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Spoiler Alert!!!..................there's a lot of drama in the story ahead!
So here it is
Rachel’s POV
This is the night, the night I tell Finn everything. I can’t believe after 2 years the truth is finally coming out. I look over at him and I see him breathing in deep. Is he nervous? I suggested we go for a walk in Battery Park because it’s a great place for talking and we needed some privacy. We reach a bench and I decide to sit down. He soon follows my lead and sits down next to me.
“So?” Finn says nervously
“I really need to tell you something” I panic
“Me first” he looks at me an d I nod
“I just want to say how sorry I am for everything I’ve done since I’ve been here and I feel terrible for pressuring you to give us another try. I’ll stop, just tell me when you’re ready and I’m there.”
It was then that I notice that I had tears in my eyes. If I tell him now he’ll be heartbroken. And he just said his heart warming speech. I knew I should’ve said my piece first. I could always not tell him………….but then spencer will kill me and then I’ll be still stuck with the grief.
I have to do it. No more waiting. No more wasting time. I’m going to do it even if it pushes him away.
“Finn I really need to talk to you.” I say trying to stop his ranting.
“Wow, seems serious” worry planted on his face
“Um yea it kind of is” I say re positioning myself on the seat to make me more comfortable for the conversation
“I’m all ears” he smirks. Hopefully that smile doesn’t faded away once I tell him
“Ok well when you left 2 years ago I ha-“I sigh when I get interrupted buy his cell phone
“Oh shit sorry…....it’s a text from Kurt” he says while looking at his phone
“no that’s fine really” I see him smile while he's opening the text but it soon fades once he’s reading it.
“Is something wrong?” he doesn’t reply, he hands me his phone with a serious look on his face.
As I read the text I feel my head throbbing and the world come tumbling down around me.
“I know you’re probably pissed at Rachel, at least she told you. But it’s not her fault, don’t be too hard on her, she’s been through a lot”
I look up at him and I see him staring at me.
“Well what were you meant to tell me?” he says sternly
Here goes nothing
“Ok well ummm………after you left 2 years ago I went through a lot. But never told you because you seemed really happy with Quinn and I didn’t want to ruin that for you by telling you everything…..”
“Rachel just tell me please” he pleads
“Finn after you left I found out that I was Pregnant…………with your baby”
I see his eyes widen and I grab his hands thinking it will calm him down, but I was proved wrong when he stands up and starts pacing back and fourth
“Oh my god…..Oh my god…..Oh my god” he says over and over again
“Finn I can explain” I stand up
“Ok, explain to me why it has taken you this long to tell me, I mean I’ve been in New York for a while now and your just telling me now.” I says angrily
“Finn there’s no need for you to get angry”
“I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE ANGRY!” He yells.
“Look I never planned for any of this to happen.” I whisper
“WHERE IS SHE, DID YOU PUT IT UP FOR ADOPTION?” he continues to yell
“No” I simply answer
“Did you get and Ab- oh god I feel sick” he close his eyes like he’s disgusted to even look at me
“Finn I didn’t get one, i couldn't do that ”
“So then where is it? Have you been raising it? I want to meet her, she deserves to meet her own dad”. He rambles on
“FINN STOP!!” I scream out, that’s when I see his anger fade away
“I……I lost...” I couldn’t even speak because on my stuttering
“What?”
“..I….lost it...” and that’s when my tears roll down my cheek. Then that’s when I look down to see his thumb swipe across my cheek to wipe away my tears and with that he walks away to leave me crying all by myself in battery park.
*1 Hour Later *
I’m still in the same position on the park bench, I feel numb, and so confused. Does he hate me or does he feel sorry for me. Why did he just leave without saying anything? I finally decide to move and walk my way home it’s not a long walk. Tonight is just my lucky night because it starts to rain and I’m immediately drenched. Once I make my way back to my house I see a figure near my front door.
“About time!” I hear the person yell and that’s when the identification was clarified......... it was spencer.
“What do you want?” I angrily say
“Didn’t go so well?” she asks
“It would’ve been better if you didn’t tell Kurt and he didn’t text Finn before I told him” I say
“No he didn’t…………that little lady face!!” she screams
“He just left spencer…………….just like he did 2 years ago” I whisper and make my way into my place.
“Do I need to cut his balls” spencer asks, a slight smile appears on my face only she can make me smile at a time like this.
With Finn
*Finn’s POV*
“I’m such an idiot” Kurt says sitting on the couch
“Yeah you are” I says angrily
“I just thought she would have told you straight away!” he yells
“This just shows you that you should just shut your mouth and mind your own business.” I stand up and walk to the front door to my new apartment “I think you should go Kurt” and with that he leaves
After some time living with Brad and the devil spencer I decided that it was time for me to get my own place. A place with no distractions, a total ‘Me’ zone. Of course when I bought it I thought that Rachel and I would be ok, so I made sure that it was up to Rachel standards.
When I woke up today I never thought my day would end like this, Rachel and I had a baby. It would have been awesome to be a dad, I’m not going to lie having a baby with Rachel was always a dream of mine. The thought of little Rachel berry’s running around just brings shivers up my spine. It was until then that tears started to appear in my eyes………………….she had lost the baby, I never realised or took into consideration how she felt. By the look on her face tonight she looked guilty and that wasn’t right. She couldn’t control the situation.
But why didn’t she tell me? Yes I was with Quinn but I still deserved to know, I would’ve been there for her………for both of them.
I have come to the realization that we both need some space to think, and to relax.
We’re going to get through this no matter what.
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