Wahh... wah
Cries woke me up from the deep sleep I was in. Austin had his arm loosely wrapped around my stomach and our legs were intertwined. I pulled the blankets off me fast because Nevada was gonna wake Lelia up.
"Baby shh" I said taking him out of his crib
He kept crying and I was trying to figure out what he wanted. I figured he was hungry so I pulled out my boob and he latched onto it but it was already too late cause Lelia was fussing in her crib and now Austin was awake trying to figure out what's going on.
"No Lelia go back to sleep" I said walking over to her crib and covering her with the blanket but she wasn't having it
"I got it baby" Austin said touching my shoulders and picking Lelia from her crib
It was weird to have him say baby to me because of the rough patch we've been going through I know he wants to make it work and so do I but at this point it seems almost impossible.
"Nevada started crying and then I tried to calm him down but I couldn't figure out what he wanted fast enough" I said
"Looks like he wanted the boobies smart guy" Austin smirked
"Austin" I laughed slapping his arm
"We have two kids I can't be sexual to you?" He laughed
"Two and that's enough" I chucked
"Really I wanted more" He sighed
"Not now we have two kids under 2 that's a lot of work and our relationship sucks" I admitted
"Yeah I know but I told you I was working on it your gonna trust me" He said
"I know your working on it but you kissed that girl regardless of what happened you needed to control yourself. Were working on it because we have kids otherwise I would have been long gone" I said
"Wow scarlet that kinda hurts" He said
"Austin what do you want me to say? You cheated on me I love you of course I do from the bottom of my hear I really do but you cheated and we have kids so of course I want us to be a family you have to understand where I'm coming from and what's right" I explained
I took Nevada off my boob and wiped his face off before I put him over my shoulder and burped him. Austins facial expression didn't look pleased I was only being honest and he knew that he fucked up. If he never cheated then this wouldn't be the situation we would probably be in a really good place minus the kids. Not that my kids aren't my whole world but they could have waited.
"Whatever Scarlet. I know where your coming from and I love you so much you know that your the mother of my children how could I not love you" Austin said
"I know. It's gonna take a long time though Austin it's not just gonna be over and done with after you cheated like we're a big happy family. I wanna be with you but how can I be with someone I don't trust" I growled lowly
"Fuck scarlet I know I fucked up why do you have to remind me of my mistake every day" He said pulling on his curls
"Because Austin you have to live with it and you should be reminded of what you did. I don't mean to rub it in your face but jeez Austin you fucking cheated on the mother of your children your pregnant girlfriend at the time" I said angry
"I know I did and I'm fucking sorry god damit scarlet I'm sorry!" He yelled
"I know you are Austin but sorry doesn't just fix everything if you cheated once you'll cheat again. Your only this sorry because your guilty you know what you did and your caught so you can't run anywhere your trapped" I said
"Because I love you Scarlet.. and and we have two kids together. I want us to work. I'm
Not gonna go cheat on you we have kids" He lied right through his teeth
"That didn't seem to stop you before Austin now did it when I was sitting home with your daughter and you were out supposed to be doing something else and you were out locking lips with my cousins girlfriend what the fuck Austin. While your best friend sat on our couch you made that happen" I said furious
"Okay Scarlet your fucking right you don't have to make me feel like even more of an asshole then I already felt like" He said
"Well it's not my fault. You possibly have ruined our relationship forever to what kiss some random girl for two seconds while your baby momma was at home waiting for you" I scoffed
"Scarlet I'm sorry I don't know how many times I have to say it" He said with a sympathetic expression
"I don't care how many times you say it Austin it's never gonna make it any better. You can say you love me all you want but how do you go out and cheat on someone you love? Aren't you supposed to be loyal to the girl you have" I asked
"I didn't just meet her. If you wanna know the actual truth we were texting for a little while before we met up. I wanted to meet her in person and then she kissed me and that's the half you know" He admitted casually
"What the fuck" I said beyond mad "you were fucking around with this girl before for weeks and you didn't tell me"
"Why the fuck would I tell you I was trying to cheat on you! I don't know why I did it I'm sorry fuck scarlet can't we just forget it" He finally asked
"No Austin that's totally fucked up. You didn't tell me that half because you knew of what I would say you knew I would be mad and I am in fucking hurt. You go and cheated on me you were texting this girl for weeks. How many more were their Austin hm? You didn't just cheat on me you cheated on your fucking family and we're done now Austin" I said the tears spilling down my face
He didn't say anything he just stood in the darkness shirtless and sighed his facial expression turning sad like he was about to cry. He knew it was over for good now and theirs nothing I have more to say then he fucked up himself. He tried to walk over to me and somewhat comfort me or whatever he was trying to do but I pushed him off I didn't want him to touch me.
"Scarlet baby I'm so sorry" He said reaching his hand out to me "Don't cry"
"Don't fucking touch me Austin" I said pushing him off me
We just stood in the middle of his room in complete silence and darkness my sobs and sniffles filling the room but that was it. I felt like our whole family tree was just cut down by some skank who lured him in. But I can't blame it all on her he did it himself. Learn some self control Austin.
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Step brother ~ Austin Mahone fanfic
FanfictionScarlet Grace was going to be step siblings with Austin Mahone. Her dad and his mom were engaged and soon to be married. Austin hasn't met Scarlet yet so they know nothing about each other. They can't date because their going to be living in the s...
