Pulling Heart Strings

Chapter 64

Stephen's pov.

I knew what I was doing is wrong but right now I just wanted to enjoy her presence. ,,Stephen. Please stop before we end up doing something that well regret." I sighed. ,,Rose. There is nothing I'd regret about you. Even though I know that this whole thing is completely wrong. Please let me be with you one last time." She looked at me with shock and pain at the same time. ,,But Stephen both of us are with someone else we love. I really don't wanna hurt them. I love you more than I should. But this is totally wrong." She said putting her hand on my heart. Her touch made me melt.

Rose's pov.

I don't what came over me. But I had the urge to be close to him. Just like he did. ,,I don't care if it's wrong. We never got to actually happily end our relationship. So just let me be with you one last time." I shook my head as I felt a tear run down my cheek. ,,Baby girl please I love you. It's not only sex. I wanna show you how much I'm in love with you. Actual love." He said as he rested forehead against mine. I didn't want to but my heart wanted to be with him. ,,I don't know Stephen. You know that we'll end up hurting the ones we love. The guilt is gonna eat us up."

He grabbed my face in his hands. ,,No it won't happen. What they don't know won't hurt them. I know it's cheating. But I love you and please give me one last day with you as my girl only my girl." I took a deep breath. I'm gonna regret it but I needed him. ,,One day. After that we'll just go back to boss and employee. No hard feelings?" I could feel myself getting hurt. It's gonna hurt but the need was bigger. He sighed and sadly looked into my eyes. ,,No hard feelings." He gave me a little peck on the lips.

,,Just tomorrow be my girl. Let's enjoy the time with each other and forget everything else." That's gonna be hard. ,,Ok. I'll give you my address. Please wait on the next street. I'll come." I said getting up from his lap. ,, I'll see you tomorrow." He said also getting up. ,,Want me to drop you?" He asked tugging at his shirt. ,,And let my boyfriend kill us. No thank you." He chuckled. ,,Then bye." I waved at him and took a bus home.

I stood at the door. Now I have to find a way to escape for the weekend. I already felt guilty for what I'm gonna do. Maybe I should just let it be and not meet him. That's the best. But the inner me didn't let me. I have to go. I love this man even after what he did. Now I'm gonna lie to the man I love right now to be with the man I used to love. Great life.

I unlocked the door and walked in. It was just nine in the evening so not to late for him to get suspicious. Where is he? I walked into the living room finding Matt watching a movie. ,,Mathew I'm home." I shouted hanging my jacket and bag. ,,Baby come here." He said patting on the sofa. I sat next to him and he pulled me into his embrace. ,,Was he too hard on you?" He asked while looking at the tv. If you only knew. ,,Nah he just told me to work out this stack of paper. But the a colleague named Kelly helped me get through it. So I finished faster than I thought." He kissed my temple.

,,Good on for Netflix and chill?" He asked smirking at me. ,,Netflix yes but I'm to tired for chill." I giggled. ,,Ok but cuddly right?" He asked resting his head on top of mine. ,,Sure. But first let me take a shower ok?" He pulled me closer to him not wanting to let go. ,,No no. Later." He said snuggling up closer. ,,Nope I feel dirty. Just let me go. I'll try to hurry up." I said pulling myself away from him. He gave me the puppy dog eyes but I just walked away. It was too cute.

I stripped of my dress and jumped into the shower. The warm water flew down my body. I'm really unsure. I just made an agreement with my ex to be with him for one day. What kinda girlfriend am I. Cheating Mathew. But I agreed on that and now I'll just do it. It's not like he forced me. I just wanted it as much as he did. But what excuse am I gonna find. Then it strikes me. Mae.

I got out of shower and directly called her. ,,Girl I need your help." I directly said. ,,With what?" She asked confused. I sighed. Then I explained her the whole situation. About the agreement and all. ,,Wait so you're gonna spend the whole fucking day with Stephen and then fuck him?" She asked shock visible in her voice. ,,Yes expect the last part." She groaned a little. ,,How stupid are you to agree on something so stupid?" She asked. I know I'm stupid.

,,Girl I know it's stupid. But I couldn't get my self to deny. So now I'm gonna do it." She sighed. ,,And what should I do?" Finally she gets to the important part. ,,So I'll just tell Matt that I'm with you for the weekend. All you have to do is whenever he asks something to day that I'm with you." Please agree. Please. ,,I really don't find it a good idea. But it seems like you want this. But please be careful that Matt doesn't find out. He'll hate you." It's a big risk that I'm ready to take even though I'll feel guilty. ,,Thank you." I said. Damn please don't let this be a bad decision. Oh who am I kidding obviously it is."