You look at me
You look at my smile
My energy
But how could you know
That I was wearing a mask
Once I lift the mask
The smile
The energy
The happiness
Is gone
Instead, there is
Agony
Torture
Coldness
Indescribable pain
So when you see me laughing
I'm actually crying inside
That's all I ever do
That's all I ever feel
So I'm begging
Help me
Help me until the mask is no longer a mask
But until then
In front of you
I'll always be wearing a mask
I'll always be hiding
Hiding behind a mask