Destiel One Shots

14- He Left A Note AU

     
"I've heard from some people, that they change after getting married.

    From my experience, I will say that's true.

    I haven't changed though, you, did.

    It started about 5 months into our marriage. Remember?

    You started getting jealous of everyone I hung out with. With me being bisexual, made it worse.

    You always want to be by my side 24/7. Which I wouldn't mind if I didn't feel like you were freaking supervising me.

    One day, I came home from work late. Bobby wanted me to fix two extra cars. They were a pretty quick fix, but I came home an hour later.

     You, being the changed man you are now, didn't believe me. Accused me of cheating, after 5 years of being together before I asked you to marry me. I've never cheated on you, never.

     And it's not just about you being jealous. I get that you would be jealous a little. It's just that you would think that I cheated!

     Don't you know you mean the world to me?? I wouldn't do anything on purpose to hurt you in any way.

     You aren't who you used to be. You used to have fun. Hell, even encourage me to stay out out. Saying I deserved it due to all my hard work.

     And we do hang out with friends and everything and when we do, you act like everything's fine. It's not though..

     I don't know if I love you anymore, Castiel, and I'm sorry.

    We used to cuddle up in bed and talk about our day. Remember? Get all chick-flick and then you'd tease me about it. Then I let go of you and turn away, but you would always find a way back in my arms.

     We used to fight over the smallest things. Like who would pay the bill when we went out on dates. Or who would get to make dinner that night. Even about who would make the freaking bed in the morning!

     We'd make breakfast together, sometimes resulting in a food fight. Other days, when we'd wake up before the other, we would make it by ourselves and bring it to bed for the other.

     Those things are gone now.

    I can't handle living anymore, living with you anymore.

    You haven't even said he loved me since the week after our honeymoon, you know.

    Do you even love me anymore?

    I tell Sammy that we're fine. That we're the best we've ever been, when it's the complete opposite.

    I'm sorry if I did something wrong, but I can't keep going on like this.

   Thinking that you can go back to how you were. Thinking that you actually love me.

   I know I'm not one for sharing my feelings, but it's my note.

    I was going to just leave the ring, but I didn't. I wanted you to know why I'm leaving.

    I guess it's true what they say:
                Marriage can change people.

    I'll be at Sam's for a few days. Probably spilling everything out like in some chick-flick.

     If you decide you want to try and save this, us, you know where he lives. And you know my number.

     If I don't hear from you in a week, I'll talk to some people and file for a divorce.

Goodbye Angel,

Dean W-N."
 
 

    Castiel reads this. It was left on their bed.

    He hasn't noticed how he's changed this much. He asks himself why he hasn't noticed any of this. He asks himself why he changed.

    Castiel feels tears run down his cheeks as he picks up Dean's wedding ring that was next to the note.

           "I'm so sorry, Dean.." Castiel whispers, clutching the gold band in his hand, tears falling onto his shirt. "I do love you.."