Pulling Heart Strings

Chapter 21

Rose's pov.

I looked at him and took a little step back. He just smiled at my nervousness. He rubbed my back trying to calm me down. And it helped. But I was still shocked by what he just said. His steel grey eyes staring into mine.

Suddenly he came closer to me. He started taking a step forward. I took a step back not knowing what he was doing. He came closer and I went back. Until my back hit a wall.

He put both of his hands on each side of my face. He came closer. His eyes looking into mine and then on my lips. He licked his lip and smiled. I wanted to stop him but something in me didn't let me.

The next second his lips touched my neck. I slightly jumped at the touch. His soft lips kissing my neck sent chils down my spine. I closed my eyes in pleasure. Stephen then started kissing my jawline and the my cheek. His lips moved closer to my lips. His kissed the corner of my lips. But then he went a bit back.

I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me. He then came closer and said ,,Don't worry I won't do those things to you." The smirk formed on his lips and he added ,,Not yet."

He then took some distance and started walking. What does he mean by not yet. Would he really do that to me. I found myself wondering what would happen if he did. Again a chill ran down my spine.

,.You coming?" He shouted from a distance. I came back to reality, took a deep breath and shouted ,,Ya. Wait." I ran over to him. The rest of the walk was pure silent. None of us even tried to talk. It would be a bit awkward.

After a while we arrived at home. His car was standing in the parking lot. ,,Where did your car came from?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows. ,,I told a friend of mine to bring it." He said shrugging his shoulders.

,,Come on let's get the things." He said and we walked to the car. There were a lot of bags. I took a few and he did. We took the elevator to my apartment.

He helped me carrying them inside. ,,Do you want something to drink?" I asked him. ,,Nah it's ok." He said walking to the door. I walked with him and he opened the door and looked at me.

,,Thank you." I said smiling at him. He leaned on the door frame and said ,,The pleasure was mine. And am I forgiven now?" I just pretended to think but then laughingly said ,,Ya you're." He smiled. ,,Ok then good night." I said looking at him. He then came closer and kissed my forehead. ,,Good night." He said and left. I blushed and his lips against my skin felt incredible.

I closed the door behind me and walked into the living room. I took my phone and was about to walk into my room when I saw Mae.

,,Where has our little Rose been?" She asked sarcastically. ,, I was out with a friend." I said shrugging my shoulder. I went into the kitchen to get myself some water and she followed me.

,,Oh Stephen is your friend?" She asked sitting on the counter. ,,No. Why would you think that?" I said trying to hide it. ,,Funny. I saw you both coming in. And also I saw that little kiss." She said smirking.

,,Ok. I went shopping with him. Happy?" I said rolling my eyes. ,,You went shopping for a whole fucking day?" She asked raising her eyebrow. ,,Ok we ate breakfast and the went shopping. After that we ate dinner." I said sighing.

,,Aha. And any hot news?" She asked. ,,Nah just that kiss you saw." I said drinking the water. ,,Why do I  have the feeling that you're lying?" She asked.

So then I explained her everything. That I made this deal with him yesterday. And then everything that happend. The dirty things he told me. Ya just everything.

,,He really said that?" She asked referring to that moment in the road. ,,Ya creepy right?" I said drinking everything. ,,Definitely. But just imagine. Stephen spanking that little ass of yours." She said.

J just blushed at the thought. ,,Shut up. It's embarrassing." I said walking back to the living room. She followed me and said ,,Oh is little Rose blushing? But just be careful with that guy. He already hurt you." I sighed at the thought.

,,I know. But I have faith in him. I hope he won't do anything like that again." I said smiling at her. ,,I know. Just be careful" she said. I just nodded and went to my room. I threw myself on the bed.

Why is everyone telling me to be careful with him as if he's a monster. I know they meant it good. It's just that I see everything with a different eye. They see it realistic and I try to see the good things in him. Also maybe he behaves different to me than them.

Maybe I should be careful with him. I thought about everything that happend today. He was so genuine. It was a totally different Stephen. Generally he's pretty arrogant but today he was such a kind person.

I like this Stephen. But then there is this flirty sexual side of him. The things he whispered. Spanking and fucking. Did he already do that to anyone.

The thought made me barf. Him fucking some chick in the ass. Maybe I should ask him. No that would be way to embarrassing. But it hurt a bit. What if he did?

Ok why do I even care. We're not even together. We're just at the beginning. We're just building up a friendship. Ok there might have been some bad experience. But I hope that at least we'll be good friends. I don't think I can handle a relationship right now. Also I'm not sure if I can do it with him. I still don't know him too well.