Seducing My Bully (BWWM)

Chapter 10-suicide

"I'm sorry about them, they are assholes" Jin said approaching me. I couldn't help but feel the hard limp in my throat. I felt like crying. All three of his friends stared at me as if they wanted me dead.

....and it hurt.

"You alright?" Jin said grabbing on to my shoulders. But I shrugged him off and got back on the track. People were now walking around me as if I was a shadow. I don't get it. I haven't done anything to anyone and yet....

...I get treated like shit.

"Quinn talk to me" Jin said attempting to grab my hand but I wouldn't allow him. My eyes locked on his three friends who were still staring at us. Dylan had the most hateful look from them all. He truly scared me.

"Why are you with me?" I finally uttered out. Like I expected Jin hesitated; raising both his eyebrows like I just caught him off guard. "Are you sure you just don't feel bad for me? I mean you can have anyone you want. But why me? What makes me special?"

My boyfriend just stood there. He didn't avoid eye contact, and he didn't frown. Just had a line on his lips. I started to get anxious. But then he lifted his hand and placed it on my chest. Curious I asked him "you like me for my boobs?"

He chuckled "no silly. Your heart. That's all I needed. Everything about you is beautiful, I don't understand how you can't see it"

"But...but..I have rolls"

"Okay so? I love every roll in your body Quinn and that's all that matters." He smiled before grabbing my hand and placing a light peck on it. "So just relax. You don't have to worry about my friends, they won't bother you ever again" he said now clutching my shoulders and pulling me close.

I breathed a calm sigh and finally let out a smile. Yeah he's right. I shouldn't worry. He has my back, and he genuinely looks like he cares for me....

I stared back at the three boys. Dylan still had his eyes locked on mine. I started to get a really bad feeling about this.

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For the first time ever, gym class went by so quick. Jin and I walked the mile which went by so fast that I was actually quite disappointed it was over. All we talked about was each other. He said he wanted to get married in a few years. I asked him about children but he shockingly said he didn't want kids.
Since his parents died he really didn't know if he would ever make a good parent. It was honestly heartbreaking to listen to. I don't how a human like him with a horrible past turn into someone so kind hearted and humble.

"We can have pets instead" he cheesed

"Are you implying you would want to marry me?" I joked

He slowly stuck out his pinky finger. Playing along I linked mines with his. He then slowly kissed both our pinky's and whispered "I promise"

My heart started racing and I felt my anxiety kick in. The way he said that just made me excited. How can a person get so turned on by such words. Maybe it was the way he was looking at me, or maybe it was his nice little smirk. I couldn't help but smile back. Even though we just started dating; I honestly did feel like we were going to last.

I didn't see much of Jin's three friends; Dylan, Zack or Nick. They just disappeared. I did notice Sophia. I forgot she had first period with me. She looked miserable today; walking by herself with arms crossed and head bent down in despair.