Honest Goodbye [COMPLETED] #Wattys2020

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

He said he's sorry after cutting me off for almost a week.

He then tried to give me a bouquet of flowers which I ignored. I'm not easy."I'm really sorry for what I've done." he regrettably said. I don't know what to say. I felt disrespected.

"You left me there soaked by the rain, without even telling me why." I calmly said.

Hindi ko pa rin maintindihan kung ano ang ibig niyang sabihin sa sinabi niya bago siya tuluyang pumasok noon sa sasakyan niya.

"Buti na lang hindi ako nagkasakit." I gleefully laughed. "Buti na lang." at tumingin ako ng seryoso sa mata niya.

He tried to hold my hand, but before he even reached it, I kept off my hand from his.

"Don't touch me." I said.

Naglakad ako papunta sa sasakyan ko na nasa dulo ng lupain na 'to. I heard his footsteps following mine.

"Hey, Krisha." he tried to get my attention but I kept on walking. "Krish."

I stopped walking when I reached my car. Simpleng sasakyan lang kasi ito kaya siguro sinuggest sa akin ni Dad na bumili na ako ng bago.

I was going to open the door of the driver's seat but he held my arm and his one hand held my shoulder. Ginamit niya 'yon para makaharap ako sa kaniya.

"Krisha, I'm really sorry."

I felt disrespected. Again.

He held my wrist and even my shoulder without my consent first? How could he dare to do that?

"What are you doing?!" napataas na ang boses ko pero hindi 'yon sapat para humarap ang mga taong dumadaan. I don't think they heard me.

Natauhan siya sa ginawa niya at nabitawan niya ang braso ko mula sa pagkakahawak niya. Inalis niya na rin ang kamay niya sa balikat ko.

"I told you to not touch me." I calmly said this time. "Ano ba ang kailangan mo?"

"I want to apologize for leaving you in the middle of the rain last time. I wasn't just myself. And now, I am trying my best for you to forgive me." he also calmly said and tried to give the bouquet of flowers again. "Please forgive me."

"Uhm, please, no." umiling ako sa kaniya at tinanggihan ang binibigay niyang mga bulaklak. He sighed disappointly and I saw his arms drop and still holding the bouquet.

Binuksan ko nang tuluyan ang pinto at pumasok na ako.

Sinundan ng mga mata niya ang bawat galaw ko. I felt bad for ignoring his kind gesture.

I left with my car. Iniwan ko siyang nakatayo doon. I really feel bad about it. Hindi ako ganitong tao. I know myself. I forgive people quickly, hindi ako nagtatanim ng galit.

He watched me drove my car.

But what I did next is not planned, I did it unintentionally. Gosh. Thank God, I'm myself, again.

Inikot ko ang sasakyan ko sa daan at bumalik kung saan siya nakatayo. I saw his bright smile. Gumaan ang pakiramdam ko nang mawala sa mata niya ang lungkot na nakita ko kanina.

Hininto ko ang sasakyan kung saan ito naka-park kanina. Naglakad siya papalapit sa akin nang makita niyang nakababa na ako. He opened his arms.

I really feel that he's truly sorry.

I hugged him tight. "I miss you." I abruptly said. This is the first time I really missed him.

"I miss you too, sunshine." he said and hugged me tightly. He pat my head while hugging me.