Invisible

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Nagisa's  POV

"Hey do you need to sleep with me tonight?" I shook my head slightly as I laid on my floor bed. "Thanks Karma...."
"Anytime!" I smiled at him and laid my head on the soft pillows. That's when they fell. The tears that stung my eyes all day. I silently cried as I thought about him......

Sambre-Kun....

•~Flashback~•

It was the middle of the eighth grade year. My mom broke my elastics which made my hair flow wherever I went. I used to get bullied by women and hit on by men. It was a never ending cycle until Sambre-kun reached out to me.

Now that I think about it he kinda acts like Karma but less protective. I remember his words clear as day....

"Hey Nagisa-kun wanna hang after school!" I looked at him confused then down at the floor....
"A-are you talking to me?" He nodded rapidly which made me happy inside. "Sure but I have to be back home before dark!" He smiled warmly. It was kinda like Karma's smiles but Karma's sends warmth through your body....

Anyway.... ever since then we hung out after school. We would ding ding ditch, go to the arcade, and study for exams....

But of course all good things come to an end.....

He started acting funny around me. He would tease me in a 'friendly' way. But....he started hitting on me a bit. It was heartbreaking knowing the person you trusted for that year hits on you after you tell him you don't like that. But......

He stopped being my friend.....

Because I looked like a girl...

He told me to die or turn invisible....

So I DID turn invisible... I wore black clothes and covered my hair... I couldn't put it up without getting hit so what's the point right?
Then my dad lost it. His temper his Job his loving wife he had before. He lost all of that so of course the only other option for him was to leave.....

Then my mom slipped too....
She was abusive before but she started taking things to another level. She would get knifes heat them up and press them on my back causing burn marks. Hitting obviously and never let me cut my hair..... My life was pure hell....and just thinking about losing that last string of hope is heart wrenching...

•~End of Flashback~•

(A/N That was honestly depressing... but....I couldn't let this book be happy just yet can I?)

I woke up in arms again. I sighed and touched my cheek knowing I cried again. I've just been thinking about that. About how everyone left me because they didn't get what they wanted. I turned over to Karma to see him sleeping peacefully. His lips were slightly parted as his bangs was covering his eyes. He let out soft and small breathes. I held him closer not wanting to let go.

He was pretty cute when he sleeps... he's at such peace in the mind only dreaming no nightmares or anything. No tears just....dreams that can pull away your worries. Sometimes I wish I could be peaceful. I heard him shuffle around holding me closer as well. His warmth over came me as he put his head on mine. I couldn't help but nuzzle on his chest as I closed my eyes letting my worries flow away too...