The Life Names Happiness.

10- Teasing and confusing

Kit's line.

I am so shy, so I stand in front of the mirror and see my red face. What is that to me? why I am feeling happy and warm now. It looks like I just find back my life after a lot of years. I feel safety as if I ever feel that. After a few minutes, I take a deep breath, then showering.

After I go out bathroom, I look around and I see Beam is already sitting on the cough and looking at me with his smirked face but Ming is not here now.

Beam: "What .... are you looking for? hmmmm, ah no, who are you looking for, Kitty? Beam asked with teasing voice.

Kit: "N..o no no one, why didn't you go back last night? I looked away from his eyes, wearing my T-shirt and turned his notice to other topic.

Beam: "Okay, I am sorry, I just get back a few minutes ago. Now wait for me, I will go to bathroom then we go to event's place together, Kitty" Beam fetched a sign and said to me.

Kit: "Um" simply word.

This moment I am thinking about Ming, how can I feel disappointed because I don't see him here when I step out from bathroom and now I want to meet him very very much. I don't know what happen to me. I don't care anymore I decide to take a chance to meet him.

Kit: "I can't wait, I have to go there first, I have an appointment with Ai'Lam for discussing something before event start, so I leave now" I talked to Beam without look at him and then I get out the room.

After leaving my room, I go straight to Ming's room but I stop in middle of the way. One side I think what reason I tell him when I come there? Pick him up? or just pass through? I can't let him know, the more I can't tell him that I want to meet him so I come. But other side I think what is wrong if I pick him up, it only looks like I concern my junior after his protective to me last night.

I confuse but decide go to his room, then I stop again when I am standing at a corner near their room. I ask myself "what I will say if I meet Pha and N'Yo? I already have no reason to find them. While I am thinking, I see Ming rush out of his room, he is running as if he see a ghost and his direction is my room. I also run after him, but keep a distance. I see him knock the door but nobody open (maybe Beam is enjoying his showering or he left). After knocking a few times, Ming makes a sad face, then step toward the event only looking down the ground.

I don't know what with him, he is walking as if he knows about this place clearly, no need to look the direction also come to right place. I can see all these process of incident, I feel more happy now somehow I definite that he is looking for me. I make quick decision then I run to a tall tree which along the road he is walking to wait for him.

(my words: yeah Kitty, this resort belongs to Ming's family and the staffs already know how to serve their troublemaker young-master to chase after his lover).

That's stupid Ming, he is walking or crawling, so slow ( I don't know he is slow or I am expecting to see him, so I feel rushed). Again, other stupid moment, he doesn't see me when he pass through me, oh god, what is happening in his mind. I really intend I will make this as an accident meeting, that not I am waiting for him but ... oh god.. but he just walk without knowing about my present.

I talk to myself "what should I do? Let him go? or call out him? I am confusing when I see he is going away from my place, I call his name without hesitantly.

He immediately turn back with his face shows that he know who is calling him, yeah, no incredulity he recognize my voice as fast as a flash.

His reaction and his smile at that moment make me happy. I feel relieve, I let go all my worries and just walking with him on the path until we come the place.

I have my tasks and he too, so we separate to do our own task. I am discussing with Lam about plan, then I see Beam and Pha. I act as if there is nothing special to dodge their teasing questions.

Ming is doing well, he looks so handsome in introduce clip, I am standing behind camera which is filming him. He is looking the camera's direction to show his sweet and love actions but somehow I feel he is looking at me when he does those actions or I am dreaming. hmm ????

By the way, I don't care other thing. I just realize that he is no scary person, and he is not doing anything bad on me. Opposite, he is making my life turn to other good way. I can't say about my feeling to him at this moment clearly because I need more time to definite.

p/s: the story is show up in my mind but it is midnight now. Ok, I want to write one more chapter. So please support me with your votes and comments. Thank you.