Hey guys HAPPY 90TH CHAPTER!!! I hope you guys are still enjoying the story so far I know that some of you may be bummed out that Demi and Alex broke up but hey like I said who knows maybe Demi and Alex will find their way back to each other, but I really hope that you guys continue to read this story and thank you for everyone that has been commenting and voting in the last couple of chapters it means a lot to me and helps me know that someone is reading this story! =) I love you guys so much! =)
Previously:
"thank you Dallas and I will don't worry I actually use some every once in a while but I guess I am going to have to use them now" she smiles and says "so you and Isabella are together?" I look at Isabella and she smiles and says "yes we are" Dallas smiles "you guys are so cute together" I smile and then we hear the door open and I hear a voice that I haven't heard for 3 years say "Dallas I'm back" Dallas looks at me and says "I'm in the living room" I say "can I use the restroom?" she says "yes it's right down the hall" I walk over there before Demi sees me so I can put on the contacts, I walk in and put them on I look at myself in the mirror and fix my hair slightly and say to myself you can do this Noah you can do this just remember that can't give in to her you don't care about her she cheated on you and broke your heart, you love Isabella and she is the real love of your life and she will not break your heart like Demi I take in a deep breath and I walk out and I hear her contagious laugh, I walk back to the living room and see her sitting down in the couch facing Isabella and Haley she has Max on her lap and Dallas says "hey your back" Demi turns around and looks at me smiling and I see she has dyed her hair blonde as soon as she sees me she looks at me like she's seen a ghost and says "Alex" CRAP.....
Noah's Pov:
I pretend to be confused and Haley says "Demi that's actually our cousin Noah" she examines me and realizes that it isn't me and says "oh I'm so sorry I thought you were Alex" I smile "don't worry we get that a lot" she says "get what?" I say "Alex and I always get mistaken" she smiles weakly and says "oh ok well um I'm Demi" she stretches her hand out and I shake it and say "it's nice to meet you Demi I'm Noah" she smiles and honestly I didn't feel anything no sparks which was good....
Demi's Pov
Oh my god Noah looks so much like Alex except that Noah is a guy and let me tell you he is really, really fine I still can't get over the fact that I thought it was Alex I seriously wish that it actually was her but it wasn't which sucked because I felt butterflies in my stomach when I saw her but then I also immediately felt my heart break, I stand up and stretch my hand out and say "oh ok well I'm Demi" he smiles at me which makes my heart flutter and says "it's nice to meet you Demi I'm Noah" I smile back and honestly I felt butterflies in my stomach as soon as our hands touched but it didn't seem like he felt them why is this guy making me feel like this, I love Alex even though I don't know where the hell she is but I still love her, we pull away and Dallas breaks the silence and says "so you and Alex always get mistaken by other people" he chuckles and says "yes we do all the time even Isabella over here confused us once and accidentally kissed Alex by mistake thinking it was me" I look at them and say in my mind wait what Noah and Isabella are together and Alex is ok with that I say out loud "oh so you and Isabella are together?" Isabella smiles at me and says "yes we're together" I don't know why but when she said that I frowned and I felt like a piece of my heart broke but I right away faked smiled at her and say "that's great you guys makes a really cute couple" Noah wraps her arm around Isabella and kisses the side of her head and Isabella says "thank you Demi".
We go silent for a bit and Haley says "so Demi 24 right?" I chuckle at the randomness and say "yeah 24 years old" she smiles at me and Dallas says "oh god no please let's not talk about ages I am going to get depressed" we laugh and I say "how old are you Noah?" he looks at me and says "I'm 21" oh thank god he is in his 20s, I smile and say "you are also the same age as Alex" he smiles "yeah we were born the same year our parents planned it out which I think is kind of weird" I smile and say "yeah I remember one of our aunts tried to do that with me and my cousin but it didn't work out" he chuckles and says "yeah Alex and I are really close since we grew up together" wait maybe Noah knows we're Alex is at I want to ask him so bad but I can't do it right now not in front of Haley and Isabella I smile and say "that's pretty cool" then Haley says "well you guys I am feeling kind of hungry we should go get some food" Max yells out "food" Noah chuckles and says "Max calm down" we chuckle and Dallas says "ok come on let's go get some food" I say "if you want I'll stay with the kids and you girls go and guy" Noah chuckles and says "yeah I'll stay with Demi just in case Lexi wakes up and doesn't recognize her" Isabella says "are you sure babe?" he says "yeah I'm sure" Dallas says "ok then let's roll".
As soon as they leave Noah and I just sit there in silence and Lily says "aunt Demi can Max and I go play outside" I smile and say "yeah of course baby girl just be careful ok" she smiles and says "ok we will" Noah says "don't break anything ok you guys" they say "ok" and they leave and Noah says "so how are things going with your career Demi?" I say "um things are pretty great my lovatics are still supporting me even though I am taking a break right now" he says "oh ok that's good Alex told me you were a hard worker" I smile at the fact that Alex said that even after what happened I say "do you still talk to Alex" he says "yeah I still do sometimes" I say "do you know where she is?" oh god I probably sound desperate even though I am desperate and he says "sorry Demi I don't usually she visits us in Texas" I frown and sigh "oh ok"
He then says "I also heard about how you guys were together" I frown oh god he knows I cheated on Alex he probably doesn't like me for hurting his cousin I say "oh um Alex told you about what I did?" he looks at me shocked which confuses me and says "yeah she told me" I frown and feel the tears building up in my eyes already and I say "you probably hate me don't you" he says "no I don't hate you Demi I can't hate you I mean even though you did hurt my cousin and I don't understand why especially when she told me that you guys were really in love but I don't hate you because I don't know you" I give him a small smile and he says "I will say though that I am disappointed because I thought that the person that Alex was describing was an amazing person" I frown And say "I don't know what to tell you Noah" he says "you don't have to tell me anything I'm not Alex" I smile and then Lexi starts to wake up I know this may sound crazy but I think I am going to be falling in love with Noah Jauregui......
Noah's Pov:
Whoa I can't believe she actually admitted that, it was something I never thought she would I thought her pride would be too much for her to say that it was her fault but I guess not honestly I don't want to question her about why she did it because first of all I am Noah to her and it's supposed to be none of my business and second of all I don't think I want to know why she did what she did but I can tell and see it in her eyes that she regrets it and then she asks me something that I did not want to answer or at least I wasn't ready to answer she says "Noah do you think that if Alex were to come back we would be able to fix things and be together again?" do I think we would be together again I mean no I am in love with Isabella I love her and Demi hurt me she cheated on me so I say as honest as possible "honestly Demi I don't think that's going to happen, when I talked to Alex which was maybe a month after she found out you cheated on her she sounded really broken and hurt and I remember her saying that she wasn't going to ever come back" and I see that, that broke her heart and I felt bad for doing that but I just had to do it I didn't love her anymore and she deserved it because she hurt me.
She sighs and looks away and I can tell that she is crying, what am I supposed to do? Do I rub her back tell her that everything is going to be ok? I can't do that I can't tell her that everything is going to be ok because it's not well at least not for her because she just found out that her ex-girlfriend who she cheated on and still loves is never coming back to her, and I don't want to rub her back because Noah barely knows her it would be kind of weird if I just rubbed her back I don't want her to get the wrong idea, she continues to cry and I say come on Noah do something, so I decide to just be weird and I rub her back and say "hey I'm sorry I know it's a lot to take in" she turns around and wraps her arms around my neck and cries onto my chest and I am extremely comfortable right now I haven't been this close to her I can't be this close to her she cheated on me, my heart is beating really fast but not because I am feeling something for her but because I am afraid of being this close to her my arms aren't even wrapped around her she is just crying her eyes out on my shirt dammit now I am going to have to change my shirt, I pat her back in an awkward way and then she pulls away and she wipes her eyes immediately and says "oh my god I am so sorry, this is embarrassing" I say "Demi it's ok" she gets up and says "no I, I don't" and before I could say anything else she is gone.
Oh god what just happened? I mean I didn't do anything to her she was the one that asked me and I just answered honestly, I guess it's true what they say the truth hurts but what was I supposed to do get her hopes up and tell her that I was going to come back no of course not, I decide to leave her alone and not upset her more and then I see Lexi waking up and I walk over to her and pick her up and say "hey baby girl did you have a good sleep?" she giggles and stretches and I smile and say "looks like you did" I get up and decide to go and check up on Max and Lily and I walk outside and I see them running around and I say "hey you guys" Max and Lily say "hi daddy" I say "what are you guys doing?" they say "playing around with this ball" then I see that they are playing with a soccer ball, wait a minute that's my soccer ball why did Demi keep that? Did she keep some of my stuff? I go and sit down in a beach chair with Lexi and she lays her head on my head and I smile and hope that one of these days Isabella and I get to have our own kids I can picture us already getting married having the best honeymoon, Isabella and I having out first child, then our second, and hopefully our third so that we can be a big happy family and watch our kids grow up while we begin to grow old I can see Demi and I having that life, wait what did I just say?
Was Noah being honest to Demi about Alex not coming back?
Is Demi really going to fall in love with Noah?
Does Alex still love Demi?
Hey guys so here is Chapter 90 I hope you guys like it and if you do please vote/ comment below and let me know what you guys think is going to happen next! =) Love you guys!
P.S- Next update will be Sunday! =)