𝖬𝗂𝗌𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗎𝗇𝖾 - 𝖤𝗒𝖾𝖻𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗌

23

Chapter twenty three

Months had gone by. Me and Teddy were Seniors in high school now.

I felt quieter. More distanced, To add i had been hallucinating a lot. My migraines have started to get worse day by day.

Working at the bar had been perfectly fine. I went to therapy a bit.. mainly because Teddy really thought I needed it.

School.. well it was stressful. Teddy decided he wanted to go straight into the military after this year ended. I was glad.. but sad he wanted to leave so soon.

The cobras Finally grew to somehow like me just because I served them drinks.

Eyeball.. well he would usually give me a wink, an inappropriate comment, or grab me somehow before I'd walk away, or passed by.

What did I want to do after high school? I have no Idea. Chris talked about going to Law school. Gordie wanted to be a writer. Vern? Well he wanted to be a mechanic.

It seemed like everyone wanted to do something.. but I felt deep into a hole of despair about my future. I had no hope for myself.

Teddy would always tell me im worth it all, and that I could do amazing things with my life. I didn't think so.

-

Teddy woke me up by showering kisses all over my face.

" Teddy~" I groaned. He chuckled " Get up sweetheart, Gotta go to school in 30"

I sighed and got up. I slept in late, only lucky that i had showered the night before.

My days mainly went the same, school, drugs, work, drink, and sleep.

Weekends were spent with.. Teddy, in many ways, doing more drugs, drinking more, and then going to work.

He ruffled my short brown hair and got up, and got changed. I took a bit longer to do anything, I dreaded everything about my days. Drugs and drinking kept my mind off of everything though.

Jensen found a guy who sold coke and we all tried it. To my luck it did wonders on me.

But not to long ago I realized im a coke addict.. how cute.

I got up, got ready and we walked to the high school.

We greeted our friends.

" God, you know Ms. Shores? Shes being a fucking ass because I forgot a fucking pencil yesterday, And now I have detention"

We chuckled " Yeah shes a bitch man" I say.

The bell rung and Jensen tossed me a small vile with white powder. I happily put it up to my nose and took it in.

" Thanks man" I say wiping my nose followed with a few sniffles. He nods and we start walking to class.

" Hey your Elliot right?"

I turn in my seat to be greeted with a male.

" Uhm.. yeah, whats it to you?"

He blushed slightly " Im Eren. I wanted to talk to ya."

I narrowed my eyes " What?"

" Oh c'mon your cute. Cant help myself."

I scanned his face and took notice that hes one of the more popular jocks. I nod slightly and turn around angrily.

" Uhm.. thanks"

" Why dont you meet me in the library during lunch hm..? Get to know eachother?"

I furrow my eyebrows " I-m alright.."

Through out class he'd just keep bothering me about it.

" Fine! Holy shit! Fine!" I glare at him.

He smirks. " Great!"