Pulling Heart Strings

Chapter 16

Rose's pov.

,,Come on please come. It'll be so much fun." Mae said pleading. ,,Oh god. I really dunno. Also he'll be there and I don't wanna see his stupid face yet." I said. ,,But I'm there, Jake is there. So there won't be anytime where you'll be alone with him." She said. ,,But he hurt me. And I'm still angry at him." I said shaking my head.

Mae sighed. ,,Please come for me. You can't let me alone with two stupid guys." She asked intertwining her fingers and pleading. ,,Ya then go and get another friend of yours to accompany you." I said not so convinced. ,,But you're my best girl. Pretty please." She said. And I shook my head. ,,Please love. Please come for me." She said. She was doing the puppydog eyes. I looked into them. UHH I can't say no longer. ,,Fine." I said groaning.

She started jumping like a little girl and seemed so happy. It was really cute. But I'm still not sure if I can face him.

,,Girl now come. I have two outfits for you. Try them on." She said pointing on the closet. I went over to her and saw the two dresses. A mini dress in red which was really tight, really sexy. The other one was black and a bit more puffy and cuter. I already knew I was going to wear the black one. But for her I tried on the other one as well.

I came out wearing the red dress. ,,Girl damn it's so hot. That beautiful curves though. You have to wear this." She said. I looked in the mirror. ,,Oh god no. I don't feel comfortable in that. It makes me feel fat and like a whore." I said not so sure. ,,Come on. You're not fat. Also you look damn sexy." She said. ,,I'm not sure. Let me just try the other one as well." I said shrugging my shoulders. She nodded.

I put on the black dress and felt much better. I looked in the mirror and thought my arms looked way to fat. But I didn't tell her. It was short but not too short. ,,This is much better. I feel good." I said looking at myself. ,,Obviously you do. It's cute and really pretty. But I like the red one more." She said trying to convince me. ,,But I have to feel good. So I'll wear the black one." I said smiling. ,,Why are you so unsure of yourself? But ok it still looks good. As long as you feel happy I'm ok with it. Although I would have preferred the other one." She said and I shrugged.

,,Now come on let me put some make up on your face and then I'll finish myself up. Then we can go." She said and I nodded. She started putting on the foundation. I'm actually not the type who wears much make up but I let her do. She then put on eyeshadow, lipstick and everything that needed to be done. At last she curled my hair a bit and let it fall down.

She scanned my look and said ,,You look so good. Damn you're so pretty you know." ,,Thank you." I said smiling. I then went and sat down on the bed waiting for her to get ready. I was kinda nervous. I don't go to parties that much. And the most I was scared to see him.

,,And done. How do I look?" She asked raising an eyebrow. She was wearing a beige tank and mini skirt. Her hair tied up in a nice bun. Beautiful make up. ,,Wow. I never knew you could look so beautiful." I said laughing. ,,Ehy I'm always pretty." She said. ,,Just kidding. You look great. Really sexy." I said smiling.

,,Thanks babe. Now let's get going." She said taking my hand. We went down and a cab was waiting there. She went in and me too. The car took us on a not too long trip.

The closer we were the more my fear and frustration grew. I really didn't feel like going to a party. I never went on parties. The last time I went I almost got raped. But I was obviously sexually and physically abused. Mentally I became so week. I can still remember how that guy touched me. His hand traveling down my body. I disgusts me.

I wish I didn't drink that evening. But the past ist the past. Now I'm a new person with a new life. One thing I learned in my life is be kind and brave. That's something my mother thought me. But thing is I didn't tell my family the complete truth. I didn't wanna tell them because it would hurt them really hard. But I told the police the whole truth that's all what matters.

And I know right now they're behind bars and won't come out. That's enough to make me feel safe. Also I'm out of that place. Although I wish I could have stayed there, it was for my own safety. But it was just not the guy who abused me. There were also people who bullied me. Ugh life was so great.

Suddenly the car stopped. We arrived at a club. Ugh great. ,,Really. Out of all those places you chose a fucking club?" I asked raising my eyebrows.  She rolled her eyes and said ,,First of all girl you need to live. You're like a little child. Second of all the owner is a friend of Jake so everything is going to be fine." She rubbed my cheek. She then took my hand in hers and asked ,.Ready?". I took a deep breath and said ,,Ready."