Chapter 35

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"Oh come on you don't expect me to fit in your clothes." Jungkook smiled and shrugged. "Well, I'm sorry that I'm small. Not my fault. " Taehyung stripped down to nothing as he turned to Jungkook in his full glory. "Wow! Cover up!" Jungkook said as he turned back around. Taehyung slipped on some sweats as he started "Aw why. The fun just started." And that's when it hit him. As Taehyung said that he started to feel dizzy. He started to remember Danny and what he has said. What he had done. In his dream. He couldn't do this. He collapsed on the floor, the world spinning Around him. "Jungkook!"

Taehyung yelled as he grabbed Jungkook's waist, stopping him from the hard fall. "Hey, hey Jungkook are you alright?" Taehyung asked as he held the boy in his hands. "Did I do something? What's wrong are you okay?" Jungkook closed his eyes as he gasped for air. Taehyung picked him up and laid him on the bed. "Hey, Jungkook?" Jungkook looked at his lover and back At the dogs who were now watching him with worry. He stayed like that for a long while.

Before he slowly fell asleep. Taehyung didn't know what to do. What do you do when your boyfriend collapses just like that. He looked back at Jungkook who was now asleep. He looked at the dogs and sighed. "What happened since I was gone?" The dogs looked at each other before walking to Jungkook's suitcase. They started scratching it, causing Taehyung to get suspicious. He opened the suitcase and looked at the dogs who started pulling all of his clothes out. On the very bottom, he found a notebook that had Jungkook's name on it in sharpie with a 'Do not touch.'

Taehyung grabbed the book and sat at the edge of the bed and opened the book. There were many drawings around the notebook pages and some words scattered here and there. A passage really caught his attention as he looked through the book.

"It's been a long two months now. I'm kinda tired of this. I have been going to secret doctor appointments and none of them seem to cure my illness."

Illness? What illness? Taehyung had so many questions running through his head as he read the passages. It then hit him. Jungkook was weak. Jungkook used to be so energetic and would jump a lot and be happy but now, he's fainting. What is going on with him? Taehyung started getting worried as he kept flipping through the pages until he stopped at one that had red all over it. He gasped as he started tearing up.

"They said it was hard to cure. They said I could live. I can't tell mama. I can't tell papa. Maybe I could do this myself. Maybe I could beat this. Maybe I could stop. I could tell them about it. I could tell them that I'm suffering. But then I'd have to tell them that I'm depressed. Maybe I could tell them but I have decided that I shouldn't. They don't deserve me. I Can't do this to them. I can't do this to Taehyung."

Taehyung started sobbing as he put the notebook down. Jungkook was suffering and no one saw it. No one noticed it. They were all so blind. Taehyung stood up and pulled Jungkook into a hug as he sobbed into his chest. "T-Tae?" Jungkook asked as he sat up.

"What's wrong?" "Why didn't you say anything?" Taehyung asked as he hugged Jungkook tightly, afraid he'd disappear. "Say what? Taehyung what's wrong with you?" "You're depressed." Jungkook's breath hitched as Taehyung cried. "You read my notebook." He whispered. "Why did you read it?" "I had to Jungkook." Jungkook sighed and hugged Taehyung back. Maybe he could get rid of all this depression. Taehyung is his again. Things could change.

"So he will be fine?" "We're doing everything we can to make sure he's okay." The doctor said as he started walking back to his room. Hoseok sighed and nodded. He tried not to think about it. Yoongi was strong he knew it. The ring in his hand made him feel weak.

He laid back in his chair and played around with the ring he had in his hand that belonged to his lover. He knew he was going to be alright.

Taehyung kept apologizing, knowing it was his fault that he had gotten depressed. "Kook, you're only fifteen you can't be going through this. Why didn't you tell me I couldn't done something I'm so sorry." "Tae I never said it was you. I've just been struggling okay? I've got it under control." He spoke slowly.

Taehyung pulled him so he was laying in his chest as he caresses the boy. "I'm so sorry." "Stop apologizing it's not you Tae!" Jungkook spoke as he kissed Taehyung deeply. "You have nothing to do with this." Taehyung sighed and kissed him as he let Jungkook straddle him. "Are you sure?" "I'm positive." Jungkook said as he looked down at Taehyung due to the position they were in.

"I'm very sure."

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