I Hate You But I love You

Prepare for my funeral

6 Months later

March

"Ugh!!! Dave did you move my face wash" I yelled from upstairs

No answer

I stayed at his house the last couple days and we still barely spent time with one another.

Sighed in frustration because I know that is always in the same spot but I had no time to keep looking so I had to use a face wash I had used in a while instead. I got dressed in some black shorts and a black crop top. I put my platform heels in my bag and headed downstairs. I walk in the living room to see him sitting on the couch on the phone.

"I know you heard me yell down at you"

He just looked at me "Yo Polo let me hit you back"

"You such a asshole"

"Go head with that shit" he said as he got up and made his way to the kitchen

"Well you are you fell asleep on my last night and the day before that I didn't see you until got back at 2am"

He just stared at me "I'll see you tonight"

"I'll be working at bar it's not the same and you'll be there with business partners"

"I know but I can't help it if Rio wanted to meet there apparently him and Dolla got a partnership as well"

I rolled my eyes

"I swear you be wanting to get fucked up"

"Bye Dave"

I left and headed to work

Dave

"My mans need some ass you been in a bad mood for a while" J said while laughing

"Hell yea, been yelling at everybody" Juan added in

"When was the last time Ko Ko gave you some ass"

"Shiiit it's been about 2 weeks. Between her working and I be at the shop and the trap a nigga be tired. I fell asleep on her ass last night" I said shaking my head

"All I know is you need some quick or a snickers cause yo ass be angry for no reason" J laughed

"Anyway ya'll make sure ya'll be ready for tonight these niggas like to get you drunk before talking business"

"Oh you know I'm ready business before pleasure" Juan said while looking at this phone

"I'm dipping out early, Yani has been super emotional and if I'm gone from her sight more then 2 hours she is calling me crying saying I don't love her no more" Devin said while shaking her head

Juan chuckled "Them pregnancy hormones ain't no joke"

Strip Club

"Damn it's packed tonight" I said from behind the bar

"Hell yea so I expect some big tips" Kashmere said while making 10 shots for a table

As I was making drinks Dolla approached me

"Ecstasy I need you tonight"

"Huh" I frowned

"Look it's a high dollar night and you the best dancer I got"

"Wrong former dancer we agreed that I would work the bar for now on"

Low key I was just nervous that my life would end if I got back on that stage. The money would be great because I have been trying to save money so I go can back to school.