Teen Titans one shots

Habbits bbterra

I saw Beastboy today. Again. He wanted to see if I was alright. He still thinks I don't remember anything. I'm just trying to not let him see that I'm a mess without him.
I eat my dinner in my bathtub, Then I go to sex clubs, Watching freaky people gettin' it on. It doesn't make me nervous, If anything I'm restless. Yeah, I've been around and I've seen it all
I ate my dinner in my the bathtub of my small apartment. I did this because it was easier for my tears to stream into the water. I got out and headed to a club I go to regularly using my fake I.d. I went in and sat at the bar. I saw some people getting it on. I'm never nervous about it, because I see it a lot so I'm used to it.
I get home, I got the munchies
Binge on all my Twinkies
Throw up in the tub
Then I go to sleep
And I drank up all my money
Dazed and kinda lonely...
I go home still drunk from the club. I take some twinkles and eat for a while, then I throw up in my tub. Then I go to bed. I used most of my money to by drinks. Drunk and kinda of lonely. That's me. Good job terra.

You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
-the next night-
I'm sitting at the club again. He's gone. A few guys offered me drugs. I accepted. To make Beastboy leave my mind. A lot of my nights are this. Trying to forget...him. Every time I get sober, I remember Beastboy, and have to get high again.
Pick up daddies at the playground
How I spend my day time
Loosen up the frown,
Make them feel alive
Oh, make it fast and greasy
I'm numb and way too easy
Once in a while. I find a guy. I spend the day with him. And usually the night. Just to make the guy feel alive. I try to just push through it. I thought of Beastboy. I feel numb. And I'm way to easy.
You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
He keeps coming into my mind and I just keep getting high. I need to forget Beastboy. Just forget.
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh
Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
I just have to stay in my imagination. Where the memories of me and him have no end. No. I can't go home alone again. I need someone else to numb the pain. Maybe find a guy, to distract me.
You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I'm just gonna get high again. Just to get him off my mind longer, I did some heroin. Then I felt myself black out.
-3rd person pov.-
Beastboy was watching terra for a little bit after their last encounter, to make sure she was okay.  He saw her take some heroin and pass out. He ran to her lifeless looking body and picked her up in his arms. And held her, "Terra! Terra! Wake up it's me! It's me!" Beastboy took a drug reversal syringe and inserted it into Terra's arm. Her eyes opened slowly. "Beastboy?" She whispered. He smiled and kissed her. "Terra don't ever do that again." She sighed. "I did it to forget you..." she mumbled. He cupped her cheek. "I'm here now aren't I?" He whispered kissing terra.

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