about Rachel but once coach hears them talking about his daughters best friend he makes us do laps. I haven’t gone to training for a while and that is because Coach Anderson somehow knows everything that has gone down with Rachel and me, and decided to give me some time off. I was brought out of my haze by the sound of a car horn blasting out my ear drums. I look back at the car behind us and I witness a really cranky man who was about to cause road rage.
“Hey sir we're here! you need to get out before this guy cuts my balls off!” I couldn’t help but chuckle at his comment, quickly giving him some money I bolted into the hospital unable to control myself.
“Hey handsome, what can I do for you?” a blonde haired receptionist bats her eyelashes
“Which room is Rachel Berry in?” ignoring her obvious flirting.
“Are you a friend of hers?” Well…..
“You can say that” I shrug my shoulders
“Room 745… I can tell by just looking at you you’re not just her friend.” I give her a thankful smile and then I was off. I run to the elevator reaching it just before the doors close. The elevator ride was probably the longest ride in the world. Hearing reach the level was like hearing angels singing.
I run down the hallway of the hospital floor with my heart beating fast and my breathing laboured. I earned a few stares but I didn’t care, I didn’t have time for that. Reaching room 745 I hold in my breath, I hear talking coming from the room. I was about to walk in but before I went to reach for the door handle someone was opening it from the other side. Stepping backwards I see spencer come out of the room completely oblivious towards me.
“Is she going to be ok?” spencer panics
“Were running tests now” the doctor explains calmly
“I just need to know if it’s as bad as last time!” what does she mean LAST TIME!
“I don’t know spencer, last time was pretty bad. We’re lucky she survived then” spencer slides down the wall and she stars to breakdown crying
“She can’t leave me, I need her” I hear her scream.
What the hell is going on, is Rachel dying? Suddenly feeling tears rolling down my cheeks I close my eyes and quietly sob. What if my last conversation I had with Rachel was the last time I spoke to her forever.
The doctor walks away to assist his other patients. I look down to the floor and see spencer huddled up in a tiny ball. Walking closer to her I realise that she’s hysterically shaking. I slowly sit down near her on the floor and put my arms around her. She jumps a little by the sudden contact but calms down when she looks up and her eyes meet mine.
“Spencer tell me what’s going on” I ask her. Getting straight to the point.
“Rach is my best friend!” she cries. completely ignoring my question
“She's that person that I go to whenever I need help. I trust her, sometimes more than my own family. She never ditched me for anyone else, I never hung out with anybody else but her. It’s always just her and I. I don’t want to lose that friendship, and I’m scared that it’s already gone.” She buries her head in my shirt and I can feel her tears seeping through my t-shirt
“She’s still your best friend” I say rubbing her back.
“We tell each other everything, why didn’t she tell me it was this bad? I could of helped her more.” I was never good at this emotions crap but I don’t know if it’s me being in a hospital or me waiting to find out if the love of my life will make it, but I couldn’t help but cry with her.
“She really loves you” spencer says to break the silence.
“I’m such an idiot!” bowing my head down to the ground in shame. I’m the reason she’s in hospital
“You’re not, I know I keep saying you are but that’s just me, you and Rach belong together. Yes, you two’s history isn’t the best but your Finchel, you guys always work things out.”
“Do you know about the…” I didn’t know how to finish the sentence, but she seemed to know what I was talking about
“The baby? Yea I know everything, from Quinn the blonde Bitch to knowing that the baby was a boy” I was staring at the ground but once she said my baby was a boy I looked at her with tears in my eyes.
“I was going to have a son?” I mumble quietly
“You didn’t know?” she asks raising her hands to her mouth.
Without thinking I got up and started to walk to Rachel’s room, ignoring spencer calling my name and the nurses telling me I can’t go in the room.
“Finn you can’t go in there!” spencer blocks the doorway
“I NEED TO SEE HER! I NEED TO TELL HER IM SORRY!” spencer looks at me with sadness in her eyes, I slowly back away from the door and start to walk backwards
“We were going to have a son together” and that was it. I fall to the ground bursting into tears. Within a couple of seconds I feel spencer hug me and we once again cry together.
A couple of minutes past and we’ve both calmed down, we’re now sitting in the hospital cafeteria sipping on our coffees in silence. That was until I broke the peace
“Spencer I heard you talking to the doctor before, what did you mean if it was as bad as last time?” I look her straight in her eyes
“Finn I wasn’t thinking straight, I don’t know what I was talking about” she was trying to avoid eye contact with me and I know something’s up.
“Spencer what happened last time?” I ask her in a serious tone.
She looks up at the ceiling and mutters something under her breath but I couldn’t quite understand it.
“Rach is going to kill me” she looks at the ground
“Please” I look at her vulnerably
“Fine, you don’t know everything, the baby is just the beginning….” She mumbles with tears streaming down her face.
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