Invisible

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Nagisa's POV

I'm invisible.....
I've always been invisible.....

Nobody has ever talked to me or acknowledged my existence. Heck even my mom doesn't see me. She only sees me as a disgrace or a mistake. She beats me, abuses me, and makes me cross dress. But that doesn't mean she sees me. What I'm trying to say is.....

I'm a doll towards her...

I have no friends. Nobody talks to me I'm just a invisible kid that nobody has even said a simple hello to....

It's not a shocker that I'm having trouble in school. I listen in school and fail. When I raise my hand for help class is dismissed. When I want help after school the teacher has already left... So I guess I have shitty luck as well.....

Oh well sulking won't get me nowhere. I may be having problems but I'm barley passing so that's good. "Nagisa!!! Are you ready for school yet???" I sighed and yelled back "Yes!" I grabbed my phone and headphones and headed downstairs.

"Bye Nagisa dear!" I waved and faked smiled. I walked out the front door and put my headphones in being completely quiet as possible. I put my hoodie up since it's freaking freezing but of course my mom took my coat away.....Typical.

     Like usual people bumped into me and didn't say sorry. I sighed and let the music take over my body...
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    "Okajima?"
   
       "Here!"
    
       "Nagisa?"

          "Here...." a heavy sigh escaped my lips as I looked out the window and watched the birds fly. Sometimes I think about a bird swooping in and saving me from my worries but that shit won't happen...

      Something caught my attention though.... "Alright class today we have a new student...." I took out one of my headphones and faced the front of the room. "Ok you may come in!" A kid with red hair, Flaming golden eyes, and a muscular body Structure came into the classroom.

      "Hi my name is Karma Akabane!" He smirked and looked around the classroom. Of course he didn't see me. So I assumed he was everyone else and looked out the window watching the birds play in the sky....

      I felt a slight tap on my shoulder. I ignored it and continued staring out the window. It happened again this time with a bit more force. I took out both of my headphones and looked at whoever poked me. It was that Karma guy again. I sighed and looked at him.
 
        Maybe....just maybe he's bluffing and thinks he's poking air. "Hey what's your name?" I was wrong.... "Nagisa...." I said it in such a monotone way that I thought he'd leave me alone. But he didn't typical.....

      "That's a girly name for a boy you know...." Wow I'm surprised he knew I was a boy..... "yeah well I'm not my own parent you know...." He sighed and faced forward. I did the complete opposite and faced the window turning my music off in the process.

   The teacher talked about a math quiz coming up soon. I sighed and placed my head on my hand. There's no way I'm passing that. My grades are already doomed so this could be it unless it doesn't count towards your grade which is highly unlikely.

        I placed my face down on the desk 'listening' to the teacher....