Chapter Ten "Love Is Blind"

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{ August. }

A few minutes after K left the door bell rang and Chaz opened it. In walked Jae and Kay. Jae smiled at me as I sat on the couch holding my daughter.

"Who's this?" Jae asked.

Damn. I honestly had forgot about that. I quickly made up a lie, playing it real smooth. "Um my cousin." I lied smoothly. Chaz coughed dramatically making me glare at him.

"What's her name?" Jae asked. I mentally face palmed myself. I didn't plan none of this shit out. K didn't even tell me her name. Matter fact she did but I forgot. I looked at her and said the first name that popped in my head. "Tallie."

"Aw, that's a pretty name." Jae reached out for "Tallie" and I gave her to Jae. She took her going into the living room and started playing with her while Kay looked me up and down with a stale face.

"That ain't yo damn cousin. She looks just like you. Liar." Kay whisperd quietly but voilently. I shrugged shooing her off. She rolled her eyes at me and went in the living room sitting beside Jae. I sighed walking over there sitting in the love seat. Chaz looked at me and shook his head.

"What's her name again?" Kay asked with a sly smirk on her face.

"Tallie." I said proudly remembering her fake name. Chaz doubled over in laughter and we all looked at him.

"Nigga didn't ole' girl say her name was Morgan." Chaz said. A lightbulb instanly popped inside my head.

"Damn, you right my bad." I made a mental note to kick Chaz ass for selling me out and ease dropping on my conversations. But I was cut off my thoughts when a pillow hit me. So I did what any nigga did when they have a reflex. I threw it back and Jae doged it along with Kay.

"August I'm holding the baby don't do that." Jae yelled. I rolled my eyes. Kay crossed her legs looking irritated and I already knew what was coming next. Here we go.

"Jae look at that baby. Doesn't she look like she could be related to August? Like I don't know his daughter?" Kay blurted smirking. A evil smirk.

Jae looked at Morgan and then back at me. The look of confusion soon turned into a look of anger. She got up bringing Morgan to me and sitting her on my lap. Then her and Kay left. I rolled my eyes. Kay ain't have to put a nigga on blast like that. That wasn't even right.

{ Jae. }

I can't believe this bull. I really just broke up with Kevin to be August. I must be on crack. But other than being disappointed with myself I was more disappointed with August because he didn't tell me he got some hoe pregnant. Ugh! I was furious. I should've slapped the mess out of him.

"You alright Jae?" I looked down at my nails my anger slowly turning into sadness. Something about the way she said it made me come to realization. August once again had broke my heart. It hurt, you know? Like no one else but August made me feel this way.

"I'm fine." I quickly wiped the tear that was falling.

"Don't even worry about him." Kay pattted my back for comfort. If only she knew it wasn't that easy. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I was in love with him.

[Chorus:]

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said "one second baby please hear me"

[Chorus]

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

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