everything felt so magical
yet felt so real
but now,
i was wondering why you decided to leave?
and leave me searching endlessly for reasons i could believe.
i wish you can hear my heartbeat
like the way I hear yours
it is so loud,
deafening my soul
i wish you can see me
like the way i see you
that even if i close my eyes
your face is all i know
i wish i could forget you
the way you did to me
i wish i could let go
i wish i could set myself free
i wish i had realized the lies behind your smiles
and the good byes behind your hellos
i wished i had realized sooner
that our love was a magic
if i had known,
i wouldn't be crying alone.
when the magic stopped.
