Now it never will be

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A couple months later

I'm still staring at Cameron's but I don't wanna be a bother any longer and I think I'm going to go home and avoid Austin. He's seen his kids but not by me I've had Cameron do it when he wanted to come over here and get them.

"Where are you going?" Jesse asked

"I'm packing because I'm going back to my house I have to go back home" I said

"What about us?" He asked pulling me closer

"Our what? Friends with benefits?" I asked

"Yeah that" he smirked

Jesse and I have just been fucking these couple of months but it really hasn't been anything serious and I feel like some sort of hoe to be having sex with some guy I barley know while I have two kids. I don't know if I was going to continue this friends with benefits when I went back home or not.

             "Well I don't know do you wanna?" I asked

            "Yeah of course I do that's why I was asking" He chuckled

           "Well then yeah let's do it" I smirked

              Jesse drove me and my kids home that night around 7:30. Austin was out tonight with his friends my dad said so this was the perfect time to come home and move the cribs into my room and when he gets home he's gonna know I'm here and I'm still not speaking to him.

              "Lelia are you happy to be home" I said

              "Yes!" She squeaked

              "I'm sure you are, look it's papa go see him" I said putting her down and she ran over to his arms

              "Nevada this is our real home" I said

                I moved both their cribs and the diaper changing table into my room and put them down for a nap after their snack. My dad was making dinner and then they were gonna eat and go to sleep. My dads telling me I'm going to have to talk to him to parent and he's probably right. I'm just not looking forward to it.

              "Come on Lelia wake up your brothers already awake it's time for dinner" I said rubbing her arm

              I picked her out of her crib with my free hand and held her hand down the stairs while I helped Nevada. My dad make steaks which was one of my favorite foods. I put Nevada in his high chair and then put Lelia in hers feeding her some boiled egg, berries and crackers with apple juice and Nevada was drinking my boobies still.

"Austin has been out all night" my dad said

"I moved everything out of his room and into mine" I saiid

"Just be civil with him Scarlet you have two kids together you have to talk and be nice for the kids" My dad explained

"I know I just don't wanna talk to him really" I said twirling a piece of pasta on my fork

The door opened and it was Austin and Rob. Austin was laughing with Rob and he had some bags in his hands from shopping. I guess that's where he was. He wasn't expecting me to be here so when he seen me sitting at the kitchen table he kind of stopped talking and looked at me in confusion.

"Hey Scar" He smiled

"Hey" I said putting my dish in the sink

"I didn't know you were moving back" He said
"Yeah well I needed to come home because I was staying at Cameron's so long. I moved their cribs their in my room because were no longer sleeping in the same room so if you wanna see them just come knock" I explained getting Lelia's face cleaned off

"Oh alright" he said looking around

"Can you put Lelia in her crib I have to feed Nevada" I said and he nodded

After I was done feeding Nevada I went upstairs to put him in his crib and Austin was standing over Lelia's crib looking at her. I brushed past him and put Nevada in his crib.

"Scarlet I want us to get along for the kids sake I love them and I want us to be happy parents for them and at least show them we get along. We live in the same house and we're gonna try to be a family" Austin said

          "Okay Austin your right I don't wanna fight with you either I wanna get along for the kids" I agreed

           "Did you find someone else?" He asked

          "I'm not dating anyone I just met someone" I shrugged

           "What were you just fucking" He said

            "Yeah Austin maybe we were maybe you should have thought about where I would be after you cheated on me" I snorted

           "You think I'm jealous of some other dude scarlet in their daddy and I always will be no matter what guy you bring in their life" He shouted

          "That's not even what it saying Austin, I'm saying that your jealous now that I've been with someone else because you cheated on me and you know how it feels now to know your baby daddy has been with someone else but you'll never feel the same pain because I didn't cheat on you" I scoffed

         "I told you I'm sorry and you know that this not fighting thing can't work for 5 minutes can it" He sighed

         "No apparently not because you had to ask me something stupid like that of course I went with someone else I wasn't gonna stay sad about you you cheated on our fucking family and I was vulnerable so this guy can in and comforted me when it should have been you but guess what now it never will be" I shot walking out of my room

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