Eternal Love | A Shawbrina Fanfic

Chapter 10- First Time (Smut)

Warning: This is a SMUT chapter and will be practically irrelevant for the storyline, if you're not into this kind of things then you should just skip it. Now that you've been warned, let's start with the chapter
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Sabrina's POV
We've been on the road for almost two months and tonight we're performing in Seattle and I'm so excited!
Shawn and I haven't had our first time yet and this is really stressing me out, he said that is was gonna happen soon but he obviously didn't keep his promise. Since he wasn't taking the first step I've been trying to sleep with him everywhere but he keeps turning me down, I'm afraid that he doesn't wanna have sex with me because he's not attracted to me that way. I'm honestly done with Shawn. He seems to not care about the fact that I've been ignoring him for the past week except for when we're on stage. I'm so pissed off.
After the concert I directly go back to the hotel room without even talking to him. When I open the door I see turned on candles with a fruity smell all around the bed
"Hey" Shawn says, wrapping his hands around my waist.
What is he trying to do?
"What is this Shawn?" He kisses my cheek and I move my head away
"I brought you these" He shows me a box of chocolates. Why was I mad at him again? It doesn't matter. I take the box and start eating one of them
"This is so good" I moan, he takes the box away from me and leaves it on the table
"You're gonna say that a lot tonight babe" He whispers in my ear giving me goosebumps. Damn it he's so sexy when he does that. I turn around to face him and he kisses me passionately. He pulls me closer and licks my lips, begging for entrance and I happily give it to him. Our tongues swirl around our mouths, fighting for dominance. At the end Shawn wins and whispers in between kisses
"Don't even try to be the dominant one Sabrina, this is your first time remember" He's definitely right, I'm inexperienced when it comes to this.
He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, feeling his boner against me as he grabs my butt, making me moan. He then lays me down on the bed and pulls away from the kiss to take his shirt off. I instantly bite my lip and touch them as he groans
"I'm gonna make you feel good now babygirl" He says after taking my dress off.
He's now kissing my neck and I'm getting wetter and wetter by every kiss that he's giving me. Shawn then finds the spot and starts sucking on it
"Sh-Shawn" I pant
"N-no hickeys, we have a concert tomorr-oh" This is all I mange to say through loud moans
"Just use some makeup, don't worry about it now" I bet that he left a huge one, am I right?
After he pulls away to unclasp my bra and throw it across the room, I cover my breasts all embarrassed
"What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry, I'm just nervous" He chuckles
"I know, it can be a little scary the first time because you're so insecure about your body" He bites his lip
"But I love it just the way it is so don't be ashamed" I nod and uncover them.
Shawn looks at them as he needed them to live and then starts touching my left nipple and playing with it while sucking on the other one, he really knows what he's doing because he's already driving me to the edge, and we haven't even started yet!
He suddenly stops and smirks
"Now I'm done with the warm up" What did he mean by that?
He takes off his pants and I can already see his huge bulge through his boxers.
He climbs up to me again
"Like what you see?" I nod
"From now on you can call me Mr. Mendes or Daddy got it?" I nod again
"Y-Yes mr-mr. Mendes"
"Good job, now" he starts kissing down my stomach getting closer and closer to my V zone and I'm growing more impatient by every second that he spends
"Hurry up!" He looks up at me with a huge smirk
"Calm down babygirl, or daddy is gonna have to punish you" He plays with the elastic of my underwear but then decides to take my panties off.
I'm now fully naked and waiting for Shawn to penetrate me.
"You're gonna have to wait a little bit more before the real thing honey, I'm just gonna give you the preview of what's coming next"
"What do you-" He inserts a finger inside of me and I moan
"You like it don't you?" Before I could even answer he inserts another one and starts licking my clit. I'm so close now and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to hold back
He must've noticed that I'm close since my walls are tightening up around his fingers
"Cum for me Sabrina, don't hold back" this is it, I explode with immense joy on his whole hand and mouth. He proceeds to lick me up
"Your juices taste so good" I blush and pant
"That was awesome" Shawn frowns
"We haven't even started yet, now it's finally time for the real thing"
"Is it gonna hurt?" He nods
"A little bit at the beginning, but I'll be gentle I promise"
"Okay then, let's do it" I say all excited and he takes off his underwear.
"Woah" is all I manage to say. That's so big! How in hell is it gonna fit inside of me?! He better be gentle with that!
He chuckles and grabs a condom
"Protection first" he puts it on and lines up
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yeah, but I'm also a little bit scared to be honest" I blush and he smiles
"It's normal, but you'll like it I swear" Shawn then starts kissing me before inserting himself inside of me and when he does...oh my god I can already tell that it's only the tip but it's huge. I gently gasp through the kiss
"Does it hurt?" Even in moments of pure passion, he manages to stay nice and kind. I nod
"A little bit, but keep going"
He does as I tell him and goes a little bit deeper, leaving me breathless, then he pulls out and back in, going deeper with every thrust. It hurts. A lot. So much that a tear falls down my face. He notices and stops
"I told you it was gonna hurt, do you want me to stop?" He wipes my tear away with his thumb. I shake my head
"I'll get used to it" He nods
"Okay then" Shawn starts kissing me again before thrusting inside of me.
Since I'm starting to finally feel some pleasure I beg him
"Faster, please" He sucks on my neck again
"Say my name first" I moan
"Sh-Shawn" He squeezes my butt and I moan again
"Wrong babygirl. Say.my.name."
"Mr-mr Mendes, please, go fas-faster" and he does. He goes faster and deeper now and I scream his name in both pleasure and pain
"Shawn!" He groans
"I-I'm close!"
"Me too Sab! Let's come together baby!" He kisses me roughly and thrusts one last time before I cum all over him and he pulls out
"How was it?" He says with sweat on his forehead while taking off the now sticky condom
"It was-It was great, I thought that my first time was gonna be so much worse!" He chuckles and lays back down next to me, spooning me
"I'm glad you liked it" I kiss his chest
"Was I good for being my first time?"
"You were perfect Sab" He kisses my head and after that, we both fall asleep
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It took me nearly 3 hours to write this chapter because I kept laughing 😂
This is the first smut that I wrote so it probably sucks! 🙆🏻‍♀️
Sorry!