I will always love you even i...

By JessLovato20

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Hello, First Fan-fiction hope you guys enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it and remember this is a GirlxG... More

Authors Note
Characters
Alex Jauregui
Chapter 1: Goodbye Miami, Hello L.A
Chapter 2: Hello L.A
A/N
Chapter 3: Sorry Isn't Enough
Chapter 4: What do do you say?
A/N
Chapter 5: I'm Noah
Chapter 6: I am Straight
Chapter 7: Camren
Chapter 8: My Soul Mate, My Everything
Chapter 9: I Don't Like Demi. Do I?
Chapter 10: What are you wearing Beautiful? ;)
Chapter 11: The Game is all I have Left
Chapter 12: Edward Cullen
Chapter 13: Is it Negative or Positive?
Chapter 14: Break Her Heart
A/N
Chapter 15: I Don't Have Feelings For You
Chapter 16: Are you Drunk?
Chapter 17
Chapter 18: Trying To Seduce Me
Chapter 19: Dallas/Wilmer/Lauren
Chapter 20:Will they ask you to go back to Miami?
A/N
Chapter 21:It Sounds Like You Are Breaking Up With Me
Chapter 22: Didn't Give An Elephants Butt
Chapter 23: How would you feel if this girl cheated on you?
Chapter 24: Take A Deep Breathe
Chapter 25: You really don't care about me
A/N
Chapter 26: Spend time with me
Re-Upload of Chapter 21
Chapter 27: Demi Lovato as in Wilmers Girlfriend
Chapter 28: Happy 18th Birthday
Chapter 29: Nice Ride
Chapter 30: Your heart belongs to...
Chapter 31: Are you nervous?
Chapter 32: I Love You Demi
Chapter 33: Its My Own Decision
Chapter 34: Are you still in love with her?
Chapter 35: You don't have to go with him...
Chapter 36: I can't believe it...
Chapter 37: She is going to kill me....
Chapter 38: What do you mean?
Chapter 39: All of Me...
A/N
Chapter 40: D+A
Chapter 41: Do I Like Rachel??
Chapter 42: I Can't Loose You Alex....
Chapter 43: Its over
A/N
A/N
Chapter 44: You are not the reason...
Chapter 45: But I Still Love You..
Chapter 46: Will you be my Girlfriend?
Chapter 47: Leaked Pictures
Chapter 48: Golden Retriever Puppies
Chapter 49: Wilmer
Chapter 50: Pain In My Heart
Chapter 51: Goodbye L.A
Chapter 52: Home Sweet Home
Chapter 53: Long Time No See
Chapter 54: That Wimpy Kid Part 1
Chapter 55: Valderrama Part 2
Not An Update
Chapter 56: Always and Forever Part 3
Authors Note
Chapter 57: She Doesn't Answer My Calls
Im Back!!! :D
Chapter 58: The Ignore Button
Chapter 59: Let Me Explain
Chapter 60:Just Call Me Tomorrow
Chapter 61: I Can't Do This Demi
Merry Christmas!
Chapter 62: Stay With me
Chapter 63: Summer Love
Chapter 64: A Month Since
Chapter 65: Son Of A
Chapter 66: Facetime
Happy New Year
Chapter 67: Batman and Robin
Chapter 68: Everything is Perfect
Chapter 69: Unknown Part 1
Chapter 70: Unknown Part 2
Chapter 71: Unknown Part 3
A/N
Chapter 72: 6 Hours
Chapter 73: Revenge
Chapter 74: He Deserves This
Chapter 75: Put The Gun Down
Chapter 76: It's Been A Month
Chapter 77: Prom?
Chapter 78: Let Her Explain
A/N
Chapter 79: Once or Twice
Chapter 80: Jenny
Chapter 81: The Start Of Something New
Chapter 82: I Might Scare You Away
Chapter 83: All I Ever Did Was Love You
Chapter 84: Don't Call Demi
Chapter 85: Turning The Page
Chapter 86: It's Been 3 Years
Chapter 87: Where is she?
Chapter 88: Steal My Girl
Chapter 89: Crap
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
Chapter 90: Broken and Hurt
Chapter 91: I'm Pregnant
Chapter 92: But I Love You
Chapter 93:This Girl Is Amazing
Chapter 94: Do Not Ruin My Relationship
Chapter 95: Keep It Professional
Chapter 96: Noah Calm Down
Chapter 97: I Never Meant To Make You Cry
Chapter 98: Acting Childish
A/N
Chapter 99: The Envelope
Chapter 100: Deja Vu
Chapter 101: In Case
Chapter 102: I Love You Noah
Chapter 103: This Can't Be Real
Chapter 104: You Can't Come With Me
A/N: Not an update
Chapter 105: Noah Is In Love With Me?
Chapter 106: The Heart Wants What It Wants
Chapter 107: Yes I Forgive You
Chapter 108: I Am Only In Love With You
Chapter 109: Her Room Part 1
Chapter 110: I Love You Demi
Chapter 111: I Am Done With This
HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!
Chapter 112: Over Her
Chapter 113: What The Hell Is Going On
Confused?
A/N
Chapter 114: I Didn't Deserve This
Chapter 115: Give Me A Second Chance
Chapter 116: I'm Alex, Demi
Chapter 117: I Forgive You
Chapter 118
Chapter 118: You Still Love Me
Chapter 119: Thank You!
Chapter 120: Who are you?
Chapter 121: What About The Fans?
Chapter 122: 911 What's Your Emergency?
Chapter 123: Food Cravings
Chapter 124: I Made The Decision
Chapter 125: You're Cheating On Me With Camila?
Chapter 126: Give Me Time
Chapter 127: My Hormones Are Out Of Control
Chapter 128: Day of the Party
Chapter 129: We Are Having A Girl
Chapter 130: He's Back
A/N: New Story
Chapter 131: You're Not Their Father
Chapter 132: My Baby Girl Is Kicking
Chapter 133: Please Come Back To Me
Chapter 134: He Left You
A/N
Chapter 136: He Left You Once
Chapter 137: Hawaii
Chapter 138: 1 Week Later
Chapter 139: Can't Trust You
Chapter 140: Trial
Chapter 141: Is She Ok?
Chapter 142: I Missed The Call
Chapter 143: Don't Take Her Away
Chapter 144: Stole My Heart
Chapter 145: Photoshoots
Chapter 146: I Promise
Chapter 147: What's Wrong With Mom?
Chapter 148: I Have An Idea
Chapter 149: Drama Part 1
Chapter 150: Drama Part 2
Chapter 151: One In A Million
Chapter 152: Lexmi
Chapter 153: Here It Goes
Chapter 154: Can We Talk....
Chapter 155: Baby Steps
Chapter 156: Sleep Talk
Chapter 157: I'm Trying
Chapter 158: Banned
Chapter 159: Pain Free
Chapter 160: Two Choices
Chapter 161: I Don't Want To Hurt Him
Chapter 162: I Love You
Chapter 163: Happy To Be Home
Chapter 164: Welcome To The World
Chapter 165: Forever
Epilogue
New Story!!!
Hey Guys!

Chapter 135: Don't Leave Me Again

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By JessLovato20

Previously:


"Demi" I smile "I missed you so much Alex" he chuckles and says "I was only gone for a couple of hours" I look at him confused and say "no baby you were in a coma for a couple of weeks" he looks at me confused and says "what happened to me?" I look over at Haley and she says "Drew um stabbed you when you found out that he um raped me" "what? He raped you" I look at him confused and then I look at the doctor and he walks over to us and says "ok Alex I need you to look into the light and follow it" he does what is he told says "do you feel any pain?" "no well just on my side" "how old are you?" "18" my eyes widen what not this can't be happening" the doctor continues "how old is Demi?" "21, what's going on why does everyone have those looks on their faces?" "Alex what is the last thing that you remember?" "I remember going to Brazil to visit Isabella and then when I arrived there I decided to get drunk, I remember feeling this horrible pain inside of me and then the very last thing was telling Isabella don't call Demi" he doesn't remember what happened in the last 3 years he doesn't remember me cheating on him with Wilmer, breaking his heart, being with Isabella, he doesn't remember me being pregnant......


Demi's Pov:


I don't know what to do I don't know whether I should tell Alex that I cheated on him or not? Because if I tell him it's like breaking his heart all over again, and not only will I be breaking it once but twice and I honestly don't want that I don't want to break his heart again he has been through so much because of me, I don't want to cause him anymore pain, but I know that he also deserves to know the truth because if he finds out from someone else he is going to feel even more worse, the doctor looks at me and I look away not knowing what to do and he says "Alex um I don't know how to tell you this but you are not 18 anymore you are 21 years old and Demi is 24 years old" Alex furrows his eyebrows and says "wait so you are telling me that I don't remember 3 years of my life?" the doctor says "I am sorry Alex but that's exactly what happened" he looks at me and says "Demi" I let a couple of tears fall out of my eyes and he says "please tell me that this is not true" "I'm sorry Alex but it is true" he looks at the doctor again and says "so what does this mean? What am I supposed to do now?" the doctor says "well we are going to run more tests on you and see what caused this" "ok what about my memory am I not going to remember those 3 years of my life or will I actually remember?" the doctor says "as for your memory that is something that is going to come to you little by little some of it may not come back but the majority should come back" I ask "how can we help him bring his memory back well from those 3 years?" "you can help him by showing him pictures, videos, telling him some of the things that happened in those 3 years" I nod my head understanding


The doctor asked us to wait outside for him because he wanted to talk to us in private but before he does he is going to run some more tests on Alex to see why this happened, we were all sitting outside Haley informed their parents and I also called Lauren they all said that they would come as soon as they could, I was sitting down thinking about what I am going to do about this and then Isabella comes and sits next to me and says "Demi" I look at her and I can tell that she is worried and she says "are you um going to tell Alex?" I sigh and run a hand through my hair and I say "I honestly don't know, like I really don't know whether I should tell him or not" "what do you think is the best decision?" "honestly I know that it's better if I tell him instead of lying to him because if I lie to him then he is going to somehow find out and things are going to get worse but then if I do tell him I'm sure that he is going to go through the same pain that I put him through 3 years ago and I honestly don't want that I don't want to put him through pain again, I just got him back" tears are falling from my eyes and she pulls me close to her and hugs me and says "I understand you Demi I really do but honestly I think the best decision here is that you have to tell him, I know that it might seem like you are repeating history all over again but think of it as a second chance to be able to tell him why you cheated on him, to come clean about what was going through your mind when you did it" I nod my head understanding and knowing that she is right and say "you know I never saw it like that to be honest, but now that you mentioned it, it makes sense and it motivates me to actually tell him because you are right it's like I am getting a second chance"


She smiles and says "you are Demi you really are and you have to take this opportunity, who knows you think he is going to react the same way he did 3 years ago but who knows it might be different and I mean it is going to be different since he can't run off to Brazil anymore for me because I have a boyfriend and well he also has a baby on the way that I know no matter what he is going to love and care for Demi" I smile and nod my head "thank you Isabella that really means a lot to me, I know that we never really had a close relationship when you were with Alex but I really do hope that we can become great friends" she smiles "of course we can Demi let's just forget that we went out with the same person and just be friends" I smile "I'd like that to be honest" she smiles and the doctor comes back and says "Demi he is asking for you" I nod my head and he says "Demi I know that all of this that is going on is really big and stressful news for you but you have to stay calm you have to relax and think about you daughter ok" I nod my head understanding and I say "I know I am trying my best to stay calm" he smiles and says "also I would recommend you taking it easy with what you tell Alex you don't want to stress him out right now ok?" I say "ok thank you doctor I will keep that in mind" he smiles and walks me over to the room


I walk in and I see Alex laying down in his bed he looks like he is in pain but then looks at me and covers it up with a huge smile and says "hi baby girl" I smile "hi baby" I walk over to him and I immediately feel our little girl begin to kick and I look at Alex and he chuckles and says "what?" I open my jacket and his eyes widen when he sees my baby bump, he blinks a couple of times and says "you're pregnant" I nod my head yes, this could either turn out well or not and he says "I um I don't know if I am ready for this I mean I am just 18" he stops and remembers that he is not 18 and says "wait never mind I um I'm sorry I just I'm really confused I wake up thinking that I am 18 but then I am told that I was in a coma and that I am actually 21" I sigh and look down at my hands and he says "what happened during those 3 years Demi? Why do I only remember parts about going to brazil and telling Isabella to not call you?" I try my best not to cry and I look at him and I say "the doctor says "that you have to take it easy Alex he said to try not to stress you out" "I know he told me the same thing Demi but I need you to catch me up on whatever it is that happened those 3 years" I nod my head and say "I know baby and I will tell you but you have to take it easy I can't tell you everything at once because it's not healthy for me or for the baby so we have to take this slow ok?" he sighs and says "ok we will take this slow" I give him a small smile and then he says "so um what are we having?" I smile "we are having a little girl" he smiles really big and says "really? We are having a little Demi?" I chuckle "yes baby we are" he smiles and then reaches over to my stomach but then pulls away, I grab his hand and place it on my stomach and our baby girl begins to kick he gasps and says "am I hurting her?" I chuckle "no baby you are not hurting her she is happy because she is finally hearing her daddy's voice she missed you, you know"


He smiles "she did?" "yeah she did, when you went into a coma she stopped kicking or moving around I was even afraid that something was wrong so I went to the doctor but he said that everything was fine that she was ok and probably just missing your voice" he smiles widely and sits down carefully and lifts up my shirt and gets close to my stomach "I'm here baby girl, daddy's here you don't have to be afraid anymore ok I'm going to protect you and your mommy because I love you both very much ok" tears fall from my eyes and he leans in and kisses my stomach, then looks back up at me and leans in and pecks my lips, "I love you Demi no matter what happened between us I will always love you no matter what" I smile widely "I love you too Alex" he smiles and wipes the tears from my eyes and says "don't cry Demi beautiful girls are not meant to cry" I smile and he says "lay down with me" I get on the bed carefully and I lean in and peck his lips and then lay my head on his chest and I say "don't leave me again" he rubs my shoulder and says "I'm not going anywhere Demi I promise" pretty soon I feel him breathing evenly and I look at him and he is sleeping peacefully I rub his hair and look at him, I wish that this was all a dream and that I didn't have to tell him and make him suffer again I wish that I could be waking up from this crazy dream and that none of this would exist but of course that's not going to happen because it's not a dream but reality and like Isabella said "this is my second chance to him why I hurt him the way that I did" pretty soon I felt my eyes get heavy and soon enough they closed and sleep took over me.


Alex's Pov:


I wake up and I look around and I feel someone on me I look down and I smile because there I see my beautiful girlfriend sleeping against my chest I smile and caress her cheek, I know that something happened in those 3 years which is why I want to know what happened I know that it must have been something bad, I want to know but at the same time I don't because what if the truth hurts me and I know it will because I can see it in her eyes I know that she doesn't want to tell me but also knows that it's best for her to tell me because I will find out sooner or later, I know that she is going through pain and I wish that I could take it all away from her, I was excited when I saw Demi's stomach actually scratch that I was terrified at first but then I realized that I am not 18 anymore and that if I wanted this before then I still want it right now, I wonder if Demi has told her fans and the rest of the world about her being pregnant? I really need to catch up with everything that is going on or else I am going to be extremely lost, I feel Demi begin to move in my arms and when she was waking up Haley and Dallas walked in with Max, Lily, and a baby in their arms, is that Haley's other baby? Demi moves again but doesn't wake up instead she continues sleeping against my chest and I say "Hi guys" they smile and Max says "daddy I missed you so much" I smile "I missed you too buddy" Lily says "Daddy when are you coming home?" "I don't know sweetie the doctors are still running tests on me" she looks down and says "but don't worry sweetie hopefully I can go home soon" she smiles and I look over at the baby and I say "who's this little girl?"


Max and Lily look at me confused and Haley says "this is Lexi my other baby" "oh you gave birth to her already of course" "yeah I did Lexi is 3 years old" "oh wow, she looks exactly like you Haley" Haley chuckles and says "yeah I remember you told me that, the same day that I gave birth to her" "wait was I in there with you?" "yeah you were" "and I saw your" her eyes widen "oh no, no, no, no I did not allow that to happen" I sigh in relief "ok thank god cause I do not want to be scarred for life" Dallas chuckles and says "how are you feeling Alex?" "Pretty good just a little sore and confused" "well that's good that you are feeling better" I smile "are you guys still together?" Haley chuckles "yes we are still together and um actually we are engaged" my eyes widen "what no way?" "yes we are engaged" I smile and say "well I am really happy for both of you" they smile and Demi soon wakes up and says "what's going on?" "nothing beautiful we were just talking" she smiles and Haley says "well you guys we are going to go home since it is pretty late and these kids have school tomorrow" I nod my head agreeing and "ok thank you guys for coming hopefully I am out by tomorrow" they nod their head and Haley says "mom, dad, Chris and Lauren will most likely be here tomorrow" "ok" soon enough they leave and it is just Demi and I since she decided to stay with me, we were quiet for a moment until she says  "I had a dream with you and our little girl" I smile "really?" "yeah we were both in the nursery room looking at her, we both looked really happy like if there was nothing wrong" I smile "well I know that once our little girl is born we are going to be exactly like that because your dream is going to come true"


She looks at me and gives me a fake smile but then her eyes begin to get watery and I look at her confused and say "what's wrong babe?" "nothing I'm fine it's just my hormones" I sit down right and so does she and I say "no babe I know that something is wrong I know that we said that we were going to take things slow but what happened that it makes you get like this Demi?" she looks down at her hands and she gets off the bed and says "please don't make me do this right now" "I don't want to Demi I really don't want to because I know that it's not good for you and the baby but it's killing me to see you go through this just tell me what happened what did I do that was so bad?" "I can't Alex I can't tell you" "why not Demi?" "because if I do then you will leave me and you will go through pain again just like you did 3 years ago, I know I should tell you because you deserve to know but I just don't want to lose you Alex, I lost you once that I don't think I could lose you again" I cup her cheeks and look into her eyes and I say "you won't lose me Demi, I am not going anywhere I promise Demi I going to stay here right by your side because if we fixed this problem once then we can fix it again" she sighs and looks into my eyes and says "Alex I'm sorry" "Demi please just tell me" tears are falling from her eyes and she says "Alex I cheated on you 3 years ago".....


How is Alex going to react to this?


Will he run away again?


Will he give Demi a chance to explain this time?


Will Alex ever remember those 3 years?


Hey guys so here is Chapter 135 I hope you guys like it and if you do like it then please vote/ comment below and let me know what you guys think or what you guys think is going to happen next, also make sure to check out my new story called Toxic Heart I hope you guys like, and thank you guys so much for reading my story and voting! =)


P.S- Next update will be Monday! =)

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