Unfixed

anew

Trust. The most beautiful thing to give but then the hardest one if once broken. You have the urge to believe in love again but you are too afraid that the same things might happen again. That your heart might break into millions of pieces and you will never be able to fix it.

Because people, they change their minds when you are already in their trap. They will leave when you decided to stay, leaving you all alone. Taking all the blame for not being beautiful and for not being enough. They will give lies disguised as promises and will break it together with your heart. And the world that you had built with them will crumble beneath your feet. People like them, who let go even while you are still holding on, are monsters. Ruthless monsters.

As time pass by. As your tears fell. As you get used to the pain. You are losing faith in fairy tales and happy endings... in love. You are just a damsel in distress with no one to save you in that tower of misery.

And you, the one who was forgotten, left behind and deceived will forever be bearing the injury from that downfall. But you will not need a prince to save you. Not anymore. Because you only need yourself, a careful creature who made friends with time so wounds from yesterday will be healed.

You have forgotten the feeling of how it felt to be loved by people but you haven't forgotten to love yourself. And somehow, that was everything.