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Azar died yesterday. It's still fresh in my memory and I know it will stay that way until I die.
All the things she has done for me has shaped me into who I am today. It feels like my mother has died. Azar may not be related to me, but it feels that way.
I've distanced from my own mother greatly. I've only realised since she's been teaching me.
It's not the same.
It's so different, and it just makes me to relieve Azar's death all over again.
There's a gaping hole that can never be filled. Azar isn't here anymore.
When I woke up this morning, I half-expected Azar to be sitting at the dining table. Of course, she wasn't there.
I still see her sometimes. Watching Ariel and I from across the hall. Sitting behind her table every time I pass her bedroom. Reading her favourite book on a chair.
It's not real. I know it's not.
Mother told me that she's not completely dead, she has just been reborn into another dimension. It doesn't make me feel any better though. I still don't get to see her.
Every since she's gone I can feel his power getting stronger. I can feel his grasp on me getting tighter and tighter.
I can hear his sadistic words inside my head. They won't ever go away.
Instead they get worse and worse.
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Change of perspective here, have you noticed? Hope you enjoy this chapter. How can we enjoy this chapter when Raven's father draws nearer? I'm not sure. Thanks for reading and voting. Love every single one of you.
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