Solangelo fluff :)

Darkness

Hey, fabulous t-rexs. Today I was feeling really sad and I just... I know this is supposed to be fluff and all, but I really just need to write something sad. Sorry in advance. 

Do you know how much I love you, Nico?

Count all the stars on a clear summers night. 

You can't, can you? 

There are too many.

As cheesy as it sounds, you're the light in my life.

Many say it's the other way around, but we're both there for each other. 

You saved me just as the darkness was going to consume me and I, you.

My life was so hard and I had to put on the happy act because I'm Will. Son of Apollo, I have to be happy! 

I always felt I needed to be happy.

You helped me realise that I don't always have to be happy. It's okay to be sad, angry, confused and scared. 

And I taught you it's okay to smile, laugh and be ridiculous.

We saved each other.

When we started dating I was the happiest I've ever been.

We did everything together. 

We went on walks, had dinners, played games, we were never alone.

We even convinced Chiron to let us share a cabin.

Whenever I felt the darkness coming back, you were always there to fight it.

I love you with all my heart. 

Then the war happened. 

It was worse than any of the other wars we've ever had. 

And now I'm standing over your grave, reading you this.

The darkness has come back, Nico. And this time,

you're not here to fight it off.

I'm back at square one. 

I know you wouldn't want me too, but today's my last day here.

I'll see you soon, Neeks.

I'm so sorry.

Ugh, as sad as that was for me to write, I feel better now. Sorry for maybe making you craft (or as peasants know, cry). 

Stay awesome fabulous t-rexs!