I'm Scared

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I've been wondering

Wondering why i shiver everytime i hear your name

I've been wondering why i feel the way i do

I finally found it out

I'm scared

I'm scared of what you're going to say

I'm scared of hearing what i don't want to hear most

I'm scared of you

Most of all

I'm scared of the pain you are going to bring me

You are the source of my pain and will always be

You are my first

But after this

I'm not sure I'm going to have another

Everytime i see your face

Everytime i hear your voice

Everytime you are near me

My emotions run wild

I'm angry

I'm happy

I'm sad

I'm pained

I'm anxious

I'm confused

But most of all

I'm scared

You have hurt me and you will continue hurting me

For that reason

I'm so scared to get up and face the truth

But I'm not the kind of person who lies to herself

I know how it is

I know things will end up badly for me

Then why am i continuing this

Why am i letting you hurt me

Why can't i stop falling for you

It's because

I'm scared

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