I have to be wounded before I can smile
I have to be shattered before being fixed
I have to bled to be next to you
And brick by brick,
Piece by piece,
I have to break through these high-built walls in between you and me
Why does loving you have to be like this?
Our differences are like the horizon of the sky and the ocean
So close yet so far
We are magnets on the same pole
We don't attract, we repel
Why does it have to be you?
Why does my heart chose you?
And why did I let you stayed in my thoughts?
Now, I'm drowning
I'm bleeding
I tried to loosen my grip,
But our memories are phantom to me
That even if it hurts,
I have to keep those to see
If I'm strong enough to hold on
If I'm brave enough to carry on
Loving you and hating you,
Sometimes, I'm somewhere in between
And sometimes, I'm nowhere
And if I hate you,
I have to hate myself too
So slowly,
I'm standing up from this downfall
I'm walking away I won't look back
I will leave everything behind
Just like a petal picked from a flower,
I will never be back
