I just want you. (A Janoskians love story)

Part 16

Hey peoples, Very very very very sorry about the super late update but I have had no laptop. Im on my aunty's right now so she is the reason you are readinng this. So 25 votes and 15 comments. Rubbish chapter I know. I'm so very sorry. Enjoy <3

Charlie-

I felt a slight nudging in my side, Uh Jess stop trying to wake me up. Suddenly, My head started pounding, Like it was going to crack.

"Eurgh Jess Leave me alone I have a hangover!" I shouted, eyes staying tight shut.

"Um Charlie.." A voice said.

Wait, what the fuck, That didn't sound like Jess at all that sounded like...

"Beau?" I asked slowly opening my eyes.

He stood there, with an unsure look on his face. I looked around, I was in a bed. God knows where I was. It deffinatley wasn't my room. I looked at myself. WHATTHEFUCK I WAS STARK NAKED. I quickly covered myself up and looked at Beau with horror on my face.

"Did we?" I asked.

He slowly nodded his head, Suddenly, floods of memories came back of lastnight, how I dragged him to the stairs, how we kissed. We had sex. Oh god, I cheated on Jai. I felt so guilty, but no matter what I couldn't help but think ' it was really good sex'

"We had sex." I whispered to myself as it sunk in.

"Oh god we had sex." I said a little louder.

I jumped up and grabbed my underwear shoving them on.

"Please tell me we used protection?" I asked Beau looking around for the condom wrapper.

"I don't recall using one.." He said sounding worried.

"Oh god! Oh my fucking god! I could be pregnant!" I panicked putting my hands to my face and breathing heavily, almost crying.

"Charlie! Charlie its ok. Charlie!" He said as I mumbled to myself on how I was going to be a bad mother.

"I'm gonna be a shit mum, I'm gonna have no qualifications, It's gonna have no daddy. My family will dis own me!" I shouted.

"Charlie! Charlie calm down! You might not be pregnant yet, you will have qualifications, your smart and If you are I'll be with you every step of the way. No matter what." He said putting his hands over my face gently and kissing my forhead. I pulled him into a hug and began crying.

"It was good sex though." I mumbled into his shirt while crying. He let out a small laugh.

"Oh I know."

Beau-

I had sex with Charlie, and it was truly mindblowing. Forget the fact I didn't use a condom. It was the best night of my life, Plus I cared about her. Making it more special.

"What if I have aids?" She panicked, pulling away from the hug.

"I haven't got aids! Besides this is the first time I've never used a condom." I said.

"Same, you have to wait a week before you can do a pregnancy test, right?" She asked, tears beggining to fall again.

"I don't know." I replied.

"Yeah, it's a week. Oh god, I don't, I don't think I can do this Beau."She stuttered Hugging me again and crying.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek, then it hit me.

I might be a dad.

fuck, fuck, fuck , fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck..

I can't be a dad. I'm not ready! I can't just leave her though can I?