Songs for this chapter:
Hurricane ~ misterwives
Paradise~ Coldplay
Hold you down~ dj khaled
Jason's pov:
" alright you ready?" I asked zipping my bag.
" yes." Lauren walked out of the bathroom with her hair in a ponytail and it looked like a little bit of makeup.
" alright let's go." I grabbed her bag and we walked downstairs.
" text me when you're there." Ariana said to us.
" alright bye." We walked out and I loaded the car then we left.
" man, this sucks." Lauren laid back in her seat.
" close your eyes because in the helicopter you aren't going to be able to sleep." I said stroking her cheek.
" mkay." She closed her eyes.
I looked at her for a second and she opened her eyes.
" I can't sleep if someone is staring at me." She said smiling.
" doesn't that bring back memories." I said resting my arm on the wheel and one on the gear.
" i really can't sleep with someone staring at me. Don't watch me sleep." She said turning a little.
" okay just sleep." I said slowing down at the red light.
I feel like I should really tell lauren about what her grandfather told me but I just can't get the words to say it. It actually shocked me. And that's very uncommon.
The light turned green I snapped out if my thoughts and drove.
Rick is busy so he can't fly the jet so I decided to call up my friend kilo, he flys helicopters and he should be able to get us there quickly.
I met kilo when I was at mama Kay's house, he was chill and we hung out for a bit, but he was a big problem with my drug and alcohol addiction, so when alex finally got me to stop, I stopped talking to kilo.
I honestly regret that part of my life so much. It ruined me. I sometimes have flashbacks but I can't react to them because Lauren will ask, and think im crazy. I've never really talked to her about all the stuff that has happened to me through the whole process, but I think it's fine to just stay that way for now.
I pulled up to the airport and the security let me through after I gave them my " justin bieber" ID.
" section 10 lane 2 he should be ready." The security guard pointed.
" thanks." I grabbed the fake ID and drove quickly down to the helicopter.
" alright Lauren princess, you gotta wake up." I said shaking her arm a little bit.
" uhh what time is it?" She asked stretching.
" you slept for 20 minutes babe it's still only 9." I said laughing at her.
" oh... Okay." She said oddly.
" is everything okay?" I asked.
" yeah. Let's go." She opened the car door and kilo was standing In front of his helicopter.
" ayo mccann how you been brotha?" He came over and we did our old handshake.
" good good! How are you doing?"
" been great. Got my life on track y'all. Been flying my people al around in this thing. Yalls ready?" He asked.
" yeah just gotta grab our stuff." I said running over to the car and unlocking it.
Lauren went to grab her bag but I stopped her.
" I got it, let's go." I said picking it up and closing the trunk.
" thanks." She walked in front of me.
" hello miss?"
" Lauren." She said sassily, she sounded snotty, I don't like that.
" ohhh miss Lauren, here's your earphones, speak into the microphone if you got to say anything, here I'll help you up." He said grabbing her hand.
" thank you." She put the earphones on.
" I'll take that for you." Kilo said grabbing the bags.
" thanks." I stepped up into the helicopter and put my headpiece on.
" check one two, can y'all hear me?" He asked through the microphone.
" yes."
"Yah."
" alright let's go." He said closing and locking the door.
" kilo how long you think this is going to be?" I asked through the speakerphone.
" we going all the way up to the north man, this gon be like at least an hour ride. Just sit back we gon have fun." He said as it lifted off the ground and lights lit up at the airport.
" okay." I looked over at Lauren, she looked worried.
" you okay?" I grabbed her hand.
" uh yeah I'm fine." She said with a fake smile.
I just nodded my head at her and watched as we passed through cities. The lights were pretty sick at night. Like it's so amusing seeing all of them.
~1 1/2 hours later arriving~
Lauren's pov:
" thank you!" I stepped down from the helicopter and Jason helped me to the car.
" alright see ya." Jason said bye to kilo and ran back to the car.
It was
F R E E Z I N G
In New York right now.
" little more cold than I thought it would be." Jason said starting the car.
" yeah." I was still tired and just didn't feel like talking.
" what's your problem?" Jason asked snapping at me.
" nothing I'm sorry I'm just tired." I said trying not to freak out on him.
" well just go to sleep. I'll wake you when we get back to the house." Jason said looking over at me.
" it's okay. I can wait till we get to the house." I said as he drove fast down the street,
" kilo is going to be staying for a little bit if that's okay with you?" Jason said turning the music up a little.
" yeah I don't care." I looked out the window at all the snow, it was gorgeous, people put lights up on their houses and snowmen are built in some yards.
" I missed this." I said looking at the white scenery in front of me.
" not me. I like it warm." Jason said turning the heat up.
" where were you raised from again?" I asked looking at him.
" Canada."
" and you're going to tell me that you don't like the cold?"
" I never have it's just not my thing." Jason said as he turned on his road.
" well I love it." I said winking at him then looking back outside.
" and we are home." Jason said pulling Into the driveway.
" finally." I opened my door and got out and before I could even walk I slipped on ice and fell, and screamed my way down.
" Lauren are you o-" Jason came over then covered his mouth from laughing.
" don't laugh my butt hurts now."
" want me to rub it?" Jason asked laughing.
" I want you to please help me up." I said struggling to get up.
" here." He picked me up and carried me to the porch.
" try not to slip going in, I'm going to get our bags." He said giving me the keys to the front door.
" I'll try my hardest." I unlocked the door and walked inside. It was also freezing as fuck in here.
As soon as I took my first step in, a loud alarm went off.
" Jason!"
" i got it!" Jason yelled.
Soon enough the alarm was off and Jason then walked in.
" technology." He pointed to his phone.
" yeah yeah." I smiled weakly and went over to the couch.
" tired?" Jason asked closing and locking the front door.
" I guess. Yeah I'm tired."
" well why don't you go lay down in the bed and I'll come up in a second?" Jason said sitting besides me on the couch.
" no I'm not that tired." I said sitting up,
" what do you-"
" I'm tired of all this Jason. There is never ever a break. I don't know how we are going to deal with Robby. It's obvious that he wants me, he went after my bestfriend. I'm just tired of people being hurt and being thrown around." I said burying my face in Jason's chest.
" I'm not going to lie to you right now, at times. It doesn't get easier. At all. Most of the reason why I smoked and drank all day was because of the overloading stress I've had. I'm not going to lie about this either. I've self harmed about it before too. Tattoos were my way of getting out of the cutting myself. That's why, when I saw you in the woods when you tired running away, and I saw those cuts, I wanted to make sure that you. Would never do it again, because yes I've been through it and it's not something I want anyone to go through.
There will be days you just want to lay in bed and cry. Yes I said cry, Jason McCann does cry at times. Not normally though. But you'll want to cry because you don't know what to do. I'm the boss of everyone, it's my job to make sure everyone is safe. When Derek was shot, I felt like it was mainly my fault because I should've been the one taking the shot not him.People think my job is easy peesy, but it's not.
I've been tired for years Lauren, and I'm just going to flat out and say it, recently I've had my doubts. Ever since I heard my mother wanted to go against me, I haven't thought the same.
Right now, I can't promise you that even though I might not be the best boyfriend ever. I get angry at times. Jelous at time. Overprotective at times.-"
" you're an asshole 99 percent of the time." Lauren slipped in there.
" okay alright. Well I can promise you that. I'm not going to let you down, ill hold your life down and make it as normal as you want it to be at a extent. But reality is... Things have never been normal for you and that's honestly not a bad thing." He put a finger under my chin making me look up at him.
" if Michael gets killed. Robby gets killed. And your mother survives out of this... What are you two going to do then?" I asked as I sat on his lap facing him.
" she's my mother you know... I'm going to forgive her. I mean we don't even know for sure what's even going on right now." Jason said running his hands along the sides of my legs soothingly.
" yeah that's true.." I responded burying my face in his toned chest.
" everything takes time, it's just a matter of time."
" yeah, it's just like I want it to be over with. I'm sick of redhawk, they get in the way of literally everythingggg we do." I said pickin my head up.
" yeahh well what do you expect from a gang full of fucks." Jason moved his shoulders up and down.
" at least some peace," I said burying my face again.
We sat in silence for a while, just sound of our breathing was the only thing you could hear. I started to fall asleep a little until he picked me up without warning and brought us upstairs.
He laid me on the bed and then changed his clothes then came back over to me.
" I gotta go take care if some things downstairs. You're tired baby go to sleep." Jason said kissing me lips quickly
" I can wait." I pulled the covers over my body.
Jason's pov:
I ran downstairs quickly after bringing Lauren upstairs.
I made sure everything was locked, then i grabbed our bags.
" I'm exhausted." I said plumping down on the bed next to Lauren.
" haha yeah me too."
We laid for a second, half of her body was sprawled on me the other under the sheets.
" you comfortable?" I asked with a little laugh.
" very." She grinned and looked up at me.
" Lauren I have a question." I said playing with her hair.
" what is it?" She sat up and faced me.
" you don't have to answer if you don't feel comfortable talking about it, but... Where were you there when your mom died?" I asked looking in her eyes.
It looked like her whole world just turned around and fell straight to the ground.
She shook her head and laid back down on my chest.
" I don't want to talk about it."'her voice cracked a little.
" well. If you ever wan-"
" Jason I said I don't want to talk about it, that means I'm not going to talk about it." She snapped and laid back on her side of the bed.
We kept quiet after that.
I turned the light off and kissed her temple.
" goodnight."
" night." She faced the other way.
" love you."
" you too." She said shortly.
I should've known this was a tricky topic for her. I can't talk about the day my father died because I'm still in shock from it, and it happened 11 years ago. Honestly though that's one of the only things I don't know. Obviously I didn't have her mother to tell me because she died, so I don't really know the story on it happening and I'm curious, but If she doesn't want to talk about it she doesn't have to.
- next morning-
Lauren's pov:
Jason's alarm started to go off and it was probably the most annoying sound ever.
" ugh I hate that thing." Jason said as he unplugged the alarm and pushed it off the night stand.
" that's a good way to fix it." I said as I moved closer into his chest.
" remind to never plug that back in." Jason said in his morning voice.
" mkay." I started to shiver it was so cold.
" Jason do you know what heat is?" I asked siting up and wrapping the covers around me.
" I guess I forgot to put the heat on last night." Jason said grinning.
" you want me to grab you a sweatshirt?" He asked sitting up.
" YESSS please." I said trying not to shiver so much.
He came back out with the one sweatshirt I wore a long time ago when we were on our way to Miami for the first time.
" here you go." He set it besides me.
" I'm going to go turn the heat on I'll be right back." He turned and left the room.
I put the sweatshirt on and got up and put jeans on because I have to go to the hospital today.
" alright, kilo just got here so when you go down make sure you're-" he walked In then stopped.
" I gotta go to the hospital remember?"
" oh yeah, let me get dressed." He said walking to the closet.
" I think it might be better if I go the first time by myself." I said facing Jason.
" will you call me when you're there so I know that you're safe?" Jason asked.
"Yes."
" if you feel like anyone is watching, or following you, you call me and I'll take care of it." Jason said putting his arms around me securely.
" okay Jason, I've gotta go." I got out of his grip and grabbed the keys off the dresser,
" bye love you." Jason said standing in the door frame.
" love you to bye." I walked out to downstairs and kilo was in the kitchen.
" good morning... Lauren." He looked over at me, he had a different look on his face but I let it pass me.
" morning. See you later." I put a jacket over the McCann sweatshirt and went to the garage door.
" yeah see you later." I closed the door and got into Jason's 2015 black BMW.
When I got to the hospital I checked in, got a visitors pass, and was checked by security, then I finally got in and went up to her room. She was transferred last night into the women's hospital instead of the main hospital, the women's hospital is nicer anyways.
I knocked then walked in.
" hey." Her voice was shaky.
" oh my god." I covered my mouth when I saw her.
Her face was all bruised up, with cut marks on the side, her arm was stitched up, along with her lip. She was beat up bad.
" it doesn't hurt as bad as it looks." She said trying to smile.
"ANA!" I was in shock.
" it's okay I'm going to be fine." She said trying to be positive.
" okay I have to call Jason real quick." I said taking my phone out and dialing his number.
" hey everything okay?" He asked as soon as he answered.
" yeah yeah. Well I mean. She looks like she's in a lot of pain, but I'm here safely. I'll text you when I leave." I said quickly.
" okay. Thanks for calling. I love you."
" love you too bye."
I hung up and walked back over to her.
" so like... What happened?" I asked sitting next to her.
" it was so scary Lauren. I couldn't stop shaking after. These two guys, older like Middle Aged maybe 40, came up and just beat me down to the ground and the one pulled a knife on me and said if I screamed he will cut my throat there."
" but he didn't..."
" no he didn't rape me, they just cut me up more than left me on the side of the road. A guy saw me and called the ambulance." She said with tears filling her eyes.
" I lost the baby." She said as she started to cry.
" awe come here." I moved in and hugged her. She buried her face in my shoulder and I felt her tears leaking through.
" listen. Jason is going to get him, and he's going to kill him. And you won't ever have to worry about him again okay?" I said wiping her tears.
She nodded.
*knock knock*
" hi. Is this a bad time or?" Detective Benson came walking in.
I quickly turned around so she wouldn't see my hoodie that said McCann on the back.
" umm, how about we step out real quick?" I said as I stood up and slowly walked out. My stomach still hurt.
" I haven't seen her in a while detective, would you mind just coming back tomorrow? She will be better and be ready to talk." I said reassuring benson.
" yeah honey that's fine. She can have all the time she needs to heal. We just want to catch him. How are you?" She asked kindly.
" I'm good, but I really need to get back in there so can I talk to you later?" I said sincerely.
" sure thing see you tomorrow!" She walked down the hallway. Thank god she didn't see the sweatshirt.
As she walked towards the elevator I saw someone come through the elevator who I didn't expect yet to come.
" how is she?" Fredo asked hugging me.
He had a bouquet of flowers.
" not good." I said leading him in.
" I have someone with me." I said trying to cheer her up.
Fredo walked in with the flowers and she started to cry.
" I didn't want you to see me like this." She said covering her face.
" no baby listen. You don't need to hide yourself from me. I'm not here to judge you! I want to help you."
" fredo I think it was Robby and Michael." I said seriously.
" me too." He nodded his head.
" who - who are they?" She asked innocently.
" redhawk sweety." Fredo moved her hair besides her face.
" fredo I have a really good idea." I said looking over at him.
" and what's that?"
" you can't tell Jason yet, but you need to tell the rest of the gang and Alex's gang. It's going to be crazy if we can pull it off but if we can Robby and Michael will be dead and things might finally be normal." I said.
" alright what is it?"
I took a deep breath than started to explain my idea.
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Oooo what do you think the plan is?
And what do you think about kilo???
Soooo school starts in a month for me and I'm not mentally ready. Lol jk I'm ready I just don't feel like waking up at 5 in the morning again.
I got my modeling pics today and I'm in loveeeee!!!!
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