Embarrassed

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LANAE POV

Waking up, I looked around to see Winter, Red, black, and Gang I would have rather seen my girls but my husband and brothers wasn't so bad. Winter noticed I was up. "You know imma choke you right?" This joker "well hello my handsome husband who I love and cherish I am so happy I am alive" I was being very sarcastic and he hated it. The guys snickered. "Hello my beautiful wife who I thought was shot, only to find out you been starving yourself, haven't been staying hydrated, and pressure was up for days" he matched my tone. I just simply looked down. Than I felt his hands on my face lifting my head so I can look in his eyes, I seen the pain and hurt he had to endure, my poor husband was broken behind what the bastard did to me and what I did to myself, it wasn't on purpose. His lips crashed into mine and I needed this and him.

"Baby I wasn't starving myself at least not on purpose I couldn't eat or barely sleep with you gone so long" I told him after we pulled apart. "As for being shot I heard the bullet but I was already on my way down, I just got so weak out of nowhere, I'm sorry" he stayed quiet.

Flashback

I was standing there and Micheal was mad very angry and I was done giving him my fear. I got so weak, my head was spinning and my body was giving up, I looked down and seen blood so much blood! My baby. My little girl! I was losing her! And then I felt my knees buckle and legs give out! At the moment I heard the gun shot but it flew pass me hitting the wall. I hit the ground. I heard two more shots.

"Babe did you shoot him?" I needed to know I had to know!
"Why" Winter was still in his feelings.
"I need to know he is dead, and cannot hurt me I heard two more shots what happened? Was you hit?!" I started to panic.
"Baby calm down he fired, and than I fired twice, once in his back than one in the back of his head after he dropped, I thought he shot you" he showed no emotion. "Am I safe?" I couldn't stop my fear!
"Baby your safe and with me! I got you! And our children!" He reassured me. Moments later the doctor walked in. "So Mrs. Hyman I see you are awoke,I recommend bedrest and lots of water and please I beg you listen to my orders your unborn son depends on you!" Dr. Mills was so sincere.

"Son?" Zeek asked. "Yes healthy baby boy for now, but mom will kill him if she don't listen" Dr. Mills looked at me with seriousness! I was so grateful than I got mad, my husband won the bet! We was having a boy! Wtf! Red spoke first "so I guess we can't stress her?" Talking to Dr. Mills. "Absolutely not! She is to fragile" finally seeing he was joking she relaxed "joke with her, laugh and make her feel good but don't push her please" turning to Zeek like I wasn't there, "take care of her, you prayed for her! Stay strong and continue being a great man, God will forgive you" with that she walked out.

"What did that mean?" I questioned. He looked at me but wasn't looking at me like he was looking at my soul. "That my prayers was answered. I just pray it's the same after this" he got so serious his poster was strong. "Baby what the mean?" I was scared to ask but had to know, so what I am nosey that's my husband I can be (stick my tongue out mentally). "The less you know the better" with that he got up, kissed my forehead and gesture the guys to walk out with him.

Before leaving out Gang walked over and hugged me tight. "You has us scared there, don't do it again" I gave him a small smile as he walked out. It felt good to be loved and care for by my husband family being as though mines wasn't around. Speaking of I wanna see my daughters I miss my babies.

WINTER POV

I lived by a code no children and women but after this both the bitches has too go. This was Jasmines second time crossing me. And my babymom won't get the second chance she had.  Looking around at the guys, "listen I want them dead but I cannot do it" and I wanted to badly but if you don't stick your value and morals you can't commit to nothing if you ask me. So with that and what the nurse said striking something in me, I knew I couldn't do it. I think Nae ass making me soft. I don't like this shit.

"Don't worry it's done" King spoke. He my baby brother he acts like me but not to the fullness but with this situation he was more heartless. I'm thinking of letting him take over. Red and Black are my little cousins but Red has a family and Black never has the drive for this but his loyalty outweighed his feelings. "Yo Black when u step down what you gonna do?" Since the thought was on my mind I had to ask. Sadly I never gave them a choice before. "Real talk y'all, I'm gonna finish my degree and psychology and open a women's center. At first I wasn't sure but after you told me what Nae been through, and after what Drea been through I think that's my calling"

Let me give y'all a back story on Drea, see at the tender age of 5 her big cousin started molesting her, one day she got fed up and told her mother who didn't believe her and put her out. Drea was homeless for a while doing what was needed to eat, one day she met a dude who promised her the word only to use her as a sex slave for him and his friends. The dude owed Red some money and when he went to collect he found her, and saved her. Got her into therapy and they eventually fell in love. So him wanting to do that I was very supportive. It took a lot to get my lil cousin where she is and she a hella mother and wife to my boi I respect her much.

"Red, you?" He looked in thought, looking at us he said what I knew. "Man on some real shit I am tired of hurting my wife and stressing her, I'm stepping down too, she more important" I nodded my head agreeing. "Bro I respect it and salute you" giving him dap and a bro hug. "I know I am next, so let me just say I am not letting our hard earned work go to waste, I am not letting our empire die, fuck that I put blood, sweat and tears into this! Shit I shed much blood behind this fuck that" King spoke with aggression. "Nigga I knew that, and was handing over to you, chill fuck face" we all laughed his ass was shocked. Grabbing me and hugging me he told me thanks and he wouldn't let me down.

"Look y'all hoes I'm going back to my wife she needs me, Red get home to Drea she needs you and got our kids, Black go fucking study and you dickhead go take your seat on the throne" I rapped them all up and walked into the room. Looking at Nae she was beautiful, her face was a little ashy and she looked drained and tired. But she was extremely beautiful to me. "Have I told you I loved you lately" she looked up at me. "Have I told you I love and appreciate you, that you are loved and I adore you lately?" She asked back. Smiling I replied "nah, but can I hear it now I kinda need it" she opened her arms and moved over a little allowing me space, walking to hear I fell in her arms and relaxed. "Lanae, I love you so much Queen and need you, I am done with the game I swear, y'all more important" I laid on her chest as she held me. "I had no doubt in my mind my love, I love you King"

I needed that I needed her words. My ass drifted to sleep.


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