SoulMates

Peace while it lasted

After four days of amazing bliss. Our beautiful honeymoon was coming to an end. Even though I missed my babies and wanted so badly to hug and kiss them. I was worried because I knew Winter was coming out to play and I would miss Ezekiel. He been acting like he wasn't worried or bothered but I knew better. How couldn't I, being in love with someone or truly loving someone you pay attention to the smallest detail about them. You notice their change or attitudes, their different voices, heartbeats, the different points that certain wrinkles, or muscles show.

Zeeky was deep in thought. I knew because of his brows and this one wrinkle that shows on his forehead. My feet comfortably in his lap, he absentmindedly was rubbing them. I didn't mind one but, but I was concerned with what he was so worried about. Fighting with myself rather or not to ask him. I opened my mouth just to shut it again. Did I really want to know? Was I being too nosey? He deserves to have his own thoughts (I mentally rolled my eyes at myself) I settled on letting him be, one thing I know about my husband he would eventually tell me. Hearing the pilot tell us to buckle up, this was more than just landing, this was us getting back to the real world. A world I had to share my husband in, a world outside our peace, and comfortability. After the fairytale wedding and honeymoon that I was surprised with and blessed to have, where I should be grateful, I was mentally whining because reality was here once again.

Landing safely, I watched as Ezekiel gathered our bags, not missing the fact he still was quiet and in deep thought. Now I had to speak up.

"Tell me what's wrong." It wasn't a question and I made sure my tone reflected that, but I wasn't being pushy with my words. I still needed him to find comfort in me.

"This situation" he shook his head "I feel like I'm cheating you, I promised to leave this game, keep my nose clean, not have you stressed out worried about me, and here I am having to step back into Winter" grabbing my face, he stared in my eyes. The purest expression, the most raw emotions, the pain, the torment, I seen it all in his eyes.

"Babe your not cheating me, I know this has to do with protecting our family. I love Angel but her mother deserve the chance to be a mom and unfortunately her dad is not giving it. I promised to stand by you no matter what, I keep my promises". My heart was full, I let the tears fall. He rubbed each one as they fell. "Just don't get so caught up that you forget me and our love". His eyes grew big like I cursed at him. He didn't say a word. Not once we mad it to the car. Not the drive home. Not even when we made home safely.

Leaving the bags at the door. He turned and looked at me. Still not speaking. He jogged up the steps and I followed him. I would follow him anywhere. I smiled to myself. Reaching our room door. I watched him as he sat on the bed. Walking up to him. He looked up and just stared at me. Before I could blink! I was stripped and on all fours. Feeling him pushing inside me, gripping my waist and slamming into me! Fuck I managed out. He didn't not stop, dripping wet and love the harsh torture his length was giving my insides. This by far was the roughest he ever fucked me.

Pulling out, he roughly turned me over. Thinking he was gonna kiss me, instead he pulled me on top of him. Easing down on his manhood with his guidance.

"Ride this dick" his voice was low, rugged and controlling. Igniting every emotion and nerve in my body. I followed orders. And when I wasn't meeting the pace he wanted. He grabbed my waist and started pounding into. Feeling that oh so sweet feeling I begin to release all over him. "Fuck daddy, I love you"

"I love you to Lanae, I love you so much, I will always choose you" hearing his words only fueled my orgasm. This man owned my body and he knew it.

After going another two rounds and him making me severely sore and tender down there. I was finally laying on his chest, relaxed.

"Lanae" it startled me cause he rarely call me my first name. Looking at him. "I will never forget the promise I made you. I can never forget the promise I made to God and myself. I'm doing this for our family but once this done, it's done". Though I knew he was being sincere I had to be rational. "Ezekiel, it will be something else and than what?" I kinda feel it was dumb of me to think that a man with the power he had, the lifestyle he lived, can fully walk away.

"If another problem comes, it comes.... but if it don't involve my children, it won't involve me".

Winter POV

I was serious with what I said to Nae and I know she believed me. But something still tugged at me. Maybe it was because King still in the game and the game unpredictable i don't know whatever it was I felt guilt cause I meant my words.

Right now I was on my way to meet up with King and Gang. I needed to get this situation done and handled as soon as possible. Though Nae was understanding and been since the beginning it wasn't fair to her. From the time we been together I have kept al my promises and I'm not breaking this one.

Back to Winter mode. I pulled up at our meeting spot. Gang was the first to greet me, next King, taking notice he looked more stress than ever. That situation with Slingy wasn't settled. I had the power to make it all go away but he wanted this business he had to learn like I did. Besides I told him not to deal with them niggas.

"We got Diablo waiting on us".  King announced pulling out our bro hug.

"The uncle?" I was a bit disappointed I was expecting to rip Marcel head off.  But I counted that the sneaky bastard wouldn't come himself. 

   "Yeah, Marcel bitch ass sent him instead".  King was disgusted.

  "After what he did to his daughter, fuck you surprised for".  Shaking his head. 

   We continued continued on to where he was tied up at.  Once seeing me Diablo eyes grew wide.  We did a couple missions together he knew how ruthless I can be.  He also took credit for a couple of my kills, not that I have a fuck, you want to brag and run your mouth be my guess but if they feds ever came knocking he better keep the same energy. 

"Winter; my friend.... I have nothing to do with Marcel.  I didn't even know about my niece he told the family she was killed in a car accident". He begin his plea.  "We had a funeral and everything" he continued.

"I believe you".  I wasn't lying I did believe him.  I just didn't give a fuck. 
 
  "Listen, call Marcel, tell him you know what happened to Marina, I swear he will come".  He looked hurt by his words "I live by blood is thicker,  but after what he done" his faced turned cold and full of rage.  "I have one request" looking at me face to face, eye to eye.

  "And what might that be?" 

   "I get to see my niece,  I get to hug her, and speak with her, she must know me and the family knew nothing of this"..... "Nothing" he emphasized. 

  "Done"

Desire was scared at first.  But whatever King said to her must've calmed her.  She than looked at me like something was on her mind.

"Speak ya peace"

"Winter, I been doing good, completed my program, and still taking outpatient courses.  I wanted to know can Angel start staying with me"  putting her head down she was playing with her fingers "King promised to help me with her and I promise to be careful.... and.... and"

  "Chill, calm down" I laughed "me and Nae are more than willing to allow you to mother your child"

Heading shooting up she gave me a big hug.  And kept thanking me. Wrapping up with them I headed home to my beautiful wife and kids.