Their Treasure [ONGOING][UNEDITED]

Thirteen - Trinette

Dio.

I recognised the name, but when Carissa said he talked about a person called yellow it clicked

And just as the wave of forgotten memories bombarded me, so did a tsunami of emotion and I ran to the bedroom so I could cry alone and in peace, Carissa had other plans though. Sweet kid, she just wanted to make me feel better - but I was immensely grateful when Liam sent her out with a task to keep her busy.

"I miss you" I whispered in his ears through my tears. I needed to tell him this, all of them. And my brain is starting to accept that they are safe people. I said it in the present tense because I still actively miss what we had before I was taken.

He froze, making me panic

Shit, did he not want me to say that?

Does he not love me anymore? Did he not miss me? What did I do wrong?

My mind ran wild before he smiled

"I love you, Sweetheart. I missed you too" He told me and the tears started flowing again. I don't want to cry. I'm not allowed. I need to stop!

Stop Crying, Stop Crying, Stop Crying.

Instead of letting my tears control me, I grabbed his face and looked deeply into his eyes, I just wanted to stare... He leaned in for a kiss, which I had actively avoided, terrified of that intimacy.

"I love you more" I whispered quietly to him and looked up. I could see his eyes tearing up

"Where's my loving stare?" James teased playfully with a large smile. I felt my cheeks flush and hid into Liam's shirt

"He's joking, ignore him" Liam rumbled underneath me and I smiled at him, he looked genuinely happy for the first time since I got here. His tears fell a little as the other two left us alone and he sat down. Liam's forehead touched mine as he took a deep breath

"You have no idea how much I've missed every part of you, because I can't even put it into words" he told me, making me swoon. I went to speak again, but my throat felt so dry and closed up.

"Shh, it's okay. Take your time" he smiled through his tears as he buried his head into my neck.

We sat there, me in his arms and him burying his head into my neck for a while until he sat up and wiped his eyes a little. "I came to wake Milo up, we are going to the warehouse...did you want to come?" He asked cautiously, and I took a moment before I nodded.

"Great, I'll go and get you clothes- or do you want to get them?" He asked me and I smiled at his thoughtfulness. I got up and grabbed some leggings that London had leant me and a sports bra type thing from Aisley.

I didn't bother waiting for him to leave before changing, and then following him out

And of course Ryan had to stop us

"Where the fuck do you think you're taking her?" He asked Liam who sighed hard - if he sighed any harder, he would crumple his lungs.

"She's coming with us. Don't argue with me on this." Liam firmly stood his ground and Ryan rolled his eyes before following us out to the car and grumbling something. I heard the laughter of Carissa from inside the house and smiled to myself as we got in the car

I hope I get to experience that - motherhood I mean.

I was both Excited and nervous for the warehouse...I didn't think this through.

Idiot. I always fuckin do this. Never think before I agree. I shouldn't be here. I'm not ready.

Eventually we arrived and I smiled as I stepped out with Liam and Milo's help because of the large drop from the car to the floor.

The fresh forest air filled my eyes with tears. It's been so long since I was able to smell anything but blood and piss and the scent of the woods was overwhelming and I felt tears well in my eyes

Stop. Fucking. Crying.

"Trins? You okay?" Ryan looked down to me "shit you're crying - I told you she should've stayed home!" He scolded Liam before wrapping me into a hug. I took a deep breath and tried to focus on my words

"Th-The Woods - They smell so good" I choked out between tears and wished I would stop crying. He looked to Liam and apologised for getting upset at him as they both pulled me into a hug. Liam wiped the tears from my eyes and kissed each cheek softly before Oliver kissed each cheek aswell.

"I'm so sorry Trins" Oliver sounded guilty...why does he sound guilty. It wasn't his fault-

It wasn't...was it?

No.

No,

No no no no no

Please

I looked up to see him, he may as well have been swimming in guilt.

I backed away slowly, causing him to look at me with confusion in his eyes, I felt my chest restricting and tightening as the world around me started to become hazy

When I bumped into Liam I froze

⚠️🚨 TW 🚨⚠️

Familiar cold stone sat beneath me, my heart beat rapidly and irregularly as I was curled up. My scraps of clothing covered the bare minimum and nothing more.

"It's about time you woke. Get up." A harsh and spiky voice spoke from a corner

"Get up. Now. Don't make me repeat myself" he spat aggressively, I willed myself to get up and I couldn't, my legs wouldn't let me

Tears filled my eyes as he came over and pulled me up by a fistful of my matted hair

"Now I see why they haven't come looking for you. Why they tried to kill you. Worthless piece of shit. What's the word...Unlovable.. yes. Unlovable. You're unlovable. Always have been - why did you think your own mother left you? Those "men" don't love you either. How could they? Why would they? They could have anyone they wanted, why would they settle for you? I know, because you're easy for them." He chuckled a throaty laugh that induced him Into a coughing fit. Tears streamed down my face, only fuelling the guys entertainment.

It wasn't long before he berated me even more, causing me to cry more tears. Not a word left my mouth but his words hit me, seeped in like water through soil.

The first hit slapped across my face, shocking the tears out of me. Before the next hit, and punch, and kick

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Posted: 23.10.23

Helloooooo

Sorry it's late

Poor Trinny baby.