The History of Freddie Mercury by MV Ahundova

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So, we modeled a situation in which Freddie Mercury is a depraved homosexual, and Mary is his close friend. The behavior of Mary Austin in this case has nothing to do with love and decency, and it is, to put it mildly, strange. And all this situation in the presentation of Mary does not correspond either to logic or to common sense.

Finally, the story of Mary Austin from the point of view of psychology is worthless. Any woman in her place could never even see a man who was so scary, so disgustingly humiliated her. She could not even hear his name even years later. And she does not get out of his life, demonstrating a complete lack of pride.

According to her, when they lived together for more than six years, she began to notice something strange in Freddie's behavior. He tried not to meet her, he became uncommunicative. Mary suspected that he had another woman. "It all changed the day Freddie told her that she wanted to communicate something important that should have changed their relationship forever. He said: "I think I'm bisexual." I answered: "I think you're gay." Nothing more was said. We hugged each other. "

So you imagine this sentimental scene from the newfangled film about gays with Madonna in the title role. He is a handsome brunette, in a gentle and touching voice, says that he no longer wants to sleep with her, since he likes men. She is a beautiful blonde, instead of immediately grasping her boyfriend with a screech, having canceled all his concerts for a week ahead, gently calls him blue. They joyfully embrace, rejoicing at the opportunity to finally get rid of pretty boring sex ... Will you say I'm kidding? No, it's Mary Austen who mocks Freddie Mercury - and at the same time everyone who reads this nonsense!

In addition, no one, including Mary Austin herself, does not notice that her story is simply ridiculous! It turns out that a seven-year joint life with this lady made such an indelible impression on Freddie that after that he could not communicate with women at all and became gay from grief! Quite good self-promotion!

Once again, we return to the sad days after Freddie's death. All the leading British newspapers print interviews with Mary Austin. They report a terrible sorrow, in which the sorrowful girlfriend of the singer is. "Sobbing, Mary Austin told us ... It's a terrible loss for me, but I'll try to be strong ... I lost the closest person in my life" ... Mary Austin does not stop crying, constantly confessing her love for the deceased. November newspapers go out with her multi-page interviews ...

Stop. Mary Austin, of course, is a good actress, but her psychology failed.

Each of you had to see people who had just lost their loved ones. Many experienced this grief themselves. A person who has just suffered such a loss is not physically able to communicate with the press, let alone give large interviews. At best, journalists are able to knock out a few words interrupted by sobbing. People who really experienced the death of Freddie, behaved in this way.

Elton John could not normally lead an emergency telegram of Mercury's memory with excitement - he sobbed and could not speak. Frantic parents and Sister Freddie could not say anything at all - journalists could not get an interview with them. From Brian May, Roger Taylor and John Deacon, the press received a few brief phrases that they could not really say - they were choked with tears. Only a week later they were able to perform - but even then they could not help crying. In the first days after the tragedy, the camera caught Roger Taylor, wandering along the wall of Mercury's house in a state of apparent prostration. Brian May sent his message to Queen fans in writing - he could hardly speak.

The only "inconsolable" Mary Austin willingly gives out huge interviews, without forgetting every time about and without an excuse to add - all his life Freddie loved me, me and only me! I'm the only woman in his life!

It is possible not to attach importance to what Mary said then, and to forgive her - a woman at the last stage of pregnancy, and even after such a shock, she could simply not understand what she was carrying. But years later she said the same thing.

The terrible grief and abundant tears, coupled with pregnancy, did not prevent her at all:

To give all the details of Freddie's personal life in the last few years.

To tell in detail about the last days of his life, including the physiological details of his dying.

By name, those who visited him in recent days.

I assure you, not every person in a normal state is able to pronounce such a text without preliminary preparation and without a piece of paper. Pregnant and heartbroken Mary Austin - could.

I wonder how she rehearsed her way out to reporters?

This is not the only Mary Austin puncture. She still gave out her hypocrisy more than once.

When expelled from the house of Jim Hutton made a scandal, the press turned to Mary for explanations. She had a great opportunity to get even with an impostor and avenge Freddy, but instead she said:

"I'm sorry for Jim, but that was Freddie's will." He left me this house, you see, me, me, me!

Just one second Mary Austin left the role of a grieving girlfriend, but that was enough - she gave out what she really needed from Freddie. Immediately she realized that she had made a mistake, and, making a mournful face, added with a sigh: "But I would prefer that he was with me in this house."

In another interview, she sadly said that Freddie was always her family, and "even the guys who worked in his house were also my family. When they left, I was left alone. Everyone who was in his house left ... ".

But everyone knows that she herself fired these "guys", she herself replaced all the servants in Mercury's house! There is nothing criminal about the fact that she broke up the past - servants and spongers-friends - she had every right to do so. But why this hypocritical lie about the "family"!

It just hides the true reasons for the dismissal of all the servants - these people knew too much.

She indignantly talks about relatives and friends of Freddie, including unnamed by name mythical gay partners - they supposedly believe that Mary has received too much from Freddie. "They say that as if I did not deserve it. They believed that everything should go to them, "- sincerely indignant Mary.

Any decent woman would say in her place: "I am unworthy, I did not deserve it, because I did nothing for Freddie." But Mary Austin not only considers herself worthy of this inheritance and swings rights no worse than any bazaar vendor - she also boastfully declares: "Mercury bequeathed to me his millions."

Wow incarnated modesty and shyness! If someone tried to take this penny from the shy, it would be hard for this unfortunate person! However, if the author of the aphorism "Modesty is the lot of mediocrity" is right, Mary Austin is a person of outstanding talents!

She says that in the first days after her death, Freddie could not fall asleep in the house where he died. This can be understood. But then she would have to refrain from moving into the house, after spending some time in her apartment (which, by the way, she received from Freddie). But she immediately moved into the house with her lover, child and things! And, as you have already seen, I could not hide my joy from this!

She says she was tormented for a long time with a sense of guilt. Moreover, she claims that she did not commit suicide only because of the children. But the journalists who interviewed her, although they came under her charm, but still noted that she looks in the house of Freddie blooming and happy. In the photographs, she shines with a satisfied smile.

She also says that for five years she could not bring herself to sleep ... in Freddie's bedroom! But why traumatize your psyche and sleep on the bed where your loved one died - in a house where there are several bedrooms! Choose any - and this lock in memory of Freddie! But she slept there - it means she did not care.

By the way, women, who for various reasons have become heirs of great people, usually turn their houses into museums and on special days even allow them to drive excursions. But "modest and shy" Mary Austin loves and respects everything connected with Freddie Mercury so much that she will let the dogs down on any fan who wants to go to the house of her idol. For ten years she has not allowed anyone to go inside, only once or twice had journalists been allowed to go there - just to remind them again ...

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