SoulMates

chapter 3

Lanae pov

  I was still in deep thought but now i was sitting in the room just watching my Sani sleep, the machines was just beeping letting me know she was still with me. I felt myself being watched again and when i looked up it was Winter, he was standing at the door looking like he was trying to read me.

"Are u always this creepy?" I asked him humor laced in my voice

"Nah ma only on week days" he replied making me laugh. I stopped when i noticed his face got serious.

"What?"

"U have a beautiful laugh" he said biting his lip.

For some reason it made me blush and get nervous. "Thank you"

He nodded his head and came sat in the chair by me. He seemed to be in deep thought, shit I had my own shit running through my mind. But for some reason I couldn't figure out why he was here, like is it regret? Was it his bullet, I needed to know and me being me I asked bluntly...... Well I accused his ass whatever dont judge me...

"If u here cause u feel guilty or because it was your bullet that harmed my babies, save it, I'm not mad at u, that's between u and God" shaking my head, I continued "I trust he gonna pull them through"

"Lanae I'm not here for guilt, I cannot honestly say who bullet did what, I do feel fucked up behind it and I can't figure out why, but I'm here cause of u its something about u" he honestly looked so sincere.

I let a breathe out I didn't know i was holding and just stayed quite.

"Tell me about u Ms. Lanae" Winter broke our comfortable silence.
"What u wanna know" I asked him i hate being put on the spot I'm a little shy.
"Where you from and so on" he chuckled.
"I'm from Jersey born and raised, I have my two little girls who i adore with my being and life, it was a lot to get them here, I work and have a small apartment that we live comfortable in, anything else"

Winter pov

I wanted to come right out and ask her about that phone call she had but I decided against now ain't the time and besides we got plenty of time for that.

"Nah that's good for now" I said moving her hair out her face, it was natural long but not a fro or not curly u girls know what I mean like when u take your braids out and just throw a headband on. Yea that's the look. My admiring session was over when my phone started up.
I been down so long it look like up to me they look up to me I pulled my phone out silencing it noticing it was on my bm mom calling.
"Hello"
"Hey son I don't know where my daughter at and Brianna been here for 3 weeks now, I usually don't mind but I'm very sick"
"I'm on my way" I hung the phone turned to Lanae
"Ma, I gotta go" she looked sadden
"Okay Winter thanks for coming here" she said shy like.
"I'm coming back, did u eat?" she looked hesitant and said no "I'm bringing u something"
"No that's not necessary" she begin
"What i say" I asked sternly she just nodded and I left out.

I don't know where this bitch is but when i catch her imma choke her I told her ass about leaving my daughter with her mom, see her mom old she had Kayla when she was 35 and Kayla was the type to run around and do whatever. I met her when she was stripping in Cocos she had a bomb was body and my dumb ass fucked her in a stall and she popped up pregnant. Brianna came back mine so I stepped up no deadbeat shit here. I sped to her moms picked my baby girl up and went to McDonald's got everybody food and headed back to the spital.

"Here ma" I handed Lanae the flood
"Thank u, who this pretty lil lady"
"This Brianna my daughter"
"How old is she?" she asked stuffing her face. I laughed and replied
"2"

I watched as she finished her food and played with bri. My daughter mean like me so her taking a liking to her was mind blowing. I sat back and just thought how i want this to be for forever. I had to get Lanae and keep her I never worked or wanted something so hard in my life.