My Ruthless Professor(COMPLETED)

THE VOW

  "You don't marry one person; you marry three: the person you think they are, the person they are, and the person they are going to become as a result of being married to you." Richard Needham  

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I may not be perfect, hindi ako nakaramdam ng pagiging perpekto sa buong buhay ko.

Until this day.

Kakaiba pala sa feeling na maglakad sa ilang metrong bahagi na ito ng simbahan. I always asks myself, how would I feel when I'm getting married. How's the feeling of walking this isle when all eyes of your guests watches every steps your making. Totoo kaya yung sinasabi nilang sobrang nakakaflatter sa feeling? I never knew that it would be THIS flattering. Pakiramdam ko malulunod na ako.

What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I never had
This feeling in my heart

How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew

As I walked the aisle of this church, sinabayan ng nararamdaman ko ang pag-awit ng dalawang kilalang mang-aawit sa gilid ng altar. They were both smiling habang nakatingin sa akin. Hindi ko akalain na narito sila, Thorin has ways huh.

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I'll give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny


I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end
Of time


But forever was just a word (just a word)
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever I believe

Lumipat ang tingin ko sa lalaking naghihintay sa akin sa dulo ng paglalakbay na ito, katabi ang kaniyang Daddy at si August. The song feels right. Destiny. Such a beautiful word, yet full of magic. Hindi ko akalaing aabot kami sa ganito.

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I'll give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny



Maybe all we need
Is just a little faith
Cuz baby I believe
That love will find a way

Akala ko nga ay hindi ako tanggap ng Daddy niya, but when he talked to me noong dumating siya sa Pilipinas, he was just joking daw para takutin si Thorin. Akala ko ay mag-aaway pa sila noon dahil sa akin.

"Hi." Halos mapapikit ako sa boses na bumati sa akin sa pagtatapos ng aking paglalakbay. I walked alone towards him, desisyon ko. Alam ko kasing sinasabayan ako nila Mommy at Daddy at ako ang nasa gitna. I know they will be happy to walked with me. Kahit gusto ni ate na siya ang sasama sa akin, hindi ako pumayag. At naramdaman ko sila sa aking tabi, hawak ang aking mga kamay. 

Ngayon na nasa harapan ko na si Thorin, lalo kong naramdaman ang kaangkupan ng lahat ng aking nararamdaman. Tama nga sabi nila, once in your life, you'll just feel something na parang nasa tama ang lahat. Ito yung klase ng pagkalunod na hindi mo na gugustuhing umahon kasi masaya ka na sa pagkalunod na iyon. Drowning in love sabi nga sa isang kanta.

The ceremony started. Halos hindi ko na masundan dahil nanlalabo ang aking paningin. Hindi dahil sa pagkahilo kundi sa pagluha. Pagluha sa sobrang kasiyahan. I looked up in Him. I hold Thorin's hand then smiled. Naramdaman ko ang kaniyang paglingon, kasabay nang pagsasalita ng pari sa aming harapan.