Pulling Heart Strings

Chapter 73

Rose's pov.

"Girl Trust me. Everything is gonna be fine." Mae said holding my hand. "Ya you're worrying too much." Lyn said who was standing In front of me. Right now we're at the hospital to confirm my pregnancy. The doctor called Dr. Johnson already did a few test. Urin test, blood test and etc.

Right now we're in some sort of waiting room. "Hell. Can't he just already come. It's not like I'm suddenly not pregnant anymore." Lyn rolled her eyes at me.

"Just wait. There's still a tiny little chance that you're not pregnant." Mae assured. Ugh. I hope. I don't wanna carry Stephen's child. Right now all I can do is pray and hope.

"Ms. Kingsley. Dr. Johnson us ready to see you." A nurse said with a notepad in her arm. I nodded and followed the nurse to some room. My girls were walking closely behind me. Puuh. I really don't feel like hearing it right now.

"So Ms. Kingsley take a seat. And you as well." Dr. Johnson was a man. He seemed to be the beginning of the thirties. He was tall and had brown hair. And a warm tone of brown eyes. I had to say he was handsome. Not as much as Stephen but still. Why am I even thinking about this bastard.

"So according to your test results you're pregnant in the third month. Congratulations" How? How did I not realise it before. I mean 3 fucking months. I did have a few symptoms but I never took it serious.

I weekly smiled at the doctor and he seemed to have realised that I didn't seem to astonished by the news. "It's ok." Mae assured rubbing the palm of my hand. "It seems like you're not too fond of the news. But make sure that you don't stress yourself too much. It's not good for the baby health." The doctor added giving me an assuring smile.

If it just would be that easy. "Yes doctor." I smiled back. How am I gonna raise this child? I mean I don't think Matt will help me with this knowing it's not his child. And Stephen nah I don't give a fuck about him. Though I don't want my child to grow up without her father. Ugh What am I supposed to do?

"If I'm allowed to ask. Why didn't the father of the child come?" He didn't have to ask that. Though I'm not gonna be rude. "Ya he's not there." I shrugged still. "I'm sorry. But if you have any questions or problems feel free to call me ok?" He stood up from his chair stretching his hand. I took it and smiled. "Thanks."

Afterwards we went back to the parking lot. I sat in the front with Mae while Lyn sat in the backseat. "Oh man. How am I supposed to tell Matt?" That was the part that scared me the most. Him leaving me. " Girl. He really loves you. I'm sure he'll forgive you."

If it just would be so easy. "Girl you don't know him. Loyalty means so much to him. See in the beginning stages of our relationship there was this one party. I ended up getting drunk and made out with some random guy. Matt was so fucking pissed. He didn't talk to me for a day. I had to beg him to forgive me. And see that was just a kiss. Imagine how he'll react when he finds out I cheated on him. Especially with Stephen the guy he despises the most."

That's true. Matt is one of the most loyal person I've ever met. He didn't even touch other woman throughout our relationship. Not even a single time. I'm really grateful for that.

"Damn you've got yourself a good man." Lyn chuckled. It was true though. He is the best boyfriend any girl could ask for. I always feel like I don't deserve such greatness. "Rose. Mathew will come around. Trust me." Mae confirmed. "Hopefully." I sighed.

A few hours later...

Mathew's pov.

I'm on my way home. I met up with an old friend of mine. I opened the door of out little apartment. I saw my baby laying on the sofa and watching American Horror Story. I thinks that's what it's called. "Hey baby." I greeted her and joined her on the sofa laying her head on my lap. "Hey Matt." She said rubbing my cheek.

"What have you been up to? And before I forget to ask what did the the doctor say?" I could feel her body lightly stiffen. "Umm ya he said that everything is fine but I did have a food poisoning." That was definitely a lie. Because whenever she lies she doesn't look at me. Also her body tenses up and that's exactly what happend.

"Babe why are you lying?" She never lies to me unless it's something really bad or something she regrets. What is she hiding? "I...Umm...I'm not lying baby." Stuttering also a sign that a person is lying. And Rose is definitely a bad liar. " Babe you are. I mean whenever you like you're really tensed and stutter. Whatever it is tell me. There is no need to hide anything from me. I love you."

I find it still disappointing that she lies to me. I mean we've been together for four years and it's kinda sad that she doesn't trust me with everything.

She let out a deep sigh. "Matt. Please promise me that you won't leave me after what I'm about to say." That's means it's something really serious. I could feel myself tense up. "Babe I'm not gonna leave you. It can't be that bad." Atleast I hope it isn't.

"Matt it is something serious. And I really regret doing it. Please promise me that you won't leave me. I really can't loose you. I love you." Ok now it's definitely bad. I felt my whole body tense up. I took a deep breath. I felt a bit of anger in my blood. "Rose tell me." I gritted.