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"I don't trust her!" I tell Theo a few seconds after the front door is closed.

"Rey, please just try." Theo says as he turns and looks at me.

"I feel like something is wrong Theo. It probably sounds crazy, I probably sound crazy! But it's the truth. When she gets near me something in me says Run! Run away! I think I'm losing it. I don't know..." I tell him as I look down at the blankets she brought.

"Rey, you need to calm down. Nobody expects you to remember everything in a few days. It's going to take time-"

"But I don't want it to take time!" I scream at him as I stand from the couch making the blankets fall to the ground. "You don't understand how it feels to be...to be nobody! To not know who you are! I want to remember! I want to be me again! All I remember is the triplets! I woke up knowing that I have to keep them safe. But from who Theo? From who? You? That woman that claims to be my mother?! I DON'T REMEMBER HER!" I know I've taken it to far by the sad expression on his face.

"I don't know what to tell you Rey."

"Nobody knows what to tell me Theo. I'm annoyed by being in this same damn house every day! I need you to tell me who I am! What I am. I'm lost and your not fucking helping me!" I scream at him. Sebastian begins to cry in his arms and Theo gently begins to rock him trying to calm him down. Not knowing what to do I leave the living room and go upstairs to our room and begin to cry. I cry because I'm frustrated with all of this. I cry because I want to remember. I want to know who I am. And nothing is helping. I don't know when but I some how fall asleep...

Opening my eyes I see that it's dark outside, and Theo is sitting with his back to me on the bed.

"I brought you some food up here. It's late. The kids are asleep." He says quietly before getting up from the bed and heading into the bathroom. A few seconds later I hear the shower being turned on. Sitting up I look around and see that there is a plate of food on the side table. Spaghetti and meatballs...

When I finish eating I get up to go check on the babies. They are all deep asleep. The window curtains are slightly open letting the moon light, light up the room.

When I get back into the room Theo is in pajama pants standing by the bed. I go to the tray where my dirty plates are on. Picking them up I make my way downstairs to the kitchen so I may wash them. When I enter the kitchen I see none of the food is put away. I open the bottom cupboard and find it holds plastic containers. Taking out two I begin to put the pasta in one container and then meatballs and sauce in another one. When I'm done with that I place both of them in the refrigerator before setting the dirty pans in the sink letting them sit in hot water. While they rinse in the water I busy myself wiping down the counters making sure everything is clean before going to bed. After that I begin to wash the dishes when I notice that Theo has come downstairs.

"Thanks for putting the triplets to sleep." I tell him while looking down at the pan in my hands. He doesn't say anything and I begin to wonder if I imagined him coming downstairs, but when I look up he's across from me just looking at me.

"Your welcome." He says softly. I look back down at the pans and continue to finish up.

"The food was good." I tell him as I turn the facet off.

"Rey, what do you want to know?" He asks. I look up at him and see he's still looking at me, his eyes follow my hands as I wipe up the few water plops that surround the sink before flicking his eyes back at mine.

"I want to know who I am." I tell him. He nods and walks to the living room sitting on one of the couches. I follow him and sit next to him.

"Rey, what happened to you...its something I don't ever want to talk about. Something I pray to God you never remember. Because it's just a reminder that I failed as your mate to protect you." He says as he runs a hand through his hair.

"This is about what happened to me? Why I was in the hospital besides the birth of the triplets." I ask and he simply nods.

"I...I tried everything to get you back safely. But he managed to still hurt you. We were able to get you back before anything big could happen. But it was almost to late."

"Who's he?"

"Some crazy wolf shifter that had fallen in love with you. He got addicted to you, and in a bad way. You would tell me that he would follow you whenever you went out and that he'd always try to talk to you. When I saw that you were actually being serious, I began to have some of your mom's guards go with you where ever you went. This man is a leader of a pack. He's Alpha Christopher Sullivan. His mate was killed in a surprise attack by some rouge's. He never was able to get over the loss. And then he saw you."

"I was followed?" I ask.

"Rey please, this is already hard for me to talk about. Just don't interrupt me. Wait until the end please?" He asks and I nod before he continues. "It seemed that you had reminded him of his dead mate. So he believed that you were her. And when he saw that you were pregnant he believed that those were his babies you were pregnant with. He stopped following you for a while. And you began to get annoyed with the guards following you. So you asked to have then removed. I said no, you kept asking and begging, claiming that you now felt uncomfortable with having guards with you. And I caved in. I let you go out with only one guard. And that was where I messed up. Christopher began to notice that you only had one guard so he got his pack and they managed to kidnap you. They killed the guard and took you. When he took you, you were only three months pregnant. He kept you for five months. He managed to wipe all your memory. Some sort of brain wash. He made new memories with you. Even...he even fuckin' marked you. He made you believe you were his. Made you believe that your mom was a bad person. He worked along side with your father. And for what? Because he wanted to rule along your side. He wanted to relive a life that had been taken from him. Rey I believed that I had lost you. I wasn't around to see you go through your changes in pregnancy. I was left in the dark. But when we got you back he was trying to set you into hating me and your mom. He tried to strengthen the new memories. But he was hurting you in the process. He was stuck in the idea of making you his that he almost killed you. But he knew he was losing so he left. Did nothing to help you and left. You had begun to go into labour. Your mom rushed you back to the hospital and you gave birth. But you weren't waking up. The doctors didn't think you'd recover. I thought I had lost you. And then out of no where you squeezed my hand. And I knew you'd be okay. And you are." He says as he turned and looked at me. "But now you don't even remember who I am. And that hurts me. Because I really love you Rey. You are my life, my world, my fucking galaxy! But when I look at you I see how you look at me, you look at me like I'm a stranger. It hurts, but I know we'll get over this." He says and I see that he looks defeated.

I sit closer to him and take his hands in mine.

"Thank you Theo. " I tell him he looks up at me and I feel so bad for everything that has happened to us that I lean in to kiss him. The kiss is soft at first. One of his hands goes to my waist and the other rest along my face. I leave my hands on his waist. He pulls back a little and looks down at my lips while his thumb traces my bottom lip.

"I love you Rey. With all my heart." He says.

I smile before responding. "I love you Theo. Thank you for everything. I'm glad your mine."

He smiles before kissing me again this time pushing me back to lay down on the couch while my legs go around his hips and he rests between my legs...

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