Did you know
All the things i was going through
Because of you
Did you know
I was falling...falling for you
I fell to the point where i knew i could never get back up
But i kept falling still
I knew you would never reach out a hand and pull me up
Although you could
I knew you would never help me
But i didn't know you would push me down
I didnt know you would make me cry
Every tear i shed for you
Is the tears of hope
It was the tears that filled with the belief that everything was going to be okay
But no more
I don't believe that everything is going to be just fine
I don't believe that i could ever pull myself together
I don't believe that i can stop crying
Everytime i see you, my heart fills with pain
And everytime i cry because of you
My heart fills with hate
Hate for crying
Hate for loving
Hate for you
But I know i'm lying to myself
I could never hate you
Even though i really want too
So what now
Do i keep crying because of you
Or do i suffer in silence
I can never be sure about anything with you
But i am sure of this
You will never see this poem
You will never know my feelings
You will never know how much pain you cause me
And you will never ever
Keep me from falling
