Arguments and Hidden Feelings

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"Mila when can we come out. It's been two months" I complained.

She sighs as she turns to me "we'll come out soon. I promise" she says.

I nod sadly before heading off to my next class, which I'm dreading because Lauren's in it and I have absolutely no intention of talking to her. She's no longer my best friend she just some girl that I used to know, but not anymore. As far as I'm concerned Lauren Jauregui is dead to me.

Throughout all my classes I would catch Lauren staring at me with this hurt, broken look in her eyes that for some reason made my heart clench with pain and I don't know why. She hurt me by hurting my girlfriend so I shouldn't be feeling bad for her.

"Can you stop staring at me" I yelled at her as I walked up to her.

Lauren's hurt eyes found mine "I-I'm sorry" she mutters quietly, focusing her gaze on her lap.

"You should be" I spat before storming out of the class room.

I spotted Camila by my locker talking to the football captain Austin Mahon. I roll my eyes because I can't stand Austin all he ever does is flirt with Camila and it's annoying.

"Hey Mila" I chirped happily.

Camila's smile fell when she saw me "oh uh hey Y/N" she voice held a tone of disappointment to it and that made me frown but I shook it off "hey maybe at lunch time maybe we can go get lunch together" I asked hopefully.

Camila glanced at Austin and immediately shakes her head "no I can't I have plans with Austin at lunch" she says.

I didn't say anything because I was scared that my voice would crack with disappointment so I just nodded before walking to my next class.

-Lauren-
I sat alone in class as I scrolled through my phone and looked at pictures of me and Y/N. It broke my heart that she decided to complete side with Camila yesterday even though she knows I would never say something like. She knows I'm against slut shaming or maybe she doesn't know me at all since she believed Camila over me without giving me a chance to voice my side.

"Aw it must suck to lose your best friend."

I grimaced at the sound of her voice "Camila haven't you done enough. Y/N is all yours can you leave me alone now" I spoke desperately, begging her to leave me alone.

Camila just smirks "nope I'm going to make sure that Y/N's never going to want to be your friend again" she says. Before I could ask what she was up to she grabbed my water and poured it all over herself. I gasped and stood up as she began to fake cry her eyes out.

"What the fuck happen" an angry voice shouts.

Camila stands up and runs into Y/N's arms "I-I just tried to talk t-to her and she st-stared yelling at me a-and then she pouted h-her drink on me" she 'cries' hysterically.

I stared at Camila in disbelief "Y/N that's not what hap-"

"Shut the fuck up Jauregui! From this point on you're fucking dead to me" Y/N snarls.

I didn't bother stopping the tears from spilling out of my eyes. I was dead to her. I wasn't her best friend anymore. I was nothing to her. I grabbed my things and ran out of class not caring that the teacher was calling me. I was too heart broken to stay in a class with Y/N, she broke me.

*

It's been two weeks since Y/N told me that I was dead to her and honestly I have been the same. The girl that I was in love with ripped my heart out of my chest and crushed it between her fingers. Those three words she spoke to me completely shattered me. I was dead inside and it was because of my ex best friend, I'm broken.

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