Eternal Love | A Shawbrina Fanfic

Chapter 79- Brabrina

Shawn's POV

"Good morning my love" I say with a yawn as I kiss my the back of my wife's head. We're still in LA because we're both busy filming. Luckily today -I don't know how- Sabrina has a free day and wants to spend it on set along with the children to watch me act -it's been kinda hard for us all to spend some time together because of our jobs and the kids are alway with Sabrina's parents-I'm kinda nervous thought, what is she thinks I'm bad? My thoughts are interrupted when she replies to me
"Good morning" She says in her morning voice and turns around to hug me
"How are you?"
"I'm doing great, how about you?"
"I'm great baby" She raises her head so that she can look at me
"Man you're so handsome" I chuckle
"Well, thank you, you're pretty beautiful by yourself as well" She giggles and nuzzles into my chest
"I can't wait to see you on set, acting"
"Yeah, me neither" Lies, lies and lies, my stress level is above my usual standards right now
"But I'm less excited about today's scene" I sigh and she looks back at me
"Why?"
"Because I have to kiss Bradley" I hiss his name and she chuckles
"I don't understand why your free day was exactly the same day as our kissing scene"
"Trust me, I'm not thrilled about seeing my husband kissing my ex-boyfriend as well but what can you do about it?"
"Why did you break up anyways? He said that you had commitment issues" Sabrina rolls her eyes
"It's not that I had commitment issues it's just that I didn't like him like that anymore and used the long distance relationship thing as an excuse and not break his heart"
"Why do I think that you're only telling me part of the truth? I mean, you were together for about a year, your feelings couldn't disappear like that"
"Okay, okay...I was new in this relationship thing and didn't think that I was good enough for him and then..." She takes a deep breath
"Then I discovered that he was cheating on me with another girl"
"I'm sorry what? How could he do that to you? He's definitely gonna hear me later, I swear I-"
"Dude, chill, it happened like eight years ago, I don't care anymore"
"That bastard..." She kisses my cheek
"It's fine, I found someone better. You know, he's an extremely sexy young man who knows how to act, sing, play the guitar and piano, but most importantly...he knows how to make Alex and Harry fall asleep in no problem" I slightly laugh
"Great way to ruin a romantic moment Sab"
"Thanks, I'm an expert"
"Yeah, I've noticed"
"Hey!" She playfully punches my shoulder
"Okay, sorry, sorry. Let's get ready"
"Sure" She stands up and walks to the bathroom as I get dressed. After a few minutes she comes out of it looking all nervous
"We need to buy more antidepressants, mine are gonna end soon" I frown
"Again? But we just took a new bottle a week ago!"
"Shawn, they end...you know that, right?"
"Didn't the doctor tell you that you were almost emotionally stable to stop taking them?"
"Exactly, almost" I sigh
"Fine" Sabrina is really worrying me with her medications, sometimes I think that she may even be an addict! I'm thinking about asking for some help but I still don't have enough proof yet. Anyways, we all get ready and head to set where I leave Sabrina, Harry and Alex with the rest of the crew while I get my hair and makeup done.

Sabrina's POV

When Shawn leaves I talk a little bit with his co-stars and producers while holding the babies until I see someone walking towards us, a figure that looks very familiar to me, could it be him? Bradley?
"Hey!" The voice is still the same but he's totally changed! He's way taller and has been clearly to the gym, he also has dyed his hair in a lighter shade. I gotta admit it, he's totally different.
"Hey, I would hug you but we'll..." I look at the babies while chuckling
"Yeah, I understand..." There's a brief moment of awkward silence
"You look great by the way" I smile
"Thank you, you look pretty good as well" He chuckles, there's something so different yet so familiar to me in him...
"So? What have you been up to?"
"Oh well, I just finished touring and now I'm filming another season of So Close. Thankfully I have a free day today and I wanted to spend this way" he furrows his eyebrows
"By watching the father of your children kissing your ex-boyfriend"
"Well not exactly like that but-" We both laugh
"I mean, I'm really proud of Shawn and I wanted to support him by watching him act today"
"Well, that's a really nice thing, I bet that he's very happy"
"I hope so, at least he looked like he was" there's another silence
"Sabrina, I know that this is not the right place and time to say it but..." he takes a deep breath
"I'm really sorry for what I did to you"
"It's fine, it happened almost eight years ago, I'm past that"
"Yeah, but it was a very immature and disrespectful thing to do, especially to you"
"Well, I accept your apologies, I just have one question though"
"Sure"
"Why did you do it?" Yeah, I still wonder about it sometimes, I know that many years have passed but when he cheated on me I felt worthless and never asked him why he did it
"I really don't know" I frown
"What do you mean?"
"I was really young and naive, I couldn't appreciate the beautiful girl that I once used to call 'my girlfriend'" I smile at all those memories that are flashing back.
"So I cheated on her with another girl. But I guess that I was scared as well you know"
"What? Why?"
"Even though I couldn't appreciate you the right way I still knew that you were a big deal, with your show and your music career. I just knew you were important and I guess that it made me feel like I wasn't good enough"
"Oh Brad" I say with sadness
"You weren't worth any less"
"Well, maybe I wasn't at the time but when I cheated I sure was worth less than you. It's like: I was a pig and you an angel"
"Thank you for your honesty"
"No prob" One of the producers calls him
"I better go now, bye"
"Bye" He kisses my forehead and leaves, how sweet of him! Maybe we can still be friends after all.

Shawn's POV

They just finished my hair and makeup and as soon as I get out of the room I see something very unpleasant: Bradley kissing Sabrina on her forehead. Unacceptable! What the hell?! He's gonna pay for this! And what is Sabrina's problem?!
I walk up to her in rage and I can see her smiling, like nothing happened!
"Sabrina what were you-?!" Someone pushes me on set since I have to film my scenes.
This is gonna be a very long day...