Louis
Since the first time I gave Niall a blow job, I've given him plenty more, and I have gotten better each time. I feel proud I am learning what he likes - sexually - and I can normally get him off fairly quickly. Which is great for when we go on tour and need to get our frustrations out.
And now, we were on the road for our tour. We were in our tour bus once again sitting on the couches talking. I was sitting next to Niall, trying not to be too close or lean into him too much to cause suspicion of our relationship. Harry and Liam were on the other couch, we were all just chatting and Harry was on his phone, texting someone back every time he got a message.
I sighed and leaned my head backwards, all I wanted was to hold Niall's hand but I couldn't. We still hadn't told anyone and I wasn't sure I wanted anyone else to know just yet. My hand twitched on the chair and gripped it tightly, feeling the urge to hold something.
"Drink anyone?" Niall spoke, standing up suddenly. Harry's attention lifted from his phone and looked at Niall.
"Tea thanks" I replied, Niall smiled at me he knew he could make me the perfect cup of tea.
"Can you gimme a can of something" Harry said absently. Niall rolled his eyes at the very small detail of drink.
"Liam?" He shook his head and Niall headed to the kitchen area.
So badly did I want him to pick me up and sit me on the counter and kiss me. I wanted him to slide his hands up my thighs to my waist, for me to run my hands through his hair. I wanted to moan in his mouth. I felt a moan coming on now, so I pushed the dirty thoughts away from my mind.
"So Lou, how are things with you and Brianna?" Liam asked casually. "I bet you can't wait for the baby" I smiled widely.
"It's really good. The baby is well. I can't believe that it will only be 5 more months"
"Time will fly. How amazing is it that we're going to have a baby with us" I smiled. It was nice.
Niall came back with our drinks, he handed me mine, letting our hands graze the others. I needed that slight touch. It made me feel warm inside. I held the mug in both my hands, now letting the beverage warm my body instead. Niall walked back to grab the other's drinks before sitting back down, closer to me but still not too close.
All I wanted was to cuddle Niall, be close and be in his arms. Have him kiss my temple while I drunk my tea. We did that a few times while we lounged around at his house, it was a nice warm feeling. I now knew why girls liked it so much.
Silence brewed amongst the four of us, we just sat in silence, peace, unawkward silence. That was until Harry's phone rung loudly. He picked it up and blushed as he saw the name, he excused himself and hurried to the back of the bus.
Liam got up shortly after, informing us of needing the bathroom. And finally, we were alone. Niall instantly moved next to me, cupping my face and kissing me on the lips. His nose bumped mine and he smiled.
"It's been too long since I've done that" he mumbled. He straightened himself up and wrapped an arm around me holding me close to him. We knew we had time to be close, Liam always took his time in the toilet. "Do you think we should tell them?"
I sighed and sipped my tea. I didn't know. I wasn't sure I could come out to them, especially with the baby coming. I know our families know about us, but that was different right? I mean they would find it weird I was with Niall, especially with the baby.
"I don't know Ni. I mean, we wouldn't have to hide, but I kind of like it like it is" Niall nodded and kissed my temple.
"Alright, we won't tell them" I smiled. I couldn't explain what it was that made me not want to tell them. Was it I was scared of how they will react to us dating, not so much we're gay, the fact that two members of the band were dating. Or was it the fact I was enjoying wanting to be a secret and hiding it from everyone.
"Tell who what?" It was Liam's voice sounding extremely curious about what Niall and I were talking about. Niall retreated away from me almost immediately, I prayed Liam didn't notice our closeness.
But we were stuck with a question that I didn't know how to answer. What do we tell him? We just said that we didn't want anyone to know about us, but we couldn't wait to long to answer otherwise he'll get suspicious.
"The fans" I spoke quickly. Liam rose an eyebrow. "About Niall's tattoo" Liam's eyes widened and that's when I realised no one but myself knew about his tattoo. He had been covering it up with a watch ever since he got it just about.
"When did you get a tattoo?" he asked, genuinely surprised. Niall bit his lip and twisted the watch around his wrist that held his tattoo.
"Back home. Louis convinced me to get one" Niall told. Liam laughed insisting that Niall had to be drunk for him to even consider getting one. But we both assured him that he was completely sober while deciding and getting his tattoo.
"Well show me mate" Liam urged.
Niall removed his watch and held out his hand, showing off his wrist and the little four leaf clover that sat there. He went on explaining to Liam how each leaf represented a band member and the fans. Liam seemed to like the idea of the tattoo and continued to praise Niall on getting one.
Harry returned while Niall still had his arm extended and saw the green clover on Niall's skin. His eyes also widened as if he never thought he'd see the day that it happened. We went into discussion about how he got it and what it meant and all that stuff again. It was nice knowing we all had a tattoo now, but the fans didn't need to know that.
"So, why aren't we telling the fans about the tattoo?" I mentally cursed. I hadn't thought of a reason why we wouldn't tell them. Thankfully it seemed like Niall had an answer to this question, he said it so easily like he had it already planned for when they asked.
"Thought it would be nice to let them find it themselves y'know. Let them notice it and gather their theories and when we have an interview or something I'll explain it all then" I stared at him. He really thought it through, I never would have thought of that as my response.
"Whatever makes you happy mate" Liam spoke. "But now, I say its time for a feed. What do you say lads?"
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After tea and a few games of poker, we didn't strip this time, thankfully, we got ready for bed. We all climbed into our designated beds. So badly did I want to climb into Niall's and make out with him some more. We barely kissed today and I didn't like that feeling. Sadly, I settled for texting him, even though he was right above me, I didn't want to speak in case the other two heard.
To Nialler:
Tomorrow morning I'm gonna shower, barge in saying you need the toilet
I smirked as I sent that to him. I didn't want to shower with him or anything, I just wanted to kiss him. It seemed like the only way to really get him alone to do so.
From Nialler:
So I get to kiss you naked? Sounds good to me ;)
I held back a laugh at his text.
To Nialler:
Yeah, but you won't be :(
From Nialler:
I might give you a sneak peak if you're good :p
I had to actually hold back a laugh by holding my hand against my mouth. It wasn't that funny, I could just hear Niall saying those words to me and picture the look on his face.
To Nialler:
I'm always good :*
Now, good night, love you
I smiled to myself like a love struck idiot as I sent it to him. I waited patiently for his reply. And my smile grew a little more when my phone buzzed and I read his text.
From Nialler:
Goodnight Lou, see you in the mornin xx
I felt like a school girl. But I wouldn't change those feelings it felt too nice to give up. Niall makes me feel wonderful, like there's nothing bad to worry about. This only occurred recently when I realised how great my life was going, and I couldn't be more thankful. I closed my eyes and let sleep consume my body. Two days we will be performing.
When I awoke I was the first one to be and I actually climbed out of bed and made myself my own tea. I had realised that no one can make tea better than Niall and I really wanted him to make me one everyday whenever I asked, but I couldn't possibly do that. So I had to suck it up and make it myself, even if it tasted mediocre.
One by one the boys left their bunks and greeted me. The urge to kiss Niall was immense, and I could tell Niall wanted to wrap his arms around me and kiss and hug me too, but he just sat himself down, grabbing a coaster - that we never used - from the table to occupy himself.
When my mug was empty of the warm beverage, I put it in the sink, announcing my departure to the bathroom to shower for the day coming. We were heading into town and should be able to explore the city, even though we have multiple times before.
I walked into the bathroom, towel and clothes on hand, remembering to keep the door unlocked so Niall could "barge" in with his "much needed use of the toilet". It sounded so stupid, but I couldn't think of a better option.
The water was turned on and I had just removed all my clothes about to step in when Niall burst through the door. He smiled at me as he walked over, a glint in his eyes. He grabbed my hips and pulled my naked body into his clothed one. He closed the gap and kissed me sweetly.
"It was so hard not to kiss you this morning" he mumbled over my lips. "Gotta make this last" he nibbled my bottom lip before kissing me again and squeezing my bare ass. I squeaked in surprise.
"I know you missed me but we can't" I whispered. "At the hotel, promise" he smiled.
"Only if we change things up a little, okay?"
"Anything you want. Don't forget to flush" I pecked his lips and climbed into the shower.
I was expecting to hear the toilet flush and Niall to leave, instead, I heard him using it. I poked my head out and there he was just standing there.
"Niall! What are you doing?"
"Well, I did end up needing to go" he spoke like a five year old, I just laughed and returned to showering. I heard the toilet flush and the click of the door closing. Now, I had to shower before I could see that beautiful boy again.
A/N this was such a stressful chapter. Thanks to a lovely friend and reader, Tarlza, I managed to get some ideas to complete this one. Sorry it took so long. I may not update as much as I used to because I'm kind of getting out of writing for now and I feel like I need spaced out chapters. Enjoy though guys got some things planned to happen soon!