The harder I try
The more I want to die
Kill me now
Take me out of my misery
The demons won't release me
They pull me under this dark sea
They call it my mind
I'm terrified
I'm scared
I think
Think too much
I think I'm too big so I starve myself
Think I'm ugly so I wear a mask
I've wasted time.
Spent time wasted on.
It was like rereading a chapter
I know how it ends already
I want to give up
I've headed for the bathroom
And opened the pills
I didn't want to take them
You think some more
You cut deeper and deeper each day
You think the pain will go away
You hide everything by smiling
Never follow the demonds
Follow your heart