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AN:
So after a lot of deliberating I've decided how this novel is gonna go 😈 hold onto your seats. Please leave all weapons at the door before entering for the safety of the author.

QUESTION: Whose going to die? The choices are:
A. A character you know
B. A character that is going to be introduced

Shoutout when said character kicks the can 👍

Daniella POV

"Cheers!" Kehlani hollered holding up a champagne glass. Ellie held up her water with a grin. Grady on the other hand looked pale from the news that Ellie was pregnant. I wondered if that would be how Gerald would look if I decided to go through with this pregnancy plan. Pale like a ghost knowing it wasn't biologically his.

"Cheers everyone." I downed my champagne glass with Gerald having his arm around me as he downed his own glass. The album was done, sent off to the press for release. It felt like a weight was off my shoulders. At least a portion of weight.

"Can't wait to be back on tour." I glanced to Marty after he made the comment. Tour. It was what tore us apart last time, at least one of the bigger factors. It scared me and then again I knew because I signed up for this life. Christmas was coming and.  right after New Years G-Eazy would take over and Gerald sink into the background. Like a fallen angel becoming Leviathan. I wandered to the balcony of our home and refilled my glass of champagne before looking out to the mountains.

"You ready?" I glanced back to see Ellie and shook my head.

"I'm never ready for him to go on tour. Especially since we both are staying behind this time. How's Grady taking the whole baby thing?"

"He's slowly getting interested. How about G? Have you talked to Aaron?" I shook my head in response before taking a sip.

"Gerald is too busy to be dealing with me getting pregnant right now. My life will just have to go on pause for bit. Stay busy with Kevin and work. I haven't seen nor heard from Taylor or my father. Both probably plotting their next move."

"I'll be here with you D don't you worry about that shit. Being pregnant makes me ten times more scary anyways." She smirked before taking a sip of her water.

"I think that only counts when you start to show Ellie." I couldn't help but chuckle before motioning inside. "Devon is going for us."

"You trust her?"

"I highly doubt she'd want to even get involved with Gerald. Plus as sick as it sounds I'm almost already expecting Gerald to fuck around. You know him on your. Drinking, clubs, and girls. How can I expect him to contain himself."

"He's a grown man. He should know how to control himself."

"We both know Gerald and G-eazy are like two different people." She groaned and grabbed my hand and closed the balcony doors.

"So you didn't contact Aaron when you got back to LA?" I rolled my eyes before crossing my arms.

"I didn't see a reason to Ellie. If I can't have a baby right now why bother him? Famous actors don't have time for our bullshit." I opened the doors to go inside and leaned against the counter while sipping on my glass.

"What's got you brooding baby?"

"You leaving in like a month." He chuckled and stood in front of me, pressing a kiss to my forehead.

"I hate that you can't come. I know you gotta stay cause Ellie can't handle the stress of the company in her current state."

"Whose gonna stop you from doing something dumb?" He chuckled and took my glass, pulling me against his chest. Gerald purposefully found a way not to answer the question because he too didn't know the answer.

"You know I always come home to you baby girl. You and Kevin are my world." The thought in my mind played over and over again. Yeah he came home to me at the end of the tour, but how many women would cross that path. I'd never cheated on Gerald. Never deserved those things the last tour brought. I pushed the emotions down and hugged him back, taking in the smell of his cologne. "I'll be okay."

"I know you will. At least you've got James right?" I laughed weakly and pulled away to look up at him. "Lani too."

"Like I said I'll be okay. I'll call when I can and FaceTime you and Kevin. When this tour is over I wanna marry you again Danny. I want you to be Mrs. Gillum."

"Gerald-"

"I mean it. I wish we could run off to the court house before I go, but I know you need your time. You've been through a lot and we've been through a lot. Zayn and you and all that shit. I understand looking back and I understand why you left. I fuck up by putting you and the family on the back burner for this life. It's a huge sacrifice and I know you hate it sometimes. So do I, but I love what I do. I love you too."

"I love you too." It was all I could manage to say before kissing him softly. The two sides of a Gemini so different it was like a whole different person. I placed my head on his chest and prayed he'd come out of this tour the same. He'd make it through and come home like it was a normal job

It's never that easy. I say that now looking back at this memory frozen in time. Tour would be something that would change us. Pull us apart like clay and end up pulling us back together. Only something so dramatic and dark could change it all. Something like death would bring us together. Then again maybe Gerald and I would never have another moment like this right here in our kitchen. Another moment of Mr. and Mrs.Gillum.

January fifteenth 2017 G-Eazy embarked on a world your leaving his son and fianceé standing in that LAX airport waving good bye. Tears filled in their eyes. They wouldn't be there when he got back.

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